Why do you want to kill yourself?

[Metalhead]

Bipolar, ptsd & failing constantly, we all have our limits, it's tiring to keep getting up from being knocked down relentlessly. I just want to be free….

 

[Davey40210]

I had a terrible childhood (parental abuse, bullied my entire schoolyears) and I think I have autism, which explains why everyone always thinks I'm so weird.

But what put me over the edge is my last breakup. My last two relationships almost got me, but now the last third one was just too much to bear. It made me realize I will just keep repeating the same pattern of destroying whatever it is I love.

I will never forget the look in her eyes when she told me she slept with another guy (after we broke up). It destroyed my soul.

 

[damienlerone03]

self hatred + i don't deserve to live + burden + people around me keep dying

 

[FarAcrossTheWater]

Ultimately, it doesn't matter at all so why not end it on your own terms instead of living in pain? Suicide is salvation.

 

[sadlittleman32]

I never asked to be here in the first place! so I've dedicated the majority of my life toward leaving..

 

[excinephile]

Same here. PSSD for 6 years.

It's the fucking endgame. You think you know what suffering means. Then they you PSSD. And a whole lot of other iatrogenic issues in my case. I just want out.