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ilvgore

ilvgore

alien
Jan 7, 2024
125
not that they are the whole reason for the suicidal thinking but just add some fuel to these thoughts
mine are: small boobs
and eye contact OMGAGAGGAFAFS i hate eye contact so muchπŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ’€
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Arcanist
Feb 9, 2025
433
anxiety, anhedonia and constant pain, no pleasure or joy in life.
 
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Spicy Tteokbokki

Spicy Tteokbokki

맀운 떑볢이
Oct 11, 2020
242
Because I hate the society I live in, lol.
 
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UglyLife82

UglyLife82

Member
Feb 25, 2025
16
My life is fucking ugly. It sounds shallow but there's just no beauty in my life, nothing to romanticize or anything. It's just ugly, gray, dull
 
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Rose Mine

Member
Mar 9, 2025
58
Because I am fat and can never lose weight since I always eat so much and never have enough activity for it. I'm not even that fat it is so shallow I have always wished I was skinny since I was a kid though.
 
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ilvgore

ilvgore

alien
Jan 7, 2024
125
anxiety, anhedonia and constant pain, no pleasure or joy in life.
anhedonia is the worst omg
Because I am fat and can never lose weight since I always eat so much and never have enough activity for it. I'm not even that fat it is so shallow I have always wished I was skinny since I was a kid though.
im sorry i hope u achieve ur goalsπŸ–€πŸ‘½
 
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Spicy Tteokbokki

Spicy Tteokbokki

맀운 떑볢이
Oct 11, 2020
242
Because I am fat and can never lose weight since I always eat so much and never have enough activity for it. I'm not even that fat it is so shallow I have always wished I was skinny since I was a kid though.
The trick to weight loss is the diet itself, not any activity. People have become lean sitting at home on their couch or chair.
Eating in a healthy way that's sustainable and that keeps you lean can be a huge struggle, though, especially if you are easily prone to addictions and/or suffer from mental health..
Even for me personally I want to get lean again instead of skinny fat, but I have a habit of binge eating a lot, so even though I exercise for hours a day it doesn't matter as I can eat 8000kcal in a few hours if I let myself go.
It's not your fault, though. It's society that has made it too easy to get awful food and made those awful foods too addicting and enticing to eat, sadly.
 
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LimpandNumb

LimpandNumb

Student
Mar 16, 2025
101
Hoping to be reincarnated as a cat... πŸ˜†πŸ˜‚
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,332
Dont want to become old and wrinkly. ( thats not the main reason why) just stating what could be seen as stupid reasons to ctb lol
 
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ilvgore

ilvgore

alien
Jan 7, 2024
125
Dont want to become old and wrinkly. ( thats not the main reason why) just stating what could be seen as stupid reasons to ctb lol
SOOOOOOOO REALLLLL omgπŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€ i am so scared of turning older because of all the wrinkles health problems but mainly because looks
 
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Spicy Tteokbokki

Spicy Tteokbokki

맀운 떑볢이
Oct 11, 2020
242
Dont want to become old and wrinkly. ( thats not the main reason why) just stating what could be seen as stupid reasons to ctb lol
Feel you on that. In my case I use my youth as aid to cope and survive in life.. I also dress in childish clothes as that also helps me cope.
But when I get old and wrinkly and things? Maybe I can still dress if I dare, but I cannot get the other benefits anymore.. Really worried about that... It's often on my mind but nobody understands because it's the norm for people to look adult from an early age ig.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,332
If everyone embraced their inner child the world would be happier
Feel you on that. In my case I use my youth as aid to cope and survive in life.. I also dress in childish clothes as that also helps me cope.
But when I get old and wrinkly and things? Maybe I can still dress if I dare, but I cannot get the other benefits anymore.. Really worried about that... It's often on my mind but nobody understands because it's the norm for people to look adult from an early age ig.
SOOOOOOOO REALLLLL omgπŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€ i am so scared of turning older because of all the wrinkles health problems but mainly because looks
Me to Im vain like that
 
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Spicy Tteokbokki

Spicy Tteokbokki

맀운 떑볢이
Oct 11, 2020
242
If everyone embraced their inner child the world would be happier


Me to Im vain like that
Haha, thank you! <3 I love being childish and never letting that side of myself go. It's one of the only true joys I have in life, so why would I squash it just to fit in..? ^^'
 
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LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
555
i hate myself, lost faith in society and I don't want to be old and feeble.
 
