Method Starting starvation tomorrow, I'm so excited! My first post.

[Astral316]

I will starve/dehydrate out of desperation if my full suspension hanging plan fails. I wish you luck.

 

[Soul]

Sorry but some of the responses on here are somewhat shocking, even on a forum like this.
I'm not pro life but maybe the OP needs a bit of help as anyone picking this method to me can't be right. It will be the most painful way to die.

Op, is there a reason you are choosing this??

@Rachel74, the OP's going by the name @Fartlastone. I'm not sure which responses you're finding shocking, but I also wonder what his/her reasons are for choosing this method, and for moving so quickly from slimming to suicide.

@Fartlastone, do you live on your own? Are there people in real life that you can talk with about this? Do you have any ideas about what caused your anorexia?

I'm one of those who feels this won't work because you'll be hospitalised and fed by IV. I reckon you already know it would make more sense to take care of yourself and find more plausible ways forward.

 

[Fartlastone]

Do you have family? Well if the answer is yet can you please look at it at there point of view, watching you starve to death in front of them isn't going to happen, they will likely intervene and you'll be sectioned and fed through a drip.
How old are you and why the need to ctb?

My family doesn't really care about me, and once I told my mom "I'm gonna kill myself tomorrow", she said nothing... My two brothers hates me so much, my oldest sister is so resented by me staying in my parents house and doing nothing! She even said I'm better off dead.
I'm almost 21 and I decided to go to the college and it was in a state so far from my state, so I thought of it as a new beginning, I hate my town and it's impossible for me to live here, so I get excited to leave my town, I had depression since forever and being in this town only made it worse, but then the college didn't accept me (even tho I had a high chance) and I didn't see this coming at all, I saw it as my only chance to escape this town, but now I'm stuck here, my parents keep berating me and saying hurtful stuff like how all my friends are doing so well, how I'm so old and useless, I get accepted in a college in my town and no way I'm lea, my father couple minutes ago said " are you going to college when you hit 40 and maybe graduate at 50 then you gonna start looking for a job" , they keep mentioning how old I'm, I hate this, and they keep comparing me to my BFF who is pursuing medical career.

Sorry but some of the responses on here are somewhat shocking, even on a forum like this.
I'm not pro life but maybe the OP needs a bit of help as anyone picking this method to me can't be right. It will be the most painful way to die.

Op, is there a reason you are choosing this??

Because I always saw anorexic people refuse to eat even tho they're dieing, so I thought it's not very painful. I always lose interest in food after the 4 day of water fasting or dieting.
And I choosed this method because I hate every other method, I'm only open to hanging, I hate overdose or inserting anything to my body, because I tried to drink bleach once and I wasn't pleasurable experience.

@Rachel74, the OP's going by the name @Fartlastone. I'm not sure which responses you're finding shocking, but I also wonder what his/her reasons are for choosing this method, and for moving so quickly from slimming to suicide.

@Fartlastone, do you live on your own? Are there people in real life that you can talk with about this? Do you have any ideas about what caused your anorexia?

I'm one of those who feels this won't work because you'll be hospitalised and fed by IV. I reckon you already know it would make more sense to take care of yourself and find more plausible ways forward.

I'm live with my parents and it's tiring, my family doesn't mind losing me at all, I kinda drag them down. I'm not anorexic at all, I'm 50 kg (110 pounds) and height 158,5 cm (5'2 ), I still have 10 kg to lose to be anorexic.

 

[Sunset Limited]

It is really sad to have such experiences when you was too young. Your parents may be trying to make you angry to get you into action. Not a good way. Do you have a dream you want to fight for?

 

[Fartlastone]

It is really sad to have such experiences when you was too young. Your parents may be trying to make you angry to get you into action. Not a good way. Do you have a dream you want to fight for?

My dream is to travel the world, I always wanted to go to China, and I wanted trying Indian food in India and see their culture, those two were on my wish list, but unfortunately the only distention I'm heading to is the cemetery.

 

[Sunset Limited]

My dream is to travel the world, I always wanted to go to China, and I wanted trying Indian food in India and see their culture, those two were on my wish list, but unfortunately the only distention I'm heading to is the cemetery.

Maybe you can learn to play an instrument. You can both travel and earn money. There are many people who do this. Maybe you're talented in music?

 

[Fartlastone]

Maybe you can learn to play an instrument. You can both travel and earn money. There are many people who do this. Maybe you're talented in music?

