work is modern day slavery

[eeriepuff]

i feel so dead inside & i'm just waiting for my body to catch up. waking up everyday just to go to work for 9 hours is FUCKING SOUL CRUSHING. what i would give for a gun is immeasurable; or really any guaranteed way out of existence at this point.

 

[SASU-KE]

Only the people who are lucky enough to be able to do what they love for a living enjoy their work.For the rest of us, It's just a job. As you said, soul crushing.

 

[eeriepuff]

Only the people who are lucky enough to be able to do what they love for a living enjoy their work.For the rest of us, It's just a job. As you said, soul crushing.

LMAO. It's fucking hell isn't it? I'm wishing you peace & happiness wherever you are :)

 

[SASU-KE]

LMAO. It's fucking hell isn't it? I'm wishing you peace & happiness wherever you are :)

I'm shoveling coal to fuel the furnace in hell,but thanks!

Spoiler

Okay,it's not that bad,but close

 

[Liebestod]

Life is slavery

 

[eeriepuff]

Life is slavery

something we never asked for & yet are expected to be grateful

 

[ifckinhatelife]

Honestly that is so true. Thinking if this is what I have to do to survive, might as well just end it immediately. Is it my fault not forcing myself to enjoy doing boring, repetitive shit for hours almost every day? Even by imagining it, the money isn't worth it anymore.

i feel so dead inside & i'm just waiting for my body to catch up. waking up everyday just to go to work for 9 hours is FUCKING SOUL CRUSHING. what i would give for a gun is immeasurable; or really any guaranteed way out of existence at this point.

 

[franos666]

I fucking hate work omg

 

[eeriepuff]

Honestly that is so true. Thinking if this is what I have to do to survive, might as well just end it immediately. Is it my fault not forcing myself to enjoy doing boring, repetitive shit for hours almost every day? Even by imagining it, the money isn't worth it anymore.

It's like a never ending cycle of need & neglect. I can't even imagine forcing someone to be born without consent and forcing them to play this sick game we call life.

I fucking hate work omg

LITERALLY. My parents are putting pressure on me to either go to college or go to work & i wanna die
My grandma just told me i either go to work , go to college or i have to get out. #whatismylife #chud #needtoctbrn

 

[isthisit?]

Usually people try to balance it out with a personal life which makes it worth it

 

[eng666]

Want my BEST wishes

 

[ApparentlyNot]

Usually people try to balance it out with a personal life which makes it worth it

how do you do that when you work 50+ hours a week just to survive, when you come home you are extremely physically and mentally exhausted and can barely think or move. You sleep 56 hours a week. You cook, you clean, you shower, you grocery shop, you do basic things for survival because they NEED done, and how much of your energy and drive do you have left? How much of yourself is left?

And thats if you work a job that is financially sufficient. Imagine all that, but you can NEVER afford a home, a family, to comfortably support animals, to retire, because nonskilled labor on a single income simply doesn't provide those luxuries. Futile. Utterly fucking futile. Why do it then?

I'm personally going to ctb for this reason. I can't believe I used to want to kill myself due to the gaping hole in my soul and not this absolutely soul devouring life. I wish I could even consider the state of my psyche and how to heal, but the practical day to day of working tops the hierarchy always.

I really resonate with what @SASU-KE wrote: "I'm shoveling coal to fuel the furnace in hell," because I work myself to the point of mental and physical exhaustion and fatigue just so I can survive... when I fucking despise every minute of it. I am the one keeping this shit show going with hard labor. And I dont know why. There is clearly some delusional drive for something inaccesible confusing me into slaving like a little worker ant for a corporation all day just so I can one day maybe earn the distinct privilege of simply existing in a shitty box somewhere until I keel over (retirement, in a shitty home).

I feel anxiety and desperation almost always due to this. I do not think using the word slavery is exaggeratory.

 

[eeriepuff]

how do you do that when you work 50+ hours a week just to survive, when you come home you are extremely physically and mentally exhausted and can barely think or move. You sleep 56 hours a week. You cook, you clean, you shower, you grocery shop, you do basic things for survival because they NEED done, and how much of your energy and drive do you have left? How much of yourself is left?

