Story A small interaction can change everything.

[kittymeow:3]

I'm 18, for the last two years of my life I've been working two jobs (both as a fast food employee) while I did online schooling
Honestly it's not so bad, I don't have any problems with the people I work with, matter a fact I actually think they're the only reason I even go in at this point since they are the only source of socialization I get.
It's the people in the drive through who I can't stand..

My suicidal thoughts have only gotten worse these last few months, I have a plan and date set.. but every once in a while I like to test my luck.
I will cash out customers and wish them a beautiful day, if they reply with "thank you, you too" or even a simple "thank you" I stick to my original planned date.
If they don't reply, and give me some sort of attitude then I would simply "do it" that same day.. kinda like Russian roulette.

I would do this anytime I was feeling extra miserable, hoping that someone would give me a push.. but no. The lady who I started with was really kind, even made me laugh, so I tried again.. and again… and again.

Obviously I don't think anyone else is doing this at work, but it truly makes you think about the impact and importance of how you talk to people.

Anyway I hope this doesn't come off as weird or anything

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

I read about a story like this at the golden gate bridge (cuz i like bridges)

Guy wrote in his suicide note that he wont jump if anyone on the way to the bridge smiled at him. Hes dead

 

[kittymeow:3]

I read about a story like this at the golden gate bridge (cuz i like bridges)

Guy wrote in his suicide note that he wont jump if anyone on the way to the bridge smiled at him. Hes dead

I would like to know more about this, if you have any direct information please share with me:3

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

"He'd written a note and left it on his bureau. It said, 'I'm going to walk to the bridge. If one person smiles at me on the way, I will not jump.' ""

Jumpers

Every two weeks, on average, someone jumps off the Golden Gate Bridge. What makes it such a magnet for the suicidal?

www.newyorker.com

I would like to know more about this, if you have any direct information please share with me:3

Dunno how long ill be here but if you need someone to talk to we can talk

You said your co workers aee your only social life

I cant dm you for some reason so you will have to start it

 

[kittymeow:3]

"He'd written a note and left it on his bureau. It said, 'I'm going to walk to the bridge. If one person smiles at me on the way, I will not jump.' ""

Jumpers

Every two weeks, on average, someone jumps off the Golden Gate Bridge. What makes it such a magnet for the suicidal?

www.newyorker.com

Dunno how long ill be here but if you need someone to talk to we can talk

You said your co workers aee your only social life

I cant dm you for some reason so you will have to start it

I think this might be a problem on my side, everytime I click on a profile it says "we ran into some problems" and "you do not have permission to view this page"

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

Could you try mine? I set privacy to public and had a friend test it just 3 days ago

 

[kittymeow:3]

Could you try mine? I set privacy to public and had a friend test it just 3 days ago

I did, no luck :/

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

Your privacy settings have issues most likely

 

[kittymeow:3]

Your privacy settings have issues most likely

Hello I think I got it fixed, can you try sending me a message? :3