lotus.dead
I just want to be an angel...
- May 4, 2026
- 34
ok so i planned OD only if i crash out again. i was crying so much last night but waking up this morning, somehow i feel nothing. like absolutely nothing. only a small mild pain. what is this? the calm before the storm? the peace of knowing i have a way out? Im genuinely so confused. its not like ive moved on or anything. should i brace myself?