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DeplorableHuman

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Aug 2, 2024
12
Civilization/society. I can't imagine a more cruel construct. We destroy everything we touch, treat eachother like garbage and for what? The feeling of being better than "the rest"? The feeling of "power"? To build bigger and "better" things? It just doesn't make any fucking sense.

We put every animal that we can into a cage or beat it into submission (includong other humans). We exploit every resource we discover untill there's nothing left. We kill, not out of neccesity but for 100% made up problems in our made up world. There just isn't a single aspect of humanity that I can view in a positive light.

Humans are vile predatory beasts which don't care about anything but themselves.
We create nothing but misery and destruction.

I genuinely envy people who don't see humanity this way.
 
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Fall_Apart

Fall_Apart

Student
May 22, 2023
160
First, the lack of meaning. Then, the evil design where the strongest kill the weakest just to survive. Then, capitalism, injustice, the pain one can experience—all for nothing.
 
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TheVanishingPoint

TheVanishingPoint

Experienced
May 20, 2025
234
There's nothing I particularly hate. Everything is superfluous and meaningless.
 
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INYGTRMTFMO

INYGTRMTFMO

I Need Your Grace To Remind Me To Find My Own
May 1, 2025
210
My life is objectively good. I'm just bad at it, and people generally are only willing to suck at something for so long until they inevitably give up.
 
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StarlightDreamer

StarlightDreamer

Infinity Weaver
Aug 2, 2022
111
A lot of people - especially ones I'd trusted - turn out to be cruel. Whether failing to help me, or actively making my life worse, I can't feel secure around anyone.
 
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Freedomm

Freedomm

Student
Aug 2, 2025
183
Life itself and everything in it. Life is suffering, and pleasure is encouragement from the brain to continue surviving. I hate life, it's meaningless and it's a trap that's hard to get out of.
 
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BrightEyes1117

BrightEyes1117

Member
Jul 23, 2024
11
Money. I seriously think if I wasn't born into the lowest class of American society- if I was even born middle class, born with the inherent safety net that coming from a stable middle class family brings, I would be at least able to tolerate life.
 
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YujiElleWhyBeoheye

YujiElleWhyBeoheye

New Member
Aug 5, 2025
1
Feeling left out, like I don't belong anywhere, even among my relatives. I don't think I'm so incredibly unique that people just can't relate to me. But they don't want to.
 
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emptymiku

emptymiku

bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
Mar 27, 2023
225
when things start looking looking up again and then something always has to come and crush it all, huh?
 
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Feldsparc

Student
Jan 3, 2025
150
That its unpredictable
 
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Spite

Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
482
How unfair, random and chaotic life is. It's baffling to me how things can just happen and your life can flip upside down in an instant. A car could crash into you, an earthquake could happen, other people can hate you over things you literally have no control over. They can hate you without you having done anything to them at all. That's like if you were in a video game and you're constantly getting spawn-killed over and over again for no reason.

I don't want to live in a world that is designed like this.
 
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hurts2b

hurts2b

Tired
Mar 14, 2026
273
Employment. Demands demands demands. There's 1 path to meeting your basic needs and it involves feigning social skills I don't have, conning and being conned. I can't meet the requirements of life. Ergo I'm a death bound failure.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,571
what I dislike about life is humanitys disrespectful behavior towards our mother earth and other living beings,
I am ashamed to be a human and I feel guilty
 
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Argent

Argent

JRPG Queen
Apr 13, 2025
3
Injustice. It doesn't give me the drive it used to. Why play a game that's rigged from the start?
 
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Daphne

Arcanist
Jul 23, 2025
413
Being bullied
 
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singingcrow

singingcrow

Student
Jul 7, 2024
196
how mean everyone can be to each other & how intense emotions are for me. it's all too much
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Wizard
May 7, 2025
616
The inescapable Darwinism in absolutely everything
 
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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

Destined to die
Nov 1, 2025
281
The pain, suffering and loneliness. I also hate how cruel humanity can be.
 
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Le temps perdu

Le temps perdu

pragmatics errors can kill me
Dec 10, 2025
365
Selfish and stupid genes evolved pain just to ensure their own survival. It's one of the things I hate most.
 
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UserFromNowhere

UserFromNowhere

Trial Mod
May 4, 2025
396
At present, how everything tries to make you feel guilty. You try to do something you enjoy and you're made to feel guilty for it, whether because people are depending on you or you're depending on yourself to get things done. It's hard to live with that constant guilt in the back of your mind, no matter what action you take you feel like you're going to be disappointing someone, and it is a very painful feeling.
 
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