Sadcrificer
New Member
- Jun 13, 2026
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I usually only read on the forum but i recently made an account so i want to express things that im struggling with and things who already happened.
Even if was more of having real life friends or relationships, i always liked virtual things for some reason and that maked me reach virtual friends leading to create a group for playing or i would say a micro community when i was more young, i had a lot of experiences with them, very good ones, but at the same time i was losing my real life friends, after like 4 years that group lost activity and when i tried to look forward i had no friends now or people to go with, almost at the same time my ex girlfriend would decide to leave me for another person (said by her), that same year i had to go to do classes on vacations and i broke my arm, yeah they all laughed at that, when that thing finished i was rotting in bed like depressed and without something to do, then next year i had to go to a public school and everybody used to bully me, saying i was too ugly to have somebody and even punching me, some girl of that school "liked me" but after a few months she left.
Finishing the year some of my classmates were asking me for money saying threatening things to make me do that but i kept on my way, i failed grades again and i had to repeat, but this time in another school. Once i started the school they started pushing me, obviously i started defending myself more but they were a lot and only focusing on me usually, they quitted me my things and even the teacher laughed but anyways (i forgot to say that im peruvian so that's why everyone is very different) and well.
The next year i decided to go to the psiquiatrist for one recomendation i had and i was diagnosed with depression and another things too, i took them for some time because i only had a little amount of money and then i never could finish the treatment, everything was alright since that because i was getting better but now everything starts to feel weird again and i keep having fatigue.
Oh and i did this because the point was that on here on Peru they don't seem to understand really the pain one can have for this, i mean i need to start with the virtual thing for they to understand everything that's why i can't find a really good place apart of myself, this place and my girlfriend.
Even if was more of having real life friends or relationships, i always liked virtual things for some reason and that maked me reach virtual friends leading to create a group for playing or i would say a micro community when i was more young, i had a lot of experiences with them, very good ones, but at the same time i was losing my real life friends, after like 4 years that group lost activity and when i tried to look forward i had no friends now or people to go with, almost at the same time my ex girlfriend would decide to leave me for another person (said by her), that same year i had to go to do classes on vacations and i broke my arm, yeah they all laughed at that, when that thing finished i was rotting in bed like depressed and without something to do, then next year i had to go to a public school and everybody used to bully me, saying i was too ugly to have somebody and even punching me, some girl of that school "liked me" but after a few months she left.
Finishing the year some of my classmates were asking me for money saying threatening things to make me do that but i kept on my way, i failed grades again and i had to repeat, but this time in another school. Once i started the school they started pushing me, obviously i started defending myself more but they were a lot and only focusing on me usually, they quitted me my things and even the teacher laughed but anyways (i forgot to say that im peruvian so that's why everyone is very different) and well.
The next year i decided to go to the psiquiatrist for one recomendation i had and i was diagnosed with depression and another things too, i took them for some time because i only had a little amount of money and then i never could finish the treatment, everything was alright since that because i was getting better but now everything starts to feel weird again and i keep having fatigue.
Oh and i did this because the point was that on here on Peru they don't seem to understand really the pain one can have for this, i mean i need to start with the virtual thing for they to understand everything that's why i can't find a really good place apart of myself, this place and my girlfriend.
