Gained a kink for death after my tulpas got into it, but had traces of it before, particularly of my death elemental characters using sexuality and seduction as a way to tempt someone into death and give someone relief, with the idea of someone being drawn to them as they feel like theyre fully relaxed, or are dissolving in their minds, like a total amount of peace. I have lots of character dynamics and ideas related to this that I have thought about over the years, but nothing written. Fear that if I published this, normies would cancel me for being "problematic" tbh.
The character's name that does this literally comes from the term "Styx" and the term "Finis" meaning final. He has a sociopathic, dark, predatory, lustful, and narcissistic and entitled personality. I feel like if any of my main family members knew of this character, or how it came from me deciding to make an alternate version of my fantasy death elemental characters, theyd probably be very upset.
He's very queer. Very much based on elements of the femme fatal trope, but with predatory or rapey tendancies of males, so very gender bending. He is somewhat asexual, so not entirely a rapist.
I know, I'd said Id detail my kinks, not character writing, but I love writing him.
I like to think of the temptation of death in regards to him with the song, "When our bodies wash ashore" by Aviators, with him singing it in a dramatic, flashy and eccentric fashion, mostly describing his own fascination as well as his view point over his victims.
He frequently leads others to their deaths or tries to absorb their souls, but thats a later aspect. He also has the song in my mind "No one will save you" which I imagine him singing to the protagonist about their past life and how he abandoned them and left them to die or even targeted them himself in a past life as he recalls them from that past life. But I digress.
He's meant to be a celestial, a dark celestial and demonic figure. He's made out of plasma which is a huge part of his celestial ancestry and amplified by him being a death elemental. I also imagine him being a weapons dealer, as well as trying to be some sort of cosmic authority, based on his backstory where he was once a reformed dark being who was transformed into a prince, but he soon rebelled against his heavenly forces.
In modern times, he is both a terrorist, cosmic entity, weapons dealer, and person who attempts to tempt others to their deaths or uses people for sex as a tool of domination or psychological warfare. It's been cathartic being able to write fiction that involves him assaulting others to explore psychological character dynamics or ways people interact. I think I likely wouldnt have my fantasies related to death as much if I didnt have such a cool figure to potray it with. I know its concerning, but I often get hooked on this. I kind of go back and forth from potraying it as fully bad and often times idolize it when I'm depressed, but he's still ultimately meant to be a vilian in the end. One of my other favorite songs I pair for him is "Remains" by Aviators. I do wonder if people will be more upset by him by other characters. People can handle Satan like characters, but explicit murder, murder-temptation, sexual predation and lust, and his joyousness towards killing is often controversial. He is also a hunter and hunts humans like he does for trophies, viewing them as animals and enjoying it. He has a pretty cool gun lol. Haven't drawn it yet.
When the world was turned to grey
The hatred wouldnt go away
Resentment in chains
With the coldness of our hearts
a voice departs
Madness remains
Those lines are very him coded. He also has a British accent somewhat and is somewhat deep voiced, so I'm sure some women would simp for him. He's omnisexual and fucks men and women, but mostly targets men. There are a LOT of graphic scenes where he forces men into sex, which are meant to be a commentary on society and exploration of biblical temptation more through the lens of trauma bonding and predation rather than just giving into "sin" or whatever. He's sknny, black and white (deep black and crystal white, not human colors) and he glows. He's faceless and he's primarily black with white stripes. He also has wings.
I like this line too
"I want to be your guide"
Into the after life
It's a gift, look past the pain
Like I do
Cant tell if people would be concerned for me, think this is problematic or find this way too nerdy.
I hope to put him into a mainstream sci fi show someday. Any other people have kinks or characters related to death?
Other things about him, he mainly wants to sexually enslave androids and has arguments against their freedom and views them as tools/servants or objects and them becoming concious as an abomination. He causes one android to develop stockholem syndrome and convinces him to join him as his sex slave and partner in crime because of how the robot's AI creator abandoned him and turns him into the antagonist. The first sci fi book is very tame and is just about trying to save humanity from itself and has an AI and AI human hybrids and andriods, though there is one human who kills himself in it. That part is already ballsey, but adding the villian is probably going to be more complex to deal with.
Horror story is even harder. My horror book has murder, rape cannabilism, suicide attempts, and other shit. How will people ever see my work? Its so hard to keep going creatively. Its ironic. My work which keeps me living, also has so many things related to death that atteacts me to ending it. Its kind of a parodox when I think about it. Sometimes, the only thing stopping me from ending it is thinking of how unique I am. Not in a "special snowflake" way, but knowing that no one else with my mind, experiences, ideas, writing, characters, or art exists. At that point, I think less about the worth I have as a person since life has proven that I have little worth, but more on practicality. It's like burning the libary of Alexandria.
Other things about him, he mainly wants to sexually enslave androids and has arguments against their freedom and views them as tools/servants or objects and them becoming concious as an abomination. He causes one android to develop stockholem syndrome and convinces him to join him as his sex slave and partner in crime because of how the robot's AI creator abandoned him and turns him into the antagonist. The first sci fi book is very tame and is just about trying to save humanity from itself and has an AI and AI human hybrids and andriods, though there is one human who kills himself in it. That part is already ballsey, but adding the villian is probably going to be more complex to deal with.
