Discussion starve to death?

[uglybunny]

i already have disordered eating (no official diagnosis) and have already lost like 45 pounds,, i'm deficient in so many vitamins i already look dead (despite not even being close to ctb like i have plenty more body weight to lose) i just think i'll just let myself get worse and worse, slowly rot away. that way there's no big event or some shit. you know? not being labeled as ctb,, and by the time i ctb everyone will be essentially expecting it. i mean .. i'm an adult. no one can force me to do shit i don't want to. especially to recover/keep living. anyways,, i deserve the slow torture.

 

[FuneralCry]

Sounds like such a horrible and difficult way to purposely die but anyway I wish you the best.

 

[kwho]

i already have disordered eating (no official diagnosis) and have already lost like 45 pounds,, i'm deficient in so many vitamins i already look dead (despite not even being close to ctb like i have plenty more body weight to lose) i just think i'll just let myself get worse and worse, slowly rot away. that way there's no big event or some shit. you know? not being labeled as ctb,, and by the time i ctb everyone will be essentially expecting it. i mean .. i'm an adult. no one can force me to do shit i don't want to. especially to recover/keep living. anyways,, i deserve the slow torture.

Not gonna work, love.

Weight loss will stop at some point and after that you'll function well enough with bare minimum.

Much easier to eat yourself to death than to starve, i think. But that is a horrible way to die.