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BirdWithoutWings
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- Jul 7, 2024
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Having nobody in my life and knowing that won't change. Not much point in sticking around if I have nobody to stick around for.
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Virtual HugsHow ugly I am. I am so starved of affection, yet even when I get some it's never enough, it'll never be enough.
Having nobody in my life and knowing that won't change. Not much point in sticking around if I have nobody to stick around for.
Neurodivergence
Having nobody in my life and knowing that won't change. Not much point in sticking around if I have nobody to stick around for.
Be gentle on yourself.So many reasons. I am depressed since years and on top of that very weird person(perhaps because I might be autistic). I am almost 30 and I have never been in any relationship. Last year, a guy asked me to date him so many times, that I said yes. And ended up deeply hurt. He just slept with me and hurt my feelings so much that I want to kill myself even more. Today he has a new girlfriend. It kills me to see him happy. I guess that is a character fault I have but I can't help it. I have no friends near me. And I can't make new ones because I am so stupid. Overall I live alone, lonely, have been sad since childhood, emotionally hurt due to last year, and have no chance of having a relationship since I am not mentally okay for one.
I see no reason to live. Things are never going to change. And the emotional pain kills me everyday.
I see people I know having fulfilled lives, getting married, buying houses and here I am, crying almost every day.
I am so useless I see no point in life. Sometimes I feel okay for a few days and then I start going crazy crying all day. I m so tired of these emotions.
the people within this house I am forced to live withinI know it's never just ONE reason, but it can definitely FEEL like it.
What is your #1 reason that pushes you over the top for not wanting to live anymore?
Thank you for sharing.
I felt this in my soul.existential depression mainly related to time passing, aging, and never getting to meet certain people again. Life feels worthless when the only connections or experiences you want are in the past and that time and place is gone forever.