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QueenEtna
Gone
- Jul 29, 2018
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Football or horses? I'm interested ! Do a bit of trading myself!I tech do not work...not a proper job. Honestly, I spend about an hour or two a day, doing matched betting and that is it. I make enough to live off of doing that.
Mostly footie but horses as well....horses are a bit more pricey with a much lower pay out so I only do it every now and again.Football or horses? I'm interested ! Do a bit of trading myself!
I lost too much on the horses so tend to stick to footy ! Make a decent side income from it tbf, overs Under's / laying correct scoresMostly footie but horses as well....horses are a bit more pricey with a much lower pay out so I only do it every now and again.
I only do the horses in terms of laying which works on my end but too risky IMHO Footie games are super easy as far as that goes.I lost too much on the horses so tend to stick to footy ! Make a decent side income from it tbf, overs Under's / laying correct scores
My bad for going off topic lol
I find myself with this dilemma constantly. I want to die, I want to do it in such a way that my family won't be finding my body to spare them the extra trauma, and I want to do it in the most peaceful way possible for myself. I might be wrong, but it seems to me that I need money to accomplish that, since I don't live alone, and most methods that are peaceful require some money be spent buying supplies.
I just lost my job a little over a month ago and I ran out of the money I had from it. Now, I'm completely desperate for money and I can't bring myself to do anything. I mentioned in a previous post that I sometimes do transcription projects online to help me make some bucks, but I can't even do that because there are deadlines to be met, and I just can't. My family has made it abundantly clear they will not give me a cent for anything. I guess they figure that's a good way to push me to do something.
What do you do for money or for work feeling this way? I need some advice.
I hear you. I drive a fair amount and at one point considered driving head on to a semi truck that was just loaded with weight. Felt it was unfair to the driver even though they would most likely never get hurt. If I was going 100+mph even the airbags wouldn't do jack to save me...sIrving that would be complete hell and that's not what I need right now!I have my days. I do enjoy it because I like travelling, and getting paid to see the country.
Then I have my days where I just want to go downhill while in neutral, unbuckle seatbelt and crash. But I don't want to take innocent people with me.
I would gladly swap places with you if you want to live the poor life :)Nothing, I'm a lazy spoiled fuck who has never held a real job before. I'm studying Chemical Engineering in college and I have rich parents that fully support me and buy me nice things. I don't deserve it at all, I'm such a pathetic human being and definitely a terrible son. I wish someone who wasn't such a lazy ugly fuck could've been given the advantages I've been spoon fed my entire life.
Took the words right out of my keyboard!!! Thanks to my asshole fiance and suckerofcocks Dr, I'm close than ever to catching the bus. The only thing that sucks azz is if I had dumped my ex (in a dumpster) I'd be mostly fine right now. A good note should set the record straight.Unemployed and ready to be deployed...to the funeral home and the crematorium once I catch the bus :)
I had that job for many years!my job is wasting my parents money
At the moment nothing.
Used to work in a few shitty jobs.
My parents support me.
But they said they will stop it in the near future.
But I don't plan on working in anything ever.
All jobs are horrible and you have to deal with evil and unpleasant peoppe who will laugh at you, harass you and bully you.
So I plan on ctb in a few months.
College system in the US is just so fucked up compared to where i live (EU) i doubt anyone here (in my country at least) finishes or leaves school with any form of debt. Here you get your degree and off you go. No debt no loans no nothing. It's just mindboggling how in the US they put such immense loans on people who have yet to get a job. I haven't owed a dime to a bank in my life. (Granted i have virtually nothing but at least not in debt)
I find myself with this dilemma constantly. I want to die, I want to do it in such a way that my family won't be finding my body to spare them the extra trauma, and I want to do it in the most peaceful way possible for myself. I might be wrong, but it seems to me that I need money to accomplish that, since I don't live alone, and most methods that are peaceful require some money be spent buying supplies.
I just lost my job a little over a month ago and I ran out of the money I had from it. Now, I'm completely desperate for money and I can't bring myself to do anything. I mentioned in a previous post that I sometimes do transcription projects online to help me make some bucks, but I can't even do that because there are deadlines to be met, and I just can't. My family has made it abundantly clear they will not give me a cent for anything. I guess they figure that's a good way to push me to do something.
What do you do for money or for work feeling this way? I need some advice.
I work as an engineer for a large company, the pay is ok, sometimes lose the will to work so have paid my home off so at least I won't be homeless should I lose my job.
I've been trying to get that 'cheese' myself (I live in the US, so I guess it's SSI or something like that) and also a small job just so I have some income. Ironically, that is one of my reasons for wanting to ctb yet I hate the wageslaving and grind just to be able to exist.Government cheese and part time work
How did you get on SSI? I am still trying to get on that, but failing that and if I run even lower on money, I may just spend whatever I have left on a firearm or whatever method and ctb since I can't live on the streets (lack of survival and street skills).I'm in the US and am on SSI. It's not much income (just $750 a month / aka $9K a year). I am able to afford to live basically because I live in low income housing (so my rent is about 1/3 of my income well slightly less), food stamps (WASHCAP/SNAP), and medicaid. I live very very very frugally.
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I used to work as a barista at Starbucks while I was going to school, and I have a BA in sociology and an MA in Social Work. Totally useless to me now as I can't work, and have $60k in debt.