Today's the day, guys

[Lra888]

Happy for you and glad your pain will be over.

 

[blueming]

Good luck! I hope everything goes smoothly and that you'll soon find peace. Goodbye :)

 

[Schopenhauer]

Good luck! I hope all goes as planned.

This is the end, beautiful friend, this is the end.

 

[Circles]

Hope the other side will treat you more kindly and may wash all your worries away. Everytime I listen to the Doors I'll remember you. "Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free." - Jim Morrison.

 

[Deutschv2]

Goodbye danni...

 

[Delaying]

"Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
'Cause you and I, we were born to die" LDR

I watched the video of that song thus morning and have had it in my head all day...weird coincidence.

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

I really wish you peace, you seemed to be quite a kind and caring person, and are well-liked around here and you will be miss. I didn't know you much at all, but I like seeing you around here. Peace to you, regardless of the outcome.

 

[s_girl]

The pain will be over soon.

Thanks for sharing. Here's some great wisdom for you Dani...

"The future's uncertain, and the end is always near."

"For the music is your special friend,
Dance on fire as it intends,
Music is your only friend,
Until the end."

What will you be listening to? Will Jim be with you at the end? You seem well researched so I'm sure you'll be successful, if you want to be. Please come back and let us know if you miss the bus... This is a safe place and you're always welcome here.

Just too many great lines...
"Can you picture what will be?
So limitless and free...
The blue bus is calling us,
Driver, where you taking us?...
This is the end,
Beautiful friend,
This is the end,
My only friend,
The end..."

Vale, friend. I hope you find the peace you're seeking.

 

[Rocky M]

I've seen you around here a lot. I hope you find the peace you deserve. Good luck

 

[MachineGunDani]

I watched the video of that song thus morning and have had it in my head all day...weird coincidence.

I'm glad! I feel like no one I kno knows her!

 

[DeathBecomesMe]

Peace is just around the corner Dani. Good luck, but I don't think you'll need it. You have everything covered. Cheers and rest well!

 

[Fucking loving it]

I will miss seeing you around here. I enjoyed chatting with you in shoutbox. Your on your way to peace. ♡

 

[wanttodie]

Hope to see you again on the other side one day

 

[08nomore]

Best method ever. Peace.

 

[Miss clefable]

Best method ever. Peace.

Wrong

 

[Midnight]

Farewell Dani. You where a kind and respected person here on the forum. Wish you all the best in your final endeavor.

 

[Morning Angel]

Dani, I hope you're feeling at peace and that things work out the way you want them to. It seems you've really thought all of this through. Thanks for contributing so much to this forum.

 

[Final Escape]

I've put this off for long enough. I spent a year thinking I was going to go with partial suspension, and couldn't go through with it. I finally decided on CO, and I've got everything I need. I am going to be doing it inside of a tent that will be entirely sealed with trash bags, with a tarp over the top, inside of my shed. I'm going to start setting up my tent soon. Once it's all perfected and set up it's just a matter of waiting. In approximately 15 hours I will start burning my charcoal and drinking. Once it's burned down and stopped smoking, I am bringing it into the tent and going to sleep. I appreciate all of the support and encouragement I've gotten in this wonderful community, and I wish you all the best. I hope you all find peace. I'm at the end of my rope, and the clock is ticking now. I am a bit scared of failure, but logically it would be impossible for this to not work. I am scared and excited at the same time. The pain will be over soon.

Sorry to see u go :( I hope it's the right decision. Hope you will be ok.

 

[Mari]

I've put this off for long enough. I spent a year thinking I was going to go with partial suspension, and couldn't go through with it. I finally decided on CO, and I've got everything I need. I am going to be doing it inside of a tent that will be entirely sealed with trash bags, with a tarp over the top, inside of my shed. I'm going to start setting up my tent soon. Once it's all perfected and set up it's just a matter of waiting. In approximately 15 hours I will start burning my charcoal and drinking. Once it's burned down and stopped smoking, I am bringing it into the tent and going to sleep. I appreciate all of the support and encouragement I've gotten in this wonderful community, and I wish you all the best. I hope you all find peace. I'm at the end of my rope, and the clock is ticking now. I am a bit scared of failure, but logically it would be impossible for this to not work. I am scared and excited at the same time. The pain will be over soon.

