Listenlow
Not Living Just Killing Time
- Apr 14, 2026
- 2
I have been planning on ending it for too long and now I'm finally starting to do the real prep work. I have started to withdraw from everything. I gave away all the tickets to any upcoming concerts or events. This way I am removed from the music community. I should able to work from home for six months( more than enough time) so, I won't be noticed at the office. I have stopped making plans with friends and reduced any communication so, they will start to live without me. I have plans to set my will in order so the finer details get ironed out. I have money set aside for any funeral expenses. I just need to become even more invisible so I my death will be easy for those who knew me. It feels so good to be free from the burdens I placed on myself. I'm ready to go. I just feel bad for my mother.
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