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LastDayOnEarth

LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
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I can't even allow myself to become too happy, lower my guard or sit back to enjoy the moment because im always expecting negativity. At this point is like I start craving negativity to happen so that I feel at home
 
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cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
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I remember first thinking like that when I was about 7 years old, and have stayed that way ever since. I firmly believe this is being realistic and practical and normal. Once I accepted that this is how it is, I don't waste energy trying to twist life into something it just is never going to be.
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
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I'm always ruminating about all the trauma and "bad stuff" that could happen in the next moment or the next year.
 
LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Wizard
May 7, 2025
622
Yeah I think why bother getting my hopes up
 

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