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Afterglow

Afterglow

the best geoguessr player ever
Feb 22, 2025
375
5 days left.

I feel like I'm forgetting something, but I think I have everything prepared.

Time is blurry right now and my thoughts aren't all mine.

I'm scared for what comes next but ready.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,963
I wish you the best.
 
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NitrogenAfternoon

NitrogenAfternoon

Finding My Peace
Jan 20, 2025
142
I am in the same position, so if it provides any solace, I will be joining you soon and you are not alone for what you are about to face nor for the fears you are experiencing. We are all in this together. Best of luck to you.
 
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gothbird

gothbird

𝙿𝚘𝚎𝚝 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕
Mar 16, 2025
494
I'm so sorry it's come to this.
What a sorrowful turn, that we sometimes must choose our own exit. Yet, there is a grace in knowing the choice is ours.

It is only natural to fear what lies beyond—uncertainty clings to all things. But think of the wonders we would never know, were it not for those who felt the fear and stepped forward all the same.
There is no shame in turning back, either. To stay and try again is its own kind of courage. Fear walks with us no matter the path—we simply learn to walk beside it.

Be gentle with yourself on this journey.
And should you go, may the stars cradle you, and may the sands of space become a place of peace to rest.
 
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Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Specialist
Mar 18, 2024
370
I hope you find the peace you crave, and the journey there is gentle
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
535
I'm so sorry it's come to this.
What a sorrowful turn, that we sometimes must choose our own exit. Yet, there is a grace in knowing the choice is ours.

It is only natural to fear what lies beyond—uncertainty clings to all things. But think of the wonders we would never know, were it not for those who felt the fear and stepped forward all the same.
There is no shame in turning back, either. To stay and try again is its own kind of courage. Fear walks with us no matter the path—we simply learn to walk beside it.

Be gentle with yourself on this journey.
And should you go, may the stars cradle you, and may the sands of space become a place of peace to rest.
This is beautiful.
 
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Afterglow

Afterglow

the best geoguessr player ever
Feb 22, 2025
375
I'm so sorry it's come to this.
What a sorrowful turn, that we sometimes must choose our own exit. Yet, there is a grace in knowing the choice is ours.

It is only natural to fear what lies beyond—uncertainty clings to all things. But think of the wonders we would never know, were it not for those who felt the fear and stepped forward all the same.
There is no shame in turning back, either. To stay and try again is its own kind of courage. Fear walks with us no matter the path—we simply learn to walk beside it.

Be gentle with yourself on this journey.
And should you go, may the stars cradle you, and may the sands of space become a place of peace to rest.
I can see why you're called poet girl.

thank you for this, it's amazing.
 
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worthless creature

worthless creature

useless
Mar 23, 2025
23
5 days left.

I feel like I'm forgetting something, but I think I have everything prepared.

Time is blurry right now and my thoughts aren't all mine.

I'm scared for what comes next but ready.
i wish you safe travels and that your journey, is a peaceful one. ill be joining you and many others very soon as well.
i hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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Afterglow

Afterglow

the best geoguessr player ever
Feb 22, 2025
375
i wish you safe travels and that your journey, is a peaceful one. ill be joining you and many others very soon as well.
i hope you find the peace you are looking for.
worthless creature is such a real name, it's literally me
 
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zardofan

So very tired of trying
Feb 11, 2025
59
Best wishes. I'm close too. It is definitely a weird feeling. Anxiety with relief mixed in. How can I feel both of those at the same time??
 
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gothbird

gothbird

𝙿𝚘𝚎𝚝 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕
Mar 16, 2025
494
I can see why you're called poet girl.

thank you for this, it's amazing.
Sometimes, words are all we have to offer in this world.

Still, I hope—truly—that peace finds you, in whatever shape it may take, gentle or strange, near or far. 💜
 
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zardofan

So very tired of trying
Feb 11, 2025
59
Not sure if you're still here, but wanted you to know I'm sending vibes of love, peace, and smooth sailing to you. Whether you stay or go.
 

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