And thats if you work a job that is financially sufficient. Imagine all that, but you can NEVER afford a home, a family, to comfortably support animals, to retire, because nonskilled labor on a single income simply doesn't provide those luxuries. Futile. Utterly fucking futile. Why do it then?

I'm personally going to ctb for this reason. I can't believe I used to want to kill myself due to the gaping hole in my soul and not this absolutely soul devouring life. I wish I could even consider the state of my psyche and how to heal, but the practical day to day of working tops of the hierarchy always.

I really resonate with what @SASU-KE wrote: "I'm shoveling coal to fuel the furnace in hell," because I work myself to the point of mental and physical exhaustion and fatigue just so I can survive... when I fucking despise every minute of it. I am the one keeping this shit show going with hard labor. And I dont know why. There is clearly some delusional drive for something inaccesible confusing me into slaving like a little worker ant for a corporation all day just so I can one day maybe earn the distinct privilege of simply existing in a shitty box somewhere until I keel over (retirement, in a shitty home).

I feel anxiety and desperation almost always due to this. I do not think using the word slavery is exaggeratory.

This. FUCKING THIS. My latest delusion has been buying lottery tickets hoping & praying I could potentially get lucky & find my way out of a 9-5. But if I'm being honest? Things look bleak. I'm looking for a way out as soon as possible. Without a gun im thinking I'll just drink water & not eat food until I pass away. It's such a sad existence I've been brought into but I don't have to stay. I REALLY hope things get better for you. And you don't have to work a stupid fucking 9-5 just to make it to the next day. Sending you lots of love & money telepathically LOL as much as a pathetic chud like me can anyways

 

[vexana]

i feel you. work is eating me alive. i just basically sold my soul to the satan just to survive.

 

[eeriepuff]

the only good thing that happened to me today

 

[itsgone2]

my first permanent job, I loved. Loved. Company was sold. Everyone let go.
another job was 830 to 430. Perfect. Work was ok, but not bad. Merged with another office. All of ours let go.
Current company was best yet. Hours were longer but owner cared for us. Sold to private equity. Absolute hell now.

We're not actually being kept as wage slaves. If so mergers would be rare. More companies more workers. Only stock price matters now. Anyone involved in this greed should die, not us.

 

[SASU-KE]

My latest delusion has been buying lottery tickets

I've also been thinking about Russian Roulette.

I was all right with my job for the past few years, but now my manager calls a meeting and tells us that within two years, if we don't learn Python coding, we're going to be replaced by AI software agents.
These agents are apparently small pieces of independent software code that are programmed to do one particular task.It's called agentic AI. It's the future.

I went through the curriculum for Python And I don't enjoy it at all. Programming is either a love it or hate it kind of thing and I hate it.Not sure what's going to happen soon.

 

[itsgone2]

T

, if we don't learn Python coding, we're going to be replaced by AI software agents.

this is just appalling. It's inane AI exists. The future is nothing but doom.

 

[JoeFailure]

There's less and less slavery even available now for people to get by

 

[eeriepuff]

There's less and less slavery even available now for people to get by

I feel this. Pretty soon im gonna start starving myself. I won't do it without water … too painful. Just casually becoming too skinny then dying

 

[permanently tired]

I think my life could be tolerable by some ppl but I just don't want this anymore. The money is not worth the effort. It will never change my life so I feel like idec abt going to work. Not that I want to grow with the company or anything.

I hate my family. They don't understand me and frankly some of them are so stupid it's disgusts me to converse with them. Their presence is an intrusion in my life. Life is a waste of time and energy, I don't want anything life can offer. I need to admit to myself, I was always meant to die an untimely death. Emotionally crippled by the ppl that raised me.

 

[eeriepuff]

I think my life could be tolerable by some ppl but I just don't want this anymore. The money is not worth the effort. It will never change my life so I feel like idec abt going to work. Not that I want to grow with the company or anything.

I hate my family. They don't understand me and frankly some of them are so stupid it's disgusts me to converse with them. Their presence is an intrusion in my life. Life is a waste of time and energy, I don't want anything life can offer. I need to admit to myself, I was always meant to die an untimely death. Emotionally crippled by the ppl that raised me.

I hate that you feel like this. I know all too well what it feels like to have DISGUSTING fucking parents who are nothing but pests. My parents are more or less the exact same as yours.