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goodnewz

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Jun 6, 2023
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Hi 22f Im not gonna go too into detail but I have a chemical brain injury from psych meds and god I just need friends right now. I have almost complete retrograde amnesia, severe anhedonia, cant read/understand speech, head pressure, neuropathy etc and have been declining for three years and am in so much pain, I just wait to go to sleep, its been over three years and ive only declined, am working with a doctor but have not had symptom relief and I just want to speak to someone else with a severe brain injury because im so ready to die.

Im thinking of saving up and applying for assisted dying in switzerland because I think im too scared to ever end my own life out of fear of it not working.

if ANY of u have a brain injury or psych drug injury and are suffering extremely pls talk to me i need a friend so bad
 
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Hi Im not gonna go too into detail but I have a chemical brain injury from psych meds and god I just need friends right now. I have almost complete retrograde amnesia, severe anhedonia, cant read/understand speech, head pressure, neuropathy etc and have been declining for three years and am in so much pain, I just wait to go to sleep, its been over three years and ive only declined, am working with a doctor but have not had symptom relief and I just want to speak to someone else with a severe brain injury because im so ready to die.

Im thinking of saving up and applying for assisted dying in switzerland because I think im too scared to ever end my own life out of fear of it not working.

Pls if u relate to any of these issues id love a friend

Happy to talk to you if you need someone. You can PM me if you want.
 
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Jun 6, 2023
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So sorry to hear this. Was your medication high dosage?
Was on a bunch in a short period, had an adverse reaction to zoloft x mirtazipine that i think caused some mild serotonin syndrome and all these issues developed after that and have slowly worsened. Its been three years and my body is stuck in this state, have had some markers that prove inflammation in my brain so i think its a combination of neuroinflammation x chemical injury, but my quality of life is nonexistent at this point.
 
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