Honestly I have no talent and I can't do anything, and I hate myself for it, I feel like a waist of space and oxygen! I'm better off dead.

 

[Soul]

I'm live with my parents and it's tiring, my family doesn't mind losing me at all, I kinda drag them down. I'm not anorexic at all, I'm 50 kg (110 pounds) and height 158,5 cm (5'2 ), I still have 10 kg to lose to be anorexic.

I'm sorry you're struggling with depression and that you had this big disappointment.

Starving to death isn't going to work out. Even if it's just to avoid charges of criminal neglect, someone in your family will intervene and have you hospitalised.

Have you been treated for depression? Can you give it a try? Some meds really help some of us, and put us in a better state of mind to figure out what options we have and which are worth pursuing.

When you say you have to lose 10 more kilos ... Anorexia isn't really a question of how much someone weighs; it's more like a combination of attitudes towards weight and body image. But if you're not anorexic that's a side issue.

Please be gentle with yourself, and take some time to consider your options.

 

[Sunset Limited]

Honestly I have no talent and I can't do anything, and I hate myself for it, I feel like a waist of space and oxygen! I'm better off dead.

Sometimes it can be difficult to distinguish what others think about you and the facts. Everyone around you seems to be trying to lower your motivation. Personally, I don't value life, but if you have dreams, you shouldn't lose it because of others. Maybe worth trying. Already one day you will die. Whether you like it or not.

 

[not from here]

This is to @Fartlastone and I guess anyone else who has commented on the unlikely feasibility of starvation suicide. I have always thought of it as the most noble way to go, given you are in a situation that you can guarantee 70 days alone. Not to disparage anyone here at all but I don't think putting toxic chemicals through my body is a right way to go for me. Starvation is the act of protesting consumption. Not actually killing yourself but refusing to kill and ingest other things for your prolonging. Would it be painless...no, quite the contrary. It would be agonizingly painful. But look at the pain we cause other creatures by our existing. Not just animals, plants also. Confining them, breeding them and then slaughtering them for our benefit. I'm not so sure I want death to be painless, I want to feel the disturbance I have caused through my being here. And it's not the pain of death that scares me, or pain for any reason...it is the moment of death that unbelievably scares me to no end. The moment when I pass, last labored breath which there is no escaping. And then no more. Sorry if that offends anyone and for the length of it. I just felt that starvation suicide was not being properly considered by some. https://reducing-suffering.org/how-painful-is-death-from-starvation-or-dehydration/

 

[Fartlastone]

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This is to @Fartlastone and I guess anyone else who has commented on the unlikely feasibility of starvation suicide. I have always thought of it as the most noble way to go, given you are in a situation that you can guarantee 70 days alone. Not to disparage anyone here at all but I don't think putting toxic chemicals through my body is a right way to go for me. Starvation is the act of protesting consumption. Not actually killing yourself but refusing to kill and ingest other things for your prolonging. Would it be painless...no, quite the contrary. It would be agonizingly painful. But look at the pain we cause other creatures by our existing. Not just animals, plants also. Confining them, breeding them and then slaughtering them for our benefit. I'm not so sure I want death to be painless, I want to feel the disturbance I have caused through my being here. And it's not the pain of death that scares me, or pain for any reason...it is the moment of death that unbelievably scares me to no end. The moment when I pass, last labored breath which there is no escaping. And then no more. Sorry if that offends anyone and for the length of it. I just felt that starvation suicide was not being properly considered by some. https://reducing-suffering.org/how-painful-is-death-from-starvation-or-dehydration/

Thanks for the link, I really like your outlook on things, but you shouldn't chose a painful way to go just because of the harm that human caused to the world, and you're not responsible for it, your existence is, but you're not responsible for your existence! I hope I make sense!
Suicidals choose painless ways because we're escaping the pain, and we don't like to endure it to our last breath.
Anyway thanks for your response, sorry for my grammar.

 

[mnjkl]

My dream is to travel the world, I always wanted to go to China, and I wanted trying Indian food in India and see their culture, those two were on my wish list, but unfortunately the only distention I'm heading to is the cemetery.

Why not go to China first?

