1) The way I feel has been the same all my life, I doubt I have what it takes to change it. Not only that, but what I always thought was gonna help, because of how I felt about the world, was an empty promise. My perception of reality is brainwormed into high hell.
2) I don't think there's a way to repair the wrong that has been done. The wrong that was done to me, but especially the pain I caused others.
3) If I die I won't hurt anybody anymore.
1. Lack of a career and money to financially support myself.
2. Fear of the future. I'm entirely financially dependent on my parents and they're the only two people I really talk to. Scared of the loneliness and potential homelessness when they die. My only hope is that my siblings will keep me in their homes out of guilt or a sense of responsibility or whatever.
3. My personality—or lack thereof. I have no friends and no interests really. I'm so boring.
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