TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
im so cold my head hurts a lot and im lonely
 
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Lupgevif

Lupgevif

.
Jul 23, 2020
928
I want to kill myself.
 
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BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

-
Dec 8, 2020
2,394
I feel like such a disgusting piece of shit who's just rotting away.
 
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Yogobro298

Yogobro298

Member
Oct 13, 2021
29
My depression went away which is unfortunate because I don't have the guts to kill myself anymore
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
I'm often thinking about my friend... god, i miss my friend so much. there's something inside me that always screams ''GO HUG THEM!!!'' but how???? they passed away.
 
odradek

odradek

Mage
Sep 16, 2021
557
I feel like my life is just counting down the time until my next cigarette. Everything feels so empty, I am so empty. I'm tired of this performance, this stage. Drop the curtains already.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,988
My NUT's! Well you did say just Type????
 
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Ihadagoodlife

Ihadagoodlife

Member
Jan 18, 2021
51
Wipe out my memory let's start over everything the same just a slightly different road
 
BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

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Dec 8, 2020
2,394
I'm still kinda high and drinking. Woooo. Gonna regret it soon but hey. Fuck it.

Man, I'm a miserable person
 
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Callie Arcale

Callie Arcale

It’s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
Feb 10, 2021
848
I've had such a bad day…
 
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bed

bed

CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
919
being a prisoner in my own flesh.
 
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nerve

nerve

fat cringey shut-in
Jun 19, 2019
1,013
Once I'm dead, I won't be able to think about how worthless and evil and toxic I am. Really, it's a win/win situation for everyone involved here. I get to exit this body and not feel any pain ever again and other people aren't going to be hurt by my cruelty and coldness ever again.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
can't wait for the SN to come...
 
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RappyMaster

RappyMaster

Member
Nov 16, 2021
21
My body feels numb, like if it didn't function properly. It feels like if my body was floating in the middle of nowhere.

I'm feeling sad, all my fears became a reality, I didn't want to believe it could happen but it did, and now here I am, wanting to end it all.

I've been replaced multiple times in the past few years, whether it was a relationship or a friendship, I want to stop feeling that and I don't want the same story to repeat itself over and over again.
 
TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
I don't want anymore I don't want anymore I don't want anymore no more I could've had 1 good thing in my life, decent parents, but naaah, I had to receive these awful parents where every interaction with them gives me infinite anxiety and heartache.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,559
Trapped, unhappy. I wish I didn't exist.

A bit like reporting canna2's post if he wasn't already banned. Reason: wtf

Hugs to everyone with prepartum to postpartum issues.
 
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Kobusu

Kobusu

Writer
Oct 18, 2021
260
The sky is black and welcoming, and warmer than any campfire.
 
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Elegy

Student
Nov 14, 2021
149
i got this. i'm good at typing before thinking
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
I can't stop laughing with tears over my dumbness...
 
Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,382
I refuse to believe this world is real. It's too illogical, irrational, immoral, bad, stupid. A bad joke or something.
 
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Unicornsrnot4dislife

Not meant for this world…….
Nov 12, 2021
128
I've had a good day with my children, but still on inner destructive mood. Brain confusion
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,919
Remorse for feeling the way that I do, saying what I feel, and the reasons behind it.

I feel like it all could have been prevented rather than enabled.
I refuse to believe this world is real. It's too illogical, irrational, immoral, bad, stupid. A bad joke or something.
Yeah, I think we all wonder about this fucking nightmare.
That it's just that. A god damn fucking nightmare. A shitshow.
 
TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
i miss affection i'll never receive affection again sigh :(
 
Callie Arcale

Callie Arcale

It’s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
Feb 10, 2021
848
Anxiety
 
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maakies

maakies

DOOK
Dec 7, 2021
132
I feel very tired. I walked out of a job I didn't care about today. It was a job I took on that my partner forced me to get last month. I was very suicidal and didn't want another job and didn't seek my usual contract work. The less work I have the closer I feel to CTB. And I really just don't want any more jobs so I can get CTB over with already.

I feel mostly bad because my friend got me the job and I do care about them, but they don't run the shop. The manager said they didn't think I should be there for sure. I think it's because I exude depression and apathy. I was allergic to the foodstuff I was handling. Oh well.
 
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CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
611
I really dislike how people are difficult to talk to because they are so judgemental.

Also, I cant wait to get my heart broken, I want to struggle through heartbreak

wish video games didnt exist

also music
 
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