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diyCTB

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Anyone thinks donating blood the same day when taking SN to CTB will kill 2 birds with one stone? Good deed as a byproduct of CTB?

Wouldn't less blood for SN to convert mean reducing chance of vomiting by losing consciousness faster?
 
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Nov 16, 2021
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Greeting all, long time lurker here.
I ordered some nitrate and nitrite, thought it would be less suspicious. Should arrive in 5-6 days.
I wanted to ask why do you prepare multiple drinks, I mean if you puke why wouldn't you puke again even faster the second time?
I'm missing antiemetics of course. If I emailed my doctor and asked for a prescription would she just give it to me without checking too much? How would I know if I'll get a dopamine blocker?
 
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hopelessgirl

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Oct 12, 2021
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Hey, I'm not sure if it's pure and haven't read up enough to see if anyone has successfully used the SN from T to CTB, That being said after doing a brief search on google for SN it seems very difficult to source on the surface web.

Granted using google to find something like an SN source is likely to give you zero results as I'd imagine they've scrubbed it.

From chemical manufactures in the UK it seems you need to have a license to buy SN now which I remember back in 2018 you didn't need one, I found the T source using this thread as some people above have bought it since they are also from UK.

I can't comment on if it's pure, legit or works. I've ordered it and my SI is already giving me grief like maybe I shouldn't be doing this I hope you find what you need though friend you are not alone!
I bought from T and it is
 
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yolo1234

idk anymore
Nov 16, 2021
19
If there's anyone from the UK, could you please pm me about sourcing SN, I'd be eternally gracious
 
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RottenApple

Loneliness is not a phase
Dec 7, 2020
63
Has anyone here bought SN from alibaba? A user recently ctb and he said he bought it there, but he didn't name the seller. If anyone knows about a reliable seller from there please PM me.
 
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yolo1234

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Nov 16, 2021
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Hey, I'm not sure if it's pure and haven't read up enough to see if anyone has successfully used the SN from T to CTB, That being said after doing a brief search on google for SN it seems very difficult to source on the surface web.

Granted using google to find something like an SN source is likely to give you zero results as I'd imagine they've scrubbed it.

From chemical manufactures in the UK it seems you need to have a license to buy SN now which I remember back in 2018 you didn't need one, I found the T source using this thread as some people above have bought it since they are also from UK.

I can't comment on if it's pure, legit or works. I've ordered it and my SI is already giving me grief like maybe I shouldn't be doing this I hope you find what you need though friend you are not alone!
Man, would love to pm you but you haven't posted enough for me to do that, can you pm me if you want when you're able to do so?
 
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Dot

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sorry for the noob question but is propranolol actually needed? if so what for? is it another possible substitute?
Thread 'Stan's Guide to SN.' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
 
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Js10004

Member
Nov 20, 2021
7
Hey all long time reader first time commiter. Totally done. Can someone PM where is the best place to get SN?
 
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Flying Away

A listening ear is better than suffering in silenc
Nov 20, 2021
393
Hi everyone, first post. CTB is so difficult, tried most things. If I could afford it N would be my first choice. SN seems a pretty full proof method if done right, so it's how I'd like to go. Problem I seem to have is how hard it is to obtain in the UK. I thought it was legal here. Any advice?
 
OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Do most people who go by SN vomit? I don't mind, but is it possible to avoid by fasting and anti-emetics, or would that just reduce the likelihood? Reason I ask is that I might want to cover myself with a shroud when I die.
 
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Do most people who go by SN vomit? I don't mind, but is it possible to avoid by fasting and anti-emetics, or would that just reduce the likelihood? Reason I ask is that I might want to cover myself with a shroud when I die.
Yes it is. Follow Stan guide.
 
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sandalphon

Student
Aug 19, 2021
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sorry for the noob question but is propranolol actually needed? if so what for? is it another possible substitute?
Read the PPH section on SN. It will answer your questions.
Do most people who go by SN vomit? I don't mind, but is it possible to avoid by fasting and anti-emetics, or would that just reduce the likelihood? Reason I ask is that I might want to cover myself with a shroud when I die.
just reduce it. Many who take ae still vomit.
 
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setup

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Nov 18, 2021
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do most people vomit?
and do most people convulse before passing out?
I think it's after. I read if u take too much u may seize.

I think a good number will. Otherwise the directions wouldn't say have a second cup ready
 
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RottenApple

Loneliness is not a phase
Dec 7, 2020
63
Is there any other spec necessary to know different from the purity of SN? I'm about to buy one pack with 98 % of purity, but I'm not sure if I have to know anything else about the SN specs.
 
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setup

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Nov 18, 2021
279
I think it was cool as long as over 95.
 
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Member
Nov 29, 2020
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Can I mix SN with soft drinks like Dr.Pepper to make it taste less bad?
No. Contains acid. Sn with water only
This post will be dedicated to compiling all the information we have on the Sodium Nitrite method (SN), including what else is needed and comparing it to other popular methods.

Before starting, I HIGHLY encourage you read most, if not all, of the chapters on the PPH, as this method may not be the most suited for you.

First of all, let's discuss why this method works, and how it kills.

Sodium Nitrite, NaNO2, acts as a catalyst in the conversion of the hemoglobin in your blood into methemoglobin (MetHB), a molecule with a much higher affinity with oxygen. This occurs when the ferrous ions in the regular hemoglobin are converted into ferric ones.
Since it's affinity is so high, methemoglobin cannot let the oxygen flow into other tissues that need it, thus depriving them of oxygen even while you're breathing. Death, then, occurs by hypoxia.
Sodium Nitrite poisoning symptoms include nausea, vertigo, vomiting, very heavy headaches and, should you manage to not pass out for too long, seizures.
The PPH claims that, during a monitored suicide with SN, the patient was unconscious at 12 minutes and dead by 35. However, some sources claim that SN poisoning might take as much as 8 hours to kill, probably due to low dosage.
Since methemoglobin creation is a natural process in our bodies, you must be aware that a certain enzyme works to transform it back into hemoglobin again. This is why the recommended dosage has varied on the PPH so much, as the syntetization of these enzymes and their "power" to overcome the formation of MetHB depends purely on your body, thus making a normal, general dose for all who chose this method very hard to determine, unlike N.

As for the physical symptoms your body will experience, not much will really change. Since your blood will mainly be MetHB, it will take on a bluish chocolate brown color, and the tips of your fingers, toes and nose (amongst others) will turn slightly blue from cyanosis.

Now, lets take a look at the "shopping cart".

You'll need the following:

SN: The main compund for this method, Sodium Nitrite is easy enough to find. You're looking for >98% purity Nitrite. This chemical is sold without regulation and can be bought from Amazon, Ebay or any lab supplier in your area. 100 grams cost between 8 and 10€. This chemical is completely legal to own and is used during curation of meats to preserve their color. It's described as "White to yellowish powder/crystals" and it's said to have "slightly salty taste". It is also very soluble in water.
The recommended dose from the PPH is 15 grams, however, this has increased on different issues, from only 5, to 12 and now to 15.
Very important: You're looking for Sodium Nitrite, not Sodium Nitrate; NaNO2, not NaNO3.
Should you not find it just by looking up Sodium Nitrite, look for: NaNO2, NNaO2 or Filmerine. Make sure you're buying what you want and that it's purity is high enough. For more information on it plus some industrial sellers, check Sodium Nitrite on Pubchem.

Antiemetics: Strong enough antiemetics for this method are not OTC, so you'll need to see your way around this. You're looking for Metoclopramide or any of it's commercial names, like Reglan/Primperan. This antiemetic needs to be a Dopamine blocker for it to work.
Antiemetics aren't 100% necessary for this method, however; just like with N, you wont accomplish anything if you end up puking it all out, which is likely. This will also most likely be the bulk of the money you'll use during this method.

Acid Regulators: Another thing recommended in the PPH is raising your stomach's pH to make the SN more effective. This can be accomplished with drugs like Tagamet (The one recommended on the PPH, 800mg, which is to my knowledge OTC) or even bicarbonate, though not as effective.

I recently got asked a few things regarding SN. First of all, you must know that the effects of this poisoning are completely reversible. It is very unlikely that you will have any permanent damage should you be "saved" during your attempt. Secondly, since this method relies on hypoxia, cardiovascular problems will reduce the amount of MetHB in blood needed to actually kill you. This, however, shouldnt really be a problem since it is sold starting from 100 grams, far more than the amount needed.

Lastly, there have been cases of people recovering from SN poisoning without any "side effects", but even if the ambulance is called soon enough, it is not certain that you will survive.

Should you have any question you can't find the answer of, please comment it and maybe you'll find someone on this community who knows.
Also, should you have any more information you'd like to share, please post it and tag me so I can edit this post and get it included. Thank you.

Guys. I just ordered SN. Its only supposed to be delivered to businesses so i need a backstory of why i need it. Any advice?
 
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setup

Experienced
Nov 18, 2021
279
No. Contains acid. Sn with water only


Guys. I just ordered SN. Its only supposed to be delivered to businesses so i need a backstory of why i need it. Any advice?
Curing fish eggs for bait
 
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paineraser

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will this work?
 

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supermario

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Looks fine to me but I would do a blood test and make sure the blood turns a dark brown. Some describe it as a motor oil color.
 
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Flying Away

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If there is anyone in UK willing to sell some SN. Please pm me
 
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Ay_Vex

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Any site where i can buy sn in europe? I cant find it anywhere
 
Samsara

Samsara

Experienced
Mar 9, 2020
246
Is there any drawback to using 25g versus 20g of SN if you're unsure whether you're 'small' or 'large' sized? Wouldn't 25mg be better to ensure lethality, or will it cause adverse effects in a smaller person that might prevent ctb?

(the doses I referred to are the ones I read about in Stan's guide)
 
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OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Is there any drawback to using 25g versus 20g of SN if you're unsure whether you're 'small' or 'large' sized? Wouldn't 25mg be better to ensure lethality, or will it cause adverse effects in a smaller person that might prevent ctb?

(the doses I referred to are the ones I read about in Stan's guide)
There is a table somewhere around here that shows the weight to dosage ratio. I would feel comfortable with just taking 15grams (I'm around 57 kg).
On another note, I was wondering if making pills out SN powder would make it easier to take?
 
Samsara

Samsara

Experienced
Mar 9, 2020
246
There is a table somewhere around here that shows the weight to dosage ratio. I would feel comfortable with just taking 15grams (I'm around 57 kg).
On another note, I was wondering if making pills out SN powder would make it easier to take?
I believe it is this table Grams table weight
There is a table somewhere around here that shows the weight to dosage ratio. I would feel comfortable with just taking 15grams (I'm around 57 kg).
On another note, I was wondering if making pills out SN powder would make it easier to take?
That is a great idea; though I wonder if it might increase the time required for absorption
 
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Serena / Meatball head
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diyCTB

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Oct 28, 2018
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Has anyone here bought SN from alibaba? A user recently ctb and he said he bought it there, but he didn't name the seller. If anyone knows about a reliable seller from there please PM me.

They sell in bulk. How did that user manage to buy 1 unit from there?

Hi everyone, first post. CTB is so difficult, tried most things. If I could afford it N would be my first choice. SN seems a pretty full proof method if done right, so it's how I'd like to go. Problem I seem to have is how hard it is to obtain in the UK. I thought it was legal here. Any advice?

Is there any personal shopping service that can buy on your behalf?

That's the one. Thanks :)

That's what I was thinking, since it still needs to dissolve in the stomach. The advantage is that you don't have to taste it so much, and can easily keep the SN with you as a suicide pill.

That might require a lot of pills to swallow. Solves the taste discomfort but doesn't solve vomiting problems.
 
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Flying Away

A listening ear is better than suffering in silenc
Nov 20, 2021
393
Is there any drawback to using 25g versus 20g of SN if you're unsure whether you're 'small' or 'large' sized? Wouldn't 25mg be better to ensure lethality, or will it cause adverse effects in a smaller person that might prevent ctb?

(the doses I referred to are the ones I read about in Stan's guide)
Who cares death is death. Bring it on.
 

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