Strong suicide thoughts

[eiejfjedksslskf]

I don't know if anyone is going to read this. I've been diagnosed with depression for a couple of years now, I'm medicated, doing therapy and everything but does anyone else sometimes has this really strong suicide thoughts? Like i've experienced this thing where sometimes it can last days or even a week. It's ALL i can think about all the time, and i'm even scared i may do something I don't know, but in those periods all i can do is sleep so i don't about it, because it's the only thing in my mind. And this is quite recent, i've never had this before but it started happening since last year and i just feel like i'm crazy.

 

[unluckysadness]

Welcome here. You're not alone and that's why this forum exists. Feel free to vent. Nobody will judge you here.
I hope you'll find some relief and peace.

 

[purebliss]

Considering you are on sanctioned suicide we almost all have the same issues in that regard ^^'

 

[ilovenewyork]

They call that rumination. It's a symptom of some psychiatric disorders. Very treatable