While Wanting To CTB, What's The One Thing You Still Take Care of?

[s1mplem3]

All I do now is just eat, sleep, restroom, etc. Like animal. Started to cook few day ago, tired of junk food and want to eat homemade food for the last time.

 

[TVO90]

Listening to music, like right now.

I spend more time in my imagination than in real life. I can literally close my eyes and just dream for hours.

 

[toomuchtimetodie]

Two weeks after someone really fucked me over, I couldn't taste food. For two weeks.

Something similar happened to me recently... i found out the gp lied to me 8 years ago which has had detrimental consequences.
I still have worked a little when given the opportunity but only because it's with a good friend i don't see often. I still try to keep hygenic, my appetite was ok but diet not sensible until i found out about gp nearly a month ago then it completely went and ive lost 30 lbs. So im still overweight but now can tell im extremely malnourished due to my bad lifestyle before then. My place is getting scruffier and dirtier tbh i dont dust and haven't hooved in a few weeks but my kitchen and bathroom are above average standard id guess.
Ive maxed out loans and credit now i still pay my rent so those accusing me in another thread of being inconsiderate to train passengers i can't be accused of having no conscience as im paying my landlord when you could squat for over a year you see in most cases.

 

[mpnf]

I have been applying for PhD positions even though i am sure that i will ctb before i complete it. I also take utmost care about my nutrition, otherwise i will get the disease which i am most afraid of

What's that disease?

 

[Anon2662]

I still take care of my two kittens., they're my fur babies and give me cuddles when I need them.. my mum has to go and get their food etc as I can't leave the house, but they are indoor cats so they're with me 24/7 and I look after them