I really hope you'll be well and have a safe journey.
Best wishes to you!

 

[Wantingpeace]

Good luck Dani ..

 

[deathoverlife]

may you

I've put this off for long enough. I spent a year thinking I was going to go with partial suspension, and couldn't go through with it. I finally decided on CO, and I've got everything I need. I am going to be doing it inside of a tent that will be entirely sealed with trash bags, with a tarp over the top, inside of my shed. I'm going to start setting up my tent soon. Once it's all perfected and set up it's just a matter of waiting. In approximately 15 hours I will start burning my charcoal and drinking. Once it's burned down and stopped smoking, I am bringing it into the tent and going to sleep. I appreciate all of the support and encouragement I've gotten in this wonderful community, and I wish you all the best. I hope you all find peace. I'm at the end of my rope, and the clock is ticking now. I am a bit scared of failure, but logically it would be impossible for this to not work. I am scared and excited at the same time. The pain will be over soon.

find the peace and serenity you deserve in afterlife. good luck my unknown friend

 

[Dani Paradox]

Holy shit, guys. I only just finished taping up the seams. Should anyone decide to go with this method, be prepared for it to be very time consuming. I haven't even done the trash bags yet. But I got weather proof duct tape and went OCD on the seams all over the tent. The entire thing is sealed. It took a very long time. I'm glad I didn't attempt this last night. I needed more time. I'm glad I had all day to do this. I need a break. That's layer one. It should get easier and easier now. Next is layer two. Wrap the tent with trash bags. Note: These extra steps I'm taking may be unnecessary...I am making them only to ensure I don't fail.

 

[lostinthedream]

Dani, I appreciate you walking us through the process.

 

[Dani Paradox]

Wrap the entire outside of the tent with something heavy duty like this. Sure, regular trash bags would probably suffice, but you don't want to take any chances... And make sure it's all taped up good with duct tape. Go OCD on it if you have the time... just make sure it's taped up good and sealed... There is no way the CO could possibly escape this tent.

 

[Justanotherconsumer]

Good luck Dani, if that's what you want fly free.

 

[Jaded]

Wrap the entire outside of the tent with something heavy duty like this. Sure, regular trash bags would probably suffice, but you don't want to take any chances...

You are so brave. Hope you find peace.

 

[Punished snake]

Holy shit, guys. I only just finished taping up the seams. Should anyone decide to go with this method, be prepared for it to be very time consuming. I haven't even done the trash bags yet. But I got weather proof duct tape and went OCD on the seams all over the tent. The entire thing is sealed. It took a very long time. I'm glad I didn't attempt this last night. I needed more time. I'm glad I had all day to do this. I need a break. That's layer one. It should get easier and easier now. Next is layer two. Wrap the tent with trash bags. Note: These extra steps I'm taking may be unnecessary...I am making them only to ensure I don't fail.

Pardon my ignorance, but if you seal everything before entering then how will you enter?

 

[Anyara]

Enjoy the peace you desire my friend. We didn't talk but I wish you nothing but calm travels tonight

 

[0blivi0n]

Good luck & goodbye; I hope the end comes peacefully.

 

[Dani Paradox]

Omg....this was such a big job...I'm ALMOST done... I have to keep taking breaks lol. But dude, fuck doing CO in a tent....this is NOT just a tent.....it's literally a homemade gas chamber lmao...I'm definitely ctb tonight....impossible to survive. I'm gonna put the bucket near my feet with my head on the other end in the corner. Nice and comfy, curled up with my pillow :) And I know how I get when I drink a lot..I might even pass out as soon as I get in the tent lol. I wish I had pictures to show you guys. I tried so hard to get a phone but I couldn't :/