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westerly_merlin

westerly_merlin

I am past my best before date
Aug 13, 2025
77
Feeling adrift and unloved. Home life is a mess and at work there are political games being played at a senior level and they are ripping into me area. I am not good and reading situations where people are sabotaging others for thier own reasons.

I feel lost and overwhelmed
 
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BlendedHeart

BlendedHeart

It is what it is
Mar 9, 2024
240
I use to pass the time doing things until it was time to sleep, but that isn't working anymore. Time is going slower somehow. Loneliness and pain are getting more intense.

Wish I could sleep forever.
 
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The Hermit

The Hermit

🧿
Sep 6, 2024
226
Relieved that my dad did not bring B. over here tonight. So at least we have some semblance of peace.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

🔑 LTO tape exists
Apr 10, 2025
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Feeling adrift and unloved. Home life is a mess and at work there are political games being played at a senior level and they are ripping into me area. I am not good and reading situations where people are sabotaging others for thier own reasons.

I feel lost and overwhelmed
People shouldn't be sabotaging others in a workplace, and I think most people might find it hard to read the most cunning saboteurs.

I wonder if one might consider changing over to a different workplace.
 
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westerly_merlin

westerly_merlin

I am past my best before date
Aug 13, 2025
77
People shouldn't be sabotaging others in a workplace, and I think most people might find it hard to read the most cunning saboteurs.

I wonder if one might consider changing over to a different workplace.
Easier said than done at my age. I am 58 and not sure if I am ready to up sticks and start again.

Plus in my past I have worked at some really toxic companies that encourage that sort of behaviour as they think it encourages employees to perform better.

Where I am things are not as bad as most other companies, i am probably better off sticking it out for the time being in the hope that things get better.
 
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