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danzk2005

danzk2005

i'm a depressed latino
Feb 23, 2025
51
not that they are the whole reason for the suicidal thinking but just add some fuel to these thoughts
mine are: small boobs
and eye contact OMGAGAGGAFAFS i hate eye contact so muchπŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ’€
yes, I be me
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Enlightened
Apr 15, 2024
1,944
Divorce
 
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LigottiIsRight

LigottiIsRight

Life is not worth beginning.
Jan 28, 2025
55
My main reason for wanting to commit suicide is that I've largely lost the ability to concentrate and reflect on a subject, something that from the outside will undoubtedly be seen as a pretty stupid reason to cease living.
Learning things was (still is) my deepest interest in life, the thing I care the most. Without it, I find no reasons to keep going (I enjoy other things, but it's not the same).
 
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Jimmy.

Member
Oct 18, 2024
23
To state the obvious, there are no stupid reasons.

Whatever you are feeling is real/valid and deserves further thought.
 
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etherealspring

etherealspring

can someone just kill me already
Mar 27, 2024
282
im actually just bored. and nothing seems to make me "okay." and i feel like ive been run dry because im always searching for a solution, only to gain nothing. it's pretty stupid. i just dont like life or have any excitement for it
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,632
I feel like people get bored with me.
 
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meowwww

meowwww

Member
Feb 22, 2025
11
my crush has a boyfriend 😭 obviously that's not everything but if I see one more cute Pic of them I'll start screaming
 
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2minutes2ctb

Member
Feb 24, 2025
41
Everyone has probably a different perspective about what a stupid reason is. I've read many posts about ctb because of love (lack of, heartbreak, not being able to, …)
Some people will find that stupid, some other won't. Personally, I truly believe that some losses in the case of a breakup are just too difficult to grieve and might be a valid reason for suicide.
 
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thefinalfavour

Member
Apr 4, 2024
33
I am just getting tired of the regular problems and hiccups in my life which keep adding up. A lot of it stems from my own incompetence and my country also adds on to it. Overpopulation, Exploitative apartment prices with everybody out to scam you, Messy public transportation, No developed walking paths, so much dust and pollution everywhere, Limited clean and sanitary food options. Everything seems to be a struggle nowadays and I do not have the energy to deal with this anymore.

My mental illness and my own life is just a whole another can of worms which is way beyond fixing now.
 
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Turtle Power

Turtle Power

Human #109874503476
Feb 24, 2025
65
A part of me believes in reincarnation and I'm hoping my next life is better. Another part of me believes we become nothing and that sounds good too.
 
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inverse-weibull

inverse-weibull

Member
Feb 20, 2025
20
and eye contact OMGAGAGGAFAFS i hate eye contact so muchπŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ’€
This is so real omg. I really, really dislike eye contact. I have a couple stupid reasons that get piled on to the serious ones:
-They changed one of my comfort foods (quaker oats chewy bars) and the texture and taste are slightly different and it bothers me a lot
-Replayed my favorite game recently and it wasn't as good as I remembered
-The backpack I really liked had one of the straps fall off
 
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Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

M.A. in Heartbreak and Motorsports
Feb 3, 2025
449
A woman. Ironically one with small boobs, but that's utterly unimportant. She gave me hope and was the best that had happened to me in years, I made mistakes, like everyone, but nothing to deserve her leaving me for an asshole while I was away on an important trip. I'm emotionally destroyed, I don't want to move on, I don't want to meet new people, I don't want to try again. I gave life several chances after my first ex left me for another man at the end of almost 5 years together, none of them panned out until I met my michi. And it was beautiful. Until it destroyed me.

It's not a stupid reason to me, but it is to others. People tell me she's not worth killing myself. That I'm much better than her, that she doesn't deserve me in the first place. I don't give a fuck. What's the prize of a bullet and how much damage can it cause? Someone hits you in the right spot at the right time and it's enough to kill you, to destroy your entire system of beliefs and make you question if it's really worth it living in this unfair world were people are disposable and being good is just a consolation prize, second to being a stereotypical macho asshole.
 
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relapse

Member
Mar 8, 2025
72
When I was younger my main reason was to spite my mother and make my entire family look bad since suicide is stigmatized as shit in my family lmao. Then it was body dysmorphia which to be fair hasn't really changed much to this day, but at least it isn't my main reason anymore. ☝️
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,154
Dont want to become old and wrinkly. ( thats not the main reason why) just stating what could be seen as stupid reasons to ctb lol
I am already old and wrinkly. It's not so bad. πŸ˜‰πŸ˜˜πŸ€£πŸ€£

I have so many good reasons to ctb, I'm assed to come up with a stupid one. Uhmmm, WAIT!! I have one! I forgot to get a loaf of bread at the store when I was out earlier. 😡
 
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