The character's name that does this literally comes from the term "Styx" and the term "Finis" meaning final. He has a sociopathic, dark, predatory, lustful, and narcissistic and entitled personality. I feel like if any of my main family members knew of this character, or how it came from me deciding to make an alternate version of my fantasy death elemental characters, theyd probably be very upset.
He's very queer. Very much based on elements of the femme fatal trope, but with predatory or rapey tendancies of males, so very gender bending. He is somewhat asexual, so not entirely a rapist.
I know, I'd said Id detail my kinks, not character writing, but I love writing him.
I like to think of the temptation of death in regards to him with the song, "When our bodies wash ashore" by Aviators, with him singing it in a dramatic, flashy and eccentric fashion, mostly describing his own fascination as well as his view point over his victims.
He frequently leads others to their deaths or tries to absorb their souls, but thats a later aspect. He also has the song in my mind "No one will save you" which I imagine him singing to the protagonist about their past life and how he abandoned them and left them to die or even targeted them himself in a past life as he recalls them from that past life. But I digress.
He's meant to be a celestial, a dark celestial and demonic figure. He's made out of plasma which is a huge part of his celestial ancestry and amplified by him being a death elemental. I also imagine him being a weapons dealer, as well as trying to be some sort of cosmic authority, based on his backstory where he was once a reformed dark being who was transformed into a prince, but he soon rebelled against his heavenly forces.
In modern times, he is both a terrorist, cosmic entity, weapons dealer, and person who attempts to tempt others to their deaths or uses people for sex as a tool of domination or psychological warfare. It's been cathartic being able to write fiction that involves him assaulting others to explore psychological character dynamics or ways people interact. I think I likely wouldnt have my fantasies related to death as much if I didnt have such a cool figure to potray it with. I know its concerning, but I often get hooked on this. I kind of go back and forth from potraying it as fully bad and often times idolize it when I'm depressed, but he's still ultimately meant to be a vilian in the end. One of my other favorite songs I pair for him is "Remains" by Aviators. I do wonder if people will be more upset by him by other characters. People can handle Satan like characters, but explicit murder, murder-temptation, sexual predation and lust, and his joyousness towards killing is often controversial. He is also a hunter and hunts humans like he does for trophies, viewing them as animals and enjoying it. He has a pretty cool gun lol. Haven't drawn it yet.
When the world was turned to grey
The hatred wouldnt go away
Resentment in chains
With the coldness of our hearts
a voice departs
Madness remains
Those lines are very him coded. He also has a British accent somewhat and is somewhat deep voiced, so I'm sure some women would simp for him. He's omnisexual and fucks men and women, but mostly targets men. There are a LOT of graphic scenes where he forces men into sex, which are meant to be a commentary on society and exploration of biblical temptation more through the lens of trauma bonding and predation rather than just giving into "sin" or whatever. He's sknny, black and white (deep black and crystal white, not human colors) and he glows. He's faceless and he's primarily black with white stripes. He also has wings.
I like this line too
"I want to be your guide"
Into the after life
It's a gift, look past the pain
Like I do
Cant tell if people would be concerned for me, think this is problematic or find this way too nerdy.
I hope to put him into a mainstream sci fi show someday. Any other people have kinks or characters related to death?
Other things about him, he mainly wants to sexually enslave androids and has arguments against their freedom and views them as tools/servants or objects and them becoming concious as an abomination. He causes one android to develop stockholem syndrome and convinces him to join him as his sex slave and partner in crime because of how the robot's AI creator abandoned him and turns him into the antagonist. The first sci fi book is very tame and is just about trying to save humanity from itself and has an AI and AI human hybrids and andriods, though there is one human who kills himself in it. That part is already ballsey, but adding the villian is probably going to be more complex to deal with.
Horror story is even harder. My horror book has murder, rape cannabilism, suicide attempts, and other shit. How will people ever see my work? Its so hard to keep going creatively. Its ironic. My work which keeps me living, also has so many things related to death that atteacts me to ending it. Its kind of a parodox when I think about it. Sometimes, the only thing stopping me from ending it is thinking of how unique I am. Not in a "special snowflake" way, but knowing that no one else with my mind, experiences, ideas, writing, characters, or art exists. At that point, I think less about the worth I have as a person since life has proven that I have little worth, but more on practicality. It's like burning the libary of Alexandria.
Other things about him, he mainly wants to sexually enslave androids and has arguments against their freedom and views them as tools/servants or objects and them becoming concious as an abomination. He causes one android to develop stockholem syndrome and convinces him to join him as his sex slave and partner in crime because of how the robot's AI creator abandoned him and turns him into the antagonist. The first sci fi book is very tame and is just about trying to save humanity from itself and has an AI and AI human hybrids and andriods, though there is one human who kills himself in it. That part is already ballsey, but adding the villian is probably going to be more complex to deal with.
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