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Marigoldflower1984

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May 9, 2025
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So, after trying and failing at nitrogen this past weekend, I decided to try next weekend with the method of Carbon Monoxide and a grill but I can't seem to find the instructions of how to do it and this time, I don't want to fail because my health is getting a lot worse. So if I decide to go the carbon monoxide/grill method:

- Does it matter what type of grill I get?

- Can it be a small table top grill?

- Does it matter what type of charcoal I get?

- Like with nitrogen, do I have to seal off an entire room with me and the charcoal grill in it for it to work? Or can I just do it in my house, period, with all the windows closed and the vents sealed? And if I have to seal off an entire room? Do I have to seal up all windows, vents and doorways?

- If I do it in a tent, do I just close up the tent with me and the charcoal grill inside and is just zipping up the tent enough? Or do I have to tape the tent to the ground to make sure no outside air gets in?

- Lastly, once I start burning the charcoal, then what? I just immediately start breathing in the fumes/smoke? Or do I want until the charcoal is almost burned down and then breathe? Like when exactly do I start breathing in the smoke/fumes? And if I take a bunch of spelling pills before time, will that put me to sleep first and bypass any dizzy and nauseous feelings?

I really hope someone can answer these questions because I'm very serious about me wanting to leave because it's painful being in this body and I want out and I was disappointed that I falied the first time and so I don't want to fail again. So thank you for anyone who can answer these questions.
 

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