BlendedHeart
It is what it is
- Mar 9, 2024
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This morning I went out of my house and called the local mental health line (Didn't want my family to hear). A woman answered. Asked me what was going on, and if it was an emergency.
It wasn't an emergency, I just wanted to talk. She said she was attending to a real emergency and if she could call me back later. I sighed and said "ok". She didn't call back. Of course.
I totally expected something like that to happen, after anticipating it all night. I'm not even mad or sad. I'm laughing, with tears in my eyes. My emotions are messed up at this point.
It wasn't an emergency, I just wanted to talk. She said she was attending to a real emergency and if she could call me back later. I sighed and said "ok". She didn't call back. Of course.
I totally expected something like that to happen, after anticipating it all night. I'm not even mad or sad. I'm laughing, with tears in my eyes. My emotions are messed up at this point.
