a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

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Have a good day guys
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Dope pic brother, I posted a top down view but I felt like that was too much for here even.

Regardless, I did hear from my ex and it was sweet to hear her voice. I don't normally trip up on women but she is truly something special. I hope she gives my stupid ass another chance.
 
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a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

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@Brick In The Wall a top down view?

Did you fuck the relationship up? (In your opinion)
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Oct 30, 2019
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@Brick In The Wall a top down view?

Did you fuck the relationship up? (In your opinion)
Yea I fucked it up pretty bad. Will she gimme another chance? I honestly don't know, I hope so.

I've been a pretty big downer lately though. Going to try to atleast act a bit less depressed now. I'm not trying to bring everyone down.
 
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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

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Yea I fucked it up pretty bad. Will she gimme another chance? I honestly don't know, I hope so.

I've been a pretty big downer lately though. Going to try to atleast act a bit less depressed now. I'm not trying to bring everyone down.


You can recover it if you really want to, apoligies, admitting you fucked up etc go a long way with a women, sometimes we can be stubborn fuckers, but do it right, make it about her, focus on her,

I did a Podcast a week back, it went live this morning, damn the shit has hit the fan, its had to be removed, so I am doing a fb live tonight, fuck this shit, Im on the rum!
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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You can recover it if you really want to, apoligies, admitting you fucked up etc go a long way with a women, sometimes we can be stubborn fuckers, but do it right, make it about her, focus on her,

I did a Podcast a week back, it went live this morning, damn the shit has hit the fan, its had to be removed, so I am doing a fb live tonight, fuck this shit, Im on the rum!
That's solid advice, thank you.

What was the podcast on if you don't mind me asking?
 
LMLN

LMLN

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Aug 10, 2019
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Bluewidow was my SS female counterpart. I miss her all the fucking time. Now it's probably @Carina.
I miss Bluewidow so much. I had some really nice chats with her. She was such a nice lady. :heart:
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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To do with my business, its in the wrestling. World WWE wrestling not high school wrestling
Ah yea, I knew you were in the business. I just wasn't sure what the podcast was about. That must be a pretty interesting job to have.
 
Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

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Ah yea, I knew you were in the business. I just wasn't sure what the podcast was about. That must be a pretty interesting job to have.

It can be but the backstage politics can be a bitch, the dark side of wrestling is horried and to be honest that pushed me. Over the edge and resulted in my full blown mental break down last year
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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It can be but the backstage politics can be a bitch, the dark side of wrestling is horried and to be honest that pushed me. Over the edge and resulted in my full blown mental break down last year
I've heard the actual business end behind show business can be a total shit show. So I can only imagine to be honest.

Are you still able to organize events during this Corona shit? Or are you just trying to keep contacts and fans engaged in social media or something?
 
Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

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I've heard the actual business end behind show business can be a total shit show. So I can only imagine to be honest.

Are you still able to organize events during this Corona shit? Or are you just trying to keep contacts and fans engaged in social media or something?

I fucked up big time in late 2018/early 2019. Had to shut the business for a short while, the hate still filters through. Did a live feed tonight to clear the air realising i have more support then i realised. If you get bored and wana be even more bored for an hour ill Pm you the link
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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I fucked up big time in late 2018/early 2019. Had to shut the business for a short while, the hate still filters through. Did a live feed tonight to clear the air realising i have more support then i realised. If you get bored and wana be even more bored for an hour ill Pm you the link
I'm curious if you wouldn't mind PM'ing me. Is it gona be live or what?
 
Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

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I'm curious if you wouldn't mind PM'ing me. Is it gona be live or what?
It was live earlier (its 1am here now) but ive left it up. Ill grab link in mo and PM you, jist dont you dare comment on my accent
 
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Soulless_Angel

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Link sent :)
 
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Quarky00

Quarky00

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I wish I didn't have BPD, that would probably help have fewer instances of my feelings being dismissed. I guess it's only fair, nobody sane wants to live around someone with BPD. After a while anyone would get sick of the emotionally volatile cunt I am.

I feel so fucking sick right now... And I keep blacking out every now and then.
Hope you ok . -_- :heart:
 
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a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

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Gn8 fellow SS comrades
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Ohhh boy! I can't wait to see what bullshit life brings me today! Life is such a blessing, like a turd in a heart shaped box.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Hey everyone
 
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Carina

Carina

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Hey is better than Hay, as Hay is for horses.
 
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Ohhh boy! I can't wait to see what bullshit life brings me today! Life is such a blessing, like a turd in a heart shaped box.
Lol oh no. My house actually has turd shapes gouged into the render at the back for some reason. Why? Why would anyone think that looked good?:O

And evening all.
 
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Epsilon0

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Good evening, @Underscore
Good evening, everyone!
 
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Brick In The Wall

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Lol oh no. My house actually has turd shapes gouged into the render at the back for some reason. Why? Why would anyone think that looked good?:O

And evening all.
Hahaha oh man, I gota see that!

Good evening, @Underscore
Good evening, everyone!

Good evening to you both and everyone else as well!
 
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I'll try and remember and post pics. Seriously, this house was made by a fuckwit. They built the extension OVER the phone line, painted the walls yellow and inscribed fake stone shapes on them with turds in the middle.
I'm living in a yellow turd cottage
 
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Brick In The Wall

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I'll try and remember and post pics. Seriously, this house was made by a fuckwit. They built the extension OVER the phone line, painted the walls yellow and inscribed fake stone shapes on them with turds in the middle.
I'm living in a yellow turd cottage
That last bit though :ohhhh: :pfff:

Fuck man I feel for ya, atleast you have your own place though I suppose. I've got a nice spot where I'm at now but I have roommates for the first time in my life.
 
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I spent almost twenty years in shared houses. So many fights over the washing up! I couldn't handle room mates now, or rather they couldn't handle me. Mmm it didn't help that most of my flat mates were archaeologists. Bloody messy drunken buggers. One of them used to sleep under the stairs because he couldn't find his own room.
 
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