 

[Rachel74]

My family doesn't really care about me, and once I told my mom "I'm gonna kill myself tomorrow", she said nothing... My two brothers hates me so much, my oldest sister is so resented by me staying in my parents house and doing nothing! She even said I'm better off dead.
I'm almost 21 and I decided to go to the college and it was in a state so far from my state, so I thought of it as a new beginning, I hate my town and it's impossible for me to live here, so I get excited to leave my town, I had depression since forever and being in this town only made it worse, but then the college didn't accept me (even tho I had a high chance) and I didn't see this coming at all, I saw it as my only chance to escape this town, but now I'm stuck here, my parents keep berating me and saying hurtful stuff like how all my friends are doing so well, how I'm so old and useless, I get accepted in a college in my town and no way I'm lea, my father couple minutes ago said " are you going to college when you hit 40 and maybe graduate at 50 then you gonna start looking for a job" , they keep mentioning how old I'm, I hate this, and they keep comparing me to my BFF who is pursuing medical career.


Because I always saw anorexic people refuse to eat even tho they're dieing, so I thought it's not very painful. I always lose interest in food after the 4 day of water fasting or dieting.
And I choosed this method because I hate every other method, I'm only open to hanging, I hate overdose or inserting anything to my body, because I tried to drink bleach once and I wasn't pleasurable experience.


I'm live with my parents and it's tiring, my family doesn't mind losing me at all, I kinda drag them down. I'm not anorexic at all, I'm 50 kg (110 pounds) and height 158,5 cm (5'2 ), I still have 10 kg to lose to be anorexic.

Because I feel the method they are chosing is going to be really painful. Im all for a painless death not a painful one.

 

[Empty Smile]

You won't win at the starvation game. After so long you become delusional and confused, weak, and it becomes painful. After that, you will find something to eat to kill the pain.

 

[Fartlastone]

You won't win at the starvation game. After so long you become delusional and confused, weak, and it becomes painful. After that, you will find something to eat to kill the pain.

Not true at all, I think we all think the starvation would be painful, it could be if you're being starving against your will, otherwise anorexic people and suicidal have the mind set of hating the food and they're choosing to stop eating, I did a lot of research on anorexia and it seems painless, I'm food freak I love food but when I'm on a diet or water fasting my reaction to the food become different, and I don't have the urge to eat and feeling tempting by the look of it.
Yesterday I cheated :( I ate 1300 calories, today I'm going to compensate for that and I'm doing 500 calories workout today and tomorrow. And today I'm doing great so far! It's about 15 pm and I ate nothing.
I also bought a rope and I was practicing and doing research on it, so whatever works I'm happy to it.
Sorry for my terrible English lol and my long replies.

 

[Wayfaerer]

Unless you are elderly or very weak, there is no chance that is going to work.

 

[not from here]

Hundreds In India Ritually Starve Themselves To Death Each Year

"Hunger is sharper than the sword." —Beaumont and Fletcher, The Honest Man's Fortune In A Nutshell Each year, up to

knowledgenuts.com

 

[GeorgeJL]

I use to think that starvation was a good idea, but here it is now several years later and I think starvation is one of the worst ways to go. One of the founders of the VESD (voluntary stop eating and drinking) movement had a pretty excruciating death doing VSED. I don't recall her name. I wouldn't fuck with my dignity like that. I would rather inject heroin, drink nembutal, sodium nitrite, or inhale inert gas. There are plenty of better options that are much more peaceful than VSED.

Oh and espcially if you don't have palliative care yes it's going to be very fucked up.

 

[Sweet emotion]

Hello guys! This is my first post I was always surfing this site, it's amazing, free of pro-lifers, and sorry for my English.
Anyway I was on a diet the previous two weeks and working out, I wanted to have sexy legs lol! Then something happened and crashed my future plans, so I thought of CTB, and since I am already on a strict diet I thought of being anorexic and starve to death.
I already passed the period of "food obsession" and thinking about eating food all day, my appetite is almost closed, so tomorrow I'm starting my starvation! But it's like a long process "40 days" so I'm still open to try other stuff, I'm buying a rope tomorrow and I'll give it a try! But I'm very happy with the starvation method cause it seems painless! So what do you guys think?

That isn't something I would want to do or be excited about. It's going to take a very long time and there is a lot of pain in starvation as well as your organs not working properly. And if people see you they are going to know something is wrong.

 

[Corraled]

Ju

Just go to a deep forested area in the depths of winter, you won't be disturbed.

Penguins use this method. They walk away from their beaches into Antactica, until they cant walk anymore.