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loakms8

loakms8

my forking dad should have used condom!!!!!!!!
Oct 19, 2025
49
let me die please, like right now

fucking god, kill me now ffs
 
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fedup1982

Arcanist
Jul 17, 2025
466
Im angry. Fuck society for gatekeeping suicide. There are millions of people out there with the power to end lives peacefully. Where are they when I need them? I wish a Harold shipman would visit me
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

:3 Can be offline/online semi randomly.
Apr 10, 2025
1,569
Feeling surprisingly productive...

after this source: https://github.com/chouaibcher/WAF-AI led me to "Random Forest, SVM, and Logistic Regression" (3 different types of machine learning), allowing me to write more about them by using geeks2geeks articles and summarising, then adding my explanation for why I thought they were used.

Tho I also used my own knowledge of what XSS and SQLI is... that is kinda uncited. 97% human on GPTzero too (I included the references when pasting the text there)... and it even validated my bibliography (tho that is a more limited feature for free tier)

Yes, day(s) ago, there were irl annoyances, however, they seem to have eased.
 
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Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
511
I have an important exam on November 24 but I still haven't really started to study. I have way too many subjects this year. Though I guess I still have a month but the amount of study material is huge. I also bought some art supplies because I want to give my friend something nice for Christmas. Also I need to find some yarn because I plan on making her a scarf.
 
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shampoo sniffer

shampoo sniffer

Terminally mentally ill woman
Aug 10, 2025
213
Like garbage.
 
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DontTouchMeImFamous

DontTouchMeImFamous

Student
Jul 18, 2024
173
Nothing...
Maybe a little disappointed from myself and many other complex feelings..
I have an important exam on November 24 but I still haven't really started to study. I have way too many subjects this year. Though I guess I still have a month but the amount of study material is huge. I also bought some art supplies because I want to give my friend something nice for Christmas. Also I need to find some yarn because I plan on making her a scarf.
your friend is lucky
 
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- crybaby -

- crybaby -

its all wasted .
Mar 17, 2021
79
I need a fkn hug man , a really tight one .
The one that kind of hurts but makes me forget for a moment I should've been gone already .
 
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corpse

corpse

this life ain't worth living
Aug 31, 2025
174
I hope my suffering will end soon.
 
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myfleetingmania

myfleetingmania

have i already sucked all the marrow out of life?
Oct 21, 2025
22
Just plain old full of regret.
I need a fkn hug man , a really tight one .
The one that kind of hurts but makes me forget for a moment I should've been gone already .
Oof, I feel this. 😮‍💨
 
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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
564
Suffocated by life, and an overwhelming dread towards the future.
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,578
We should support people whose moral compass isn't tied to their genitals. We should also judge people who think "Sexually attractive = good person. Sexually unattractive = bad person".

Your sexual desires and your sexuality aren't more important than innocent people's lives!
 
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Greyhawk

Greyhawk

Student
Jan 3, 2025
157
I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die
 
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Mira Gaga

Mira Gaga

I'm not okay, but it's okay.
Oct 16, 2025
31
In pain but numb at the same time if that makes sense. Fucked up, hating myself, wanting to ctb, but too scared/dumb to do it right.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
746
I'm dead tired of this shitty existence
 
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Black_Knight

Black_Knight

"Student"
Jul 10, 2019
131
I had a dream last night that my dad convinced me to go on a ride and that it would be fun. It was like a reverse slide, you basically just got shot up a tube through to the other side. Well we got stuck halfway through, and the tube was long. My dad said that only way out was up through the tube, but it would have taken probably days of climbing to get through. I couldn't make myself do that, so I let go and fell all the way down instead (I don't remember in the dream but the implication was that the fall was lethal, it was very very long). The feeling of entrapment from being in that tube is what I feel right now. I NEED to escape, but there isn't a way to do it yet.
 
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star.trip

star.trip

Experienced
Oct 6, 2024
224
I feel despair creeping inside me. Knowing that there is no future for me, that I will always be alone, that there will be nothing. The past hurt me, and it's my fault because I allowed it to. I should have been strong, but I am a failure. Now I feel broken
 
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ImTryingToSmile

ImTryingToSmile

New Member
Oct 21, 2025
3
Tired of everything but also im feeling better than ever this month. I finally got to see my friends again and they made me forget about everything. But when I got home I started to think about every single shit again. My family is nice I lobe my parents I love my siblings but we live in a small apartment and I have no privacy. I have to share my room with my brother and there's not even a stupid door. It's overwhelming. I would go outside by myself but it's night and it's really really cold there and I have no winter clothes yet. I want to be alone.. At least for an hour.
 
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SilentEclipse

Member
Oct 23, 2025
22
feeling of helplessness because I am not even free to get rid of my body
 
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whybother2002

you with the sad eyes
Oct 14, 2025
120
I just want to get better and live. I can't take it anymore. Feeling that I have to kill myself hurts so much.
 
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Alex_Was_Here

Alex_Was_Here

Dictated, but not read.
Apr 7, 2023
55
I don't wanna do this anymore. I don't want to sit in this anymore. I miss having you with me, I miss being apart of a pair. I don't feel like me anymore.
 
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ravenx

ravenx

dead.
Sep 9, 2024
120
Ugly.
 
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ABadPerson

ABadPerson

something’s off | internet black goop
Oct 24, 2025
83
Something, not sure what but certainly something.
 
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Ladyybugged

Ladyybugged

𝑺𝒂𝒉𝒂𝒓 <3
Oct 21, 2025
63
desolation.
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,578
Fuck everything and everyone who hurts me.
 
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corpse

corpse

this life ain't worth living
Aug 31, 2025
174
I feel like I've been sentenced to death.
 
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Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
511
The cold is subsiding but I really need to start studying or I'll fail my exam.
 
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GhostgirlWannadie

GhostgirlWannadie

Member
Oct 26, 2025
8
lazy and tired but even though i'm tired asf i know for a fact i'll just sit on the internet doing absolutely nothing for 4 hours.wouldn't even be much of a problem if i didn't have so much work to do now and today. I could easily start writing right now but I'm sure it'd be horrible
 
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a4001

a4001

Member
Oct 26, 2025
11
Worried and geeked
 
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deadbeatpoet

deadbeatpoet

The Figless
Jun 27, 2025
12
I feel lonely and anxious. I feel like crawling into a warm cavern and letting my hair tangle itself into knots. I feel like becoming friends with the bugs. I feel like coming out only to stare at the moon. I feel like forgetting everyone I've ever known. Everything I've ever done. I feel like making up an imaginary friend. I feel like I'm already speaking to them sometimes. I feel like real people are scary. Sometimes screens are easier.
 
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yzzzy

yzzzy

Curious Wolf
Apr 4, 2025
13
I'm done. I want t end myself from this world. I don't trust anyone now. I hare to live like this.
 
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