Resource SN megathread

[ToughTimes]

Do anyone know if one just want to have an NDE what dosage is required?

 

[aminend]

Do anyone know if one just want to have an NDE what dosage is required?

What's NDE

 

[wordsonscreen]

So, I'm using SN but I want to understand the risks better. Do we know what happens if the attempt is interrupted somehow or if it doesnt work?? What can we expect? Organ damage???

 

[HopelessFight]

I just received SN from a source I don't fully trust. The powder is very lumpy. Is this normal?

 

[AlternativeHealer2]

So, I'm using SN but I want to understand the risks better. Do we know what happens if the attempt is interrupted somehow or if it doesnt work?? What can we expect? Organ damage???

according to the wiki it's completely reversible and permanent damage is unlikely

 

[AutoTap]

Do anyone know if one just want to have an NDE what dosage is required?

No one would be able to answer that. Some people die from 5G some survive from 20g. It all depends on a variety of factors.

 

[Leaving-Soon]

What's NDE

Near-death experience I guess.

 

[Georgiana Darcy]

Antiemetics are my number one problem. I already have SN and benzos (Diazepam). I have been told alldaychemist.com sells them but it would be ideal if someone here could actually tell us about a legit website.

If you are still here: I can so much identify with your quote. Thanks for sharing.

Am I the only one here who can't find where to get SN from Europe?

It seems very difficult to order it in Europe. I am trying to order mine from the US. I can let you know if my attempt is successful.

 

[Aloken]

It seems very difficult to order it in Europe. I am trying to order mine from the US. I can let you know if my attempt is successful.

Let me know too, please!

 

[Georgiana Darcy]

Let me know too, please!

I will!

 

[HopelessFight]

If you are still here: I can so much identify with your quote. Thanks for sharing.

It seems very difficult to order it in Europe. I am trying to order mine from the US. I can let you know if my attempt is successful.

Let me know if you manage to the it through the US, since my recent attempt failed.

 

[Aloken]

Let me know if you manage to the it through the US, since my recent attempt failed.

Can you tell me a little bit more about what happened?

 

[NegativeSymptoms]

Let me know if you manage to the it through the US, since my recent attempt failed.

Did you attempt with SN?

 

[HopelessFight]

Can you tell me a little bit more about what happened?

I bought from Amazon and sent it to one of these redirecting/parcel forwarding services. They received the package, charged me a lot for shipping to the EU and as soon as I paid they told me they can't ship it since it's a chemical. They opened the package and refuse to refund me the shipping cost.

 

[Aloken]

I bought from Amazon and sent it to one of these redirecting/parcel forwarding services. They received the package, charged me a lot for shipping to the EU and as soon as I paid they told me they can't ship it since it's a chemical. They opened the package and refuse to refund me the shipping cost.

Yikes... I'm sorry. You chose to ship it with a redirecting service because the seller couldn't send it to your country or to avoid customs?

 

[HopelessFight]

Yikes... I'm sorry. You chose to ship it with a redirecting service because the seller couldn't send it to your country or to avoid customs?

I bought it on Amazon, completely legal. But shipping to the EU is only possible through such service.

 

[JoeJoyce1971]

I bought it on Amazon, completely legal. But shipping to the EU is only possible through such service.

I am having the same problem.

I will!

Could you let me know as well please

 

[HopelessFight]

I bought from Amazon and sent it to one of these redirecting/parcel forwarding services. They received the package, charged me a lot for shipping to the EU and as soon as I paid they told me they can't ship it since it's a chemical. They opened the package and refuse to refund me the shipping cost.

Well, to correct myself: after being very rude, their customer service agreed to fully refund me the shipping cost. Now I've "only" lost the price of the product itself.

EDIT: Now they changed their mind and refuse to refund me. Wtf.

 

[AbsoluteNothingness]

If you are still here: I can so much identify with your quote. Thanks for sharing.

It seems very difficult to order it in Europe. I am trying to order mine from the US. I can let you know if my attempt is successful.

Please pm me too if you' receive' it without 'problems'. I want to know if it's 'safe' to get sn delivered from the US to Europe. But since it comes from there and not from an 'european' country, customs is most likely a fucking risk. Ill also get SN sent from the US but the fucking "customs" are a risk and I dont want it to be fucking 'confiscated' nor the fucking police come 'here'. But anyways even if you dont have to risk any of that crap, there's a 'possibility' that i will because we're 'from' 'different' 'countries' and the fucking 'regulations' that 'each' country may have that arent the same ones. A 'member' told me that 'they' 'THINK' that SN isnt 'restricted' in this country but I cant be completely 'sure', i fucking wish or whatever tf that 'verb'/'word' means that I could be totally sure that it's not and that it'll go through customs without any 'problem'/'risk'. the risk is 'always' 'there' anyways, FUCKING 'UNFORTUNATELY' or whatever the fuck that means, and if I dont live alone theres even more risk of it being fucking confiscated so I guess im 'screwed up' or whatever the fuck that 'word' means. Sigh WHY THE FUCK IS IT SO FUCKING HARD TO FINALLY JUST SIMPLY DIE AND JUST NOT EXIST AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE WHY IS 'THIS' AN OBLIGATORY THING AND WHY THE FUCK DO I YES OR FUCKING YES HAVE TO FUCKING HAVE A REASON WHY I JUST WILL NEVER FCKING 'UNDERSTAND'.
I live with my 'parents' so it'd be even riskier and i DONT want to be sent to a fucking 'psych ward' or whatever the fuck that crap is. None of the 'excuses' would be believable enough because why the fuck would i fucking cure meat lol so it's not a 'viable' excuse... and if I told them that it is "bath salt" my parents would probably say: "oh if it's bath salt as you say then we can use it for ourselves right?" Or whatever other 'comment' like that and itd definitely 'lose' its 'purity' and 'become' 'nitrate' and there would be a lot of sn 'wasted'. Also the fucking 'police' would 'know' that it's sn and not a "bath salt" anyways, even if i 'removed' the 'label' and the 'package' is 'disguised' as another thing. Fuck. The fucking 'customs' or whatever tf that is/means would've 'told' the police about my SN 'posession' sInCe ItS a 'PoIsOn' aNd pEoPlE uSe To kIlL tHeMsElvEs so because of that (YES I WANT TO JUST SIMPLY DIE AND NOT EXIST AT ALL [BUT ITS NOT BECAUSE OF ANY DAMN REASON IN GENERAL AT ALL] AND SIMPLY JUST NOT 'EXPERIENCE' ETC ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY ANYTHING!!!! WHAT'S THE FCKING "PROBLEM" FOR FUCKS SAKE. I DONT WANT TO """COMMIT SUICIDE"""/"""KILL MYSELF""" AND """BECAUSE OF A REASON""". NO. I ONLY JUST WANT TO SIMPLY JUST NOT EXIST AT ALL. THERES A HUGE DIFFERENCE AND THEY DONT 'MEAN' THE SAME AT ALL/ARENT THE SAME THING AT ALL. AND I SHOULDNT FCKING HAVE TO FCKING HAVE A FCKING REASON WHY TO WANT TO, FFS I SIMPLY JUST DONT WANT TO 'EXIST' NOR 'EXPERIENCE'/'PARTICIPATE' IN ETC NEITHER 'THIS' IN GENERAL WHATEVER/HOWEVER TF IT IS/CAN BE NO 'MATTER' WHAT TYPE/WAY IT IS/CAN BE, NO 'MATTER' WHAT THERE IS/THERE CAN BE, NO 'MATTER' WHAT HAPPENS/CAN HAPPEN, NO 'MATTER' WHAT IT'S/CAN BE ABOUT, NO 'MATTER' HOW TF IT 'WORKS'/CAN WORK' AND A LOOOOOOOONG ETC. NOR BASICALLY LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING FOR FUCKS SAKE I SIMPLY JUST DONT AND THAT'S IT AND I SHOULDNT BE FCKING OBLIGATED/FORCED TO. 'THIS' SHOULDNT BE AN OBLIGATION) Theyd suspect a lot and fucking 'seize' the SN anyway, whether I make excuses or not. Sigh

 

[mirko]

Well, to correct myself: after being very rude, their customer service agreed to fully refund me the shipping cost. Now I've "only" lost the price of the product itself.

EDIT: Now they changed their mind and refuse to refund me. Wtf.

If you paid with PayPal you can chargeback easily. You can do the same if you paid with other methods but you'll have to call your bank

I have just found out that Tagamet is not available in the UK nor is Rantitidine so while everything is is in motion these are proving elusive. Does anyone know of any alternates that will work. Omeprazole is being suggested >???

Famotidine

 

[HopelessFight]

If you paid with PayPal you can chargeback easily. You can do the same if you paid with other methods but you'll have to call your bank

Famotidine

Wasn't needed, at the end they refunded me anyway. They changed their mind 3 times, but this time I actually received the money.

 

[bee_]

Is there nowhere in Europe one can order SN? I've looked seemingly everywhere and came back empty handed.

 

[MAA Ke pass]

Which brand of SN is pure and realiable in India??

 

[HopelessFight]

Is there nowhere in Europe one can order SN? I've looked seemingly everywhere and came back empty handed.

There are two sources as far as I know. Feel free to PM me once you can.

 

[spinningwheel]

Question about antiemetics: I only have access to non-prescription products so I came across Postafen (travel sickness pills) at the pharmacy. On Wikipedia the product is under the name "Meclizine" and it says that it's a dopamine antagonist (which is supposed to be the important aspect of the antiemetic according to OP). Does anyone know if this is correct, and if they will be useful? Or can you only get dopamine-blocking antiemetics through prescription?

 

[GoingMyOwnWay]

Can someone P.M with some reputable vendors for S.N? Thanks :)

 

[notreallynow]

There are two sources as far as I know. Feel free to PM me once you can.

Could you please pm me the sources as well? Thank you so much

 

[amarillo]

There are two sources as far as I know. Feel free to PM me once you can.

And me please! I've been looking for ages

 

[AbsoluteNothingness]

There are two sources as far as I know. Feel free to PM me once you can.

Could you PM me the 'sources' too? The sources I already know (except for one) are all i guess from the 'US'/'North America', and Ive read in some threads that there's a big risk that it'll get fucking stopped/confiscated through/at customs or whatever the fuck that is/means because it would come from the 'US' and not from an european 'country'. and that if SN is bought/ordered from an european source is supposedly "safer" and it "supposedly" "doesnt" get stopped at customs because it would come from the same 'continent'(?). And well, I want to have more sources in case the sn from x source never arrives or is fucking confiscated. (would my parents know about the sn if that happened? would the fucking 'authorities'/'police' 'somehow' tell them? I'd be 'terrified' or whatever the fuck that means if that happened, i DONT want to be sent to any fucking 'psych ward' NOR be 'under'/'on' "sUiCiDe WaTcH", for fucks sake)


I can't buy the SN myself (if i bought it it'd be with my 'mother's' 'credit card', and that would be very risky and suspicious since the 'package' wouldnt come 'disguised' as something else and my 'parents' would ask me what it is and to open it in front of them and none of the 'excuses' that there are would be 'believable', itd be just too suspicious, sigh. the sn/'package' has to be 'disguised' as something ""nOrMaL"" for them to "not suspect". anyway Id be risking it too no 'matter' what, and IT'S SO FUCKING FRUSTRATING), someone else will 'help' me or whatever the fuck "help" means. (WONT say 'who'/any 'names', so dont ask me because i absolutely wont) and NO. i DIDNT "force"/"obligate"/"pressure" them at all, 'they' offered to and im very 'glad' and 'thankful' or whatever the fuck that means that they did and 'appreciate' it a lot too.) but anyway I want to have more than just few sources in case the SN will get 'stuck' in 'customs' and is 'confiscated' or the 'person' who 'offered' to 'send' it to me decides not to because of 'fear' of risking it and getting on 'trouble' and or for whatever other reason (and will have to 'understand' that they didnt and 'respect'/'accept' their 'decision' to not 'send' it), and then Ill have no fcking choice but to fucking decide to fucking 'work' or whatever the fuck that fucking """pOsItIvE"""/"""pRoDuCtIvE"""/"""uSeFuL"""/"""mEaNiNgFuL"""/"""vAlUaBlE""" (as if i gave a shit if its """pOsItIvE""" iN gEnErAl/"""pRoDuCtIvE"""/"""uSeFuL"""/"""mEaNiNgFuL"""/""vAlUaBlE""" or whatever the fck all those fcking """pOsItIvE""" fcking trash fuck shit fucking mean lmfaoooo and or if its any/whatever other """"pOsItIvE"""" bullshit shit crap/'way'/'adjective'/tYpE oF 'tHiNg'/tYpE oF 'aCtIvItY'/tYpE oF 'aCtIoN'/type of BlAhBlAheTceTc whatever the fcking damn fuck in general LMFAOOOOOOOOOO) garbage bullshit trash crap shit fcking is/means ewwwwww lmfao to 'buy'/have a fucking 'house'/'apartment' or whatever the fuck that is/means fOr MySeLf, ONLY to be 'able' to FINALLY attempt/"ctb"/die/not exist at all without any risks at all and supposedly "reliably"/"successfully" or whatever tf that means. Sigh. and well that 'person' will only do it for me once, and if it gets stopped through 'customs' or whatever the fuck, they wont more times because of the 'cost'/'mOnEy' and the risk of sending the package etc. So i need or whatever the fuck "need" means lmao more sources in case that happen. if you pm me Id 'appreciate' it a lot, thanks



FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. why the damn fuck it has to be so fucking hard to finally 'LEAVE'/'GET OUT' OF/'GET RID' OF/'DITCH' or whatever tf all those 'words'/'verbs' mean lmfao THE 'SACK' OF 'MEAT'/'MEAT SUIT'/'MEAT SHELL'/'CARCASS'/'FLESH' AND FINALLY DIE/DISAPPEAR ENTIRELY TOTALLY COMPLETELY DEFINITELY LITERALLY ETERNALLY FOