Discussion Will your death impact anyone?

[stygal]

It will impact my family especially my mother. She might even die because of it.

Same goes for me. I feel a lot of guilt because of it. But I can't life my life because others cling on to me or want m e around for a little longer.

 

[Heart Shards]

Sadly, only my parents. They will spend the rest of their lives thinking did we love her enough, is there something we could have done? Yes, they love me enough, but they're obligated to love because I'm a half replication of both of them. Parents are wired to protect genes living in their offspring. To answer the second, there is nothing you can do for terminal illness, physical or mental, they could understand and be with me in my last moments but thats' wishful thinking, and I wouldn't want to put them at risk with the law--those apathetic bastards that think they should control everyone's life. And when I'm dead, people that abandoned me will come out of the woodwork. They'll pretend to be sad and say how my life ended in tragedy and all those other bullshit platitudes. They can go fuck themselves and eat fish heads. In my will, they are barred from my funeral. I only want my family there.

 

[NeverGoodEnuff]

Only the two people who will inherit, in a positive way.

 

[Umbrellaterm]

It will impact society as a whole and that's what I really hope for with my statement of suivide.

Need to remind you that nobody cares if you die, down to the individual.

 

[k75]

Too many people...

I struggle with this a lot.

 

[Lilium]

My close friends and family, I don't to what degree. Should it matter to me whether or not they care? In the end it all goes away.

 

[Pengwin]

My family would be devestated

 

[BridgeJumper]

Maybe 2-3 people. The rest will either feign concern or just hit ignore alltogether.

 

[beetlejuiceahh]

I suppose my father would be sad, I am his only child that he had. My two best(and only) friends wouldn't be as surprised as they are sad but my other distant relationships I have would be more surprised then sad. However I don't feel like they should let it hit them too strongly, I am only a friend, not someone they are going to spend the rest of their life with, they should be able to get over it. I feel most of the other friends and family that might voice their woes wouldn't do so out of actual pain from my death.

 

[Good4Nothing]

No one will give a shit when I'm gone.
My mom, but she'll get over it. This is all her damn fault, anyway, for being so goddamn stupid and weak as to get involved with 2 abusive assholes. I love my mom, but fuck her stupidity. I'd rather not exist than be this fucking wreck of a subhuman she made.

 

[muffin222]

Of course. My family and my one friend would be devastated and shattered, I'm sure.

 

[TrailerTrash]

Five, maybe six people. I have never communicated with more than this number (basically family) at any time in the last 50 years; do not belong to any groups, clubs, churches; and, don't associate with anyone from work. I have loved, and still love, being a complete loner. Except for one or two family, I really don't care how affected the other four or so may be once I'm gone.

 

[lost guy]

Sure, my parents, siblings, and friends will certainly be devastated. Also my ex gf will more than likely be sad, but that is my goal. I want it to hit her like a freight train. I want her to suffer. Is that bad?

 

[boredtodeath]

my family but whether they want to admit it or not, i'm a burden and my death will make their life easier

 

[whywere]

No pity party here, BUT when I am gone, I will be "timeless", as far as nobody will remember that I ever was here. I will be like billions of humans before me and billions after. I have nobody period except my family here so gone is gone. Walter

 

[Mr2005]

Girlfriend and I feel absolutely terrible for her. She's the real victim in all of this. She finally found what she was looking for in me only for it to be stolen from her. I try for her but it's torture and it has nothing to do with her but she'll always see it that she wasn't enough and there's nothing I can do about that. Those are her own insecurities. The truth is she was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. We first met when I was ruining my life and met up again once I'd ruined it. I probably never should have agreed to go out with her but it was worth a shot or so I thought until I did something to bring all my problems back. There seemed a time I had the slightest hope and that seems amazing to me now after what I did. I could have asked for her help when I first met her but you don't generally ask for help from a one night stand. The one night stand itself is help enough at least temporarily but it wasn't the real solution to the real problem. I left that too late to do anything about and I don't want her to hold any guilt. It honestly should have easily been dealt with by the time I met her the first time. Instead it's ruining our relationship now twelve years later.

 

[MeriDeath]

It will impact a lot of people
But I really don't care
I hope they carry on with their lives because I know that's what I'd like for them to do after I'm gone and not get all heartbroken and kill themselves or whatever.

 

[AutoTap]

My parents, little brother, and family dogs will be super sad. Other family members might be sad as well but idc that much bc I'm suffering so much. Just care about my parents dogs and bro

 

[clocktower]

my mother has told me multiple times she can't live without me. it's stopping me from ctb.