Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[darksouls]

trapped in eternal darkness

 

[venerated-vader]

I'm bored out of my fucking mind and it's pissing me off. It's only like 3PM and i'm aiming to stay up so i can actually sleep at night. But honestly the day is just one long monotonous nothing-- you'd think I'd have the gumption to go do something if I'm so bored, but I suppose I'm too empty to bother. So I guess i'm going to sit here and stare at a fucking wall until I go completely insane or fall asleep idk

 

[Manaaja]

I'm bored out of my fucking mind and it's pissing me off. It's only like 3PM and i'm aiming to stay up so i can actually sleep at night. But honestly the day is just one long monotonous nothing-- you'd think I'd have the gumption to go do something if I'm so bored, but I suppose I'm too empty to bother. So I guess i'm going to sit here and stare at a fucking wall until I go completely insane or fall asleep idk

If you got nothing to do, ask if someone here needs your help for something.

 

[The Hermit]

Tired of pain, suffering, sadness.

Can't connect with anyone.

Tired of feeling unsupported and like not one person can make space for me after vampirizing me for whatever they could extract whether it was sex, attention, or labor.

Now I get to look forward to another hellish four day weekend with the fucking brat, that will make my ulcer burn.

I hate my fucking father, I hate his brat, I hate my life, and I hate myself.

I want to be euthanized.

 

[Dejected 55]

I don't know. Post-failed attempt about 3 weeks ago, I landed in a mental hospital for a couple of weeks... let out, then right back in for another 5 days... been out a few days now in my house, but don't know how to feel.

Technically not as depressed as I was before... but nowhere near happy. My life still sucks, I'm miserable, and the real world of financial problems and obligations are about to fall in on me. I didn't plan on being here for this, I expected/hoped to be gone... but I failed... and there is no more plan... and I don't know how to feel or what I want anymore.