Tired of pain, suffering, sadness.
Can't connect with anyone.
Tired of feeling unsupported and like not one person can make space for me after vampirizing me for whatever they could extract whether it was sex, attention, or labor.
Now I get to look forward to another hellish four day weekend with the fucking brat, that will make my ulcer burn.
I hate my fucking father, I hate his brat, I hate my life, and I hate myself.
I want to be euthanized.