Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[LunarEcho]

Flying insects are annoying.

 

[EmptyBottle]

feeling a lil lazy, ignoring irl requests.


there were times where I felt concerned about the CTB rate here, and the access to instructions, tho I also seem to think "if conditions for others are nightmarish, then at least they found a solution" (since the difficulty of solving the conditions can be very complex sometimes... doesn't mean that conditions can't be solved ofc, my CTB wish seemed to stay faded)

Also, in reply to the other feeling posts: I think the person or people who shouted might need to learn to calm down

I noticed your post, and so did some others here, so it's not like no one will notice one's absence.

 

[_Gollum_]

weeping

 

[4Icarus]

Sleepy. Woke up at 3 am.

 

[dissociation]

I'm just sad.

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

My birthday just passed. My wish is to have someone actually help me plan out how I can CTB successfully. I don't think I can keep holding out for a happier future.

I've been feeling like this for fifteen years.

 

[Dejected 55]

I fixed a meal last night around 8pm to eat for the first time in the day. I ate a little of it, then went down a spiraling rabbit hole of sadness. I put the food in the refrigerator. I didn't eat anything else yesterday. I woke up today a few pounds lighter, feeling weak. My stomach is in knots. I had a dream about the love of my life who I do not have in my life. That hasn't happened in a while. I am still not hungry. I will probably have to throw that food away, and I hate wasting food... but right now I don't even know if I want to ever eat again. That's not how I planned to go... but maybe being weaker for the time when it comes will be of value somehow. I just want everything to hurry up and be over.

 

[darksouls]

my whole life was a senseless suffering

 

[Manaaja]

I have solved rape and pedophilia. Everyone is born without genitals, then the best are rewarded with genitals when they turn 25.

 

[PixelAngel]

I feel a profound sense of aloneness, isolation, insignificance. I am trapped in the middle of many painful feelings with nowhere for them to go. I've always felt like my heart slows down for a minute when I feel a wave of intense sadness, and have fantasized about the notion of a sadness hitting me hard enough that it just... stops. Would save me a lot of time and trouble.

 

[Lyn]

When shall I be free?
When I shall cease to be?

 

[Lullaby]

I am SO tired :( like literally, mentally and physically tired. I can barely keep my eyes open, but I also have chronic insomnia so there's zero chance I'll be able to even sleep tonight…again.

Just really over this and getting up everyday. The few people I have in my life don't even really care about me.

Can't forget someone on here harassing me; saying I'm a horrible person who deserves everything bad and what I'm going through, all because it took me a day to respond to them.

And to be honest, maybe it's true. I rarely experience anything good these days.

 

[12-hour Kitten]

Tired tired tired tired tired I don't wanna wake up I just wanna sleep forever and stop this fucking cycle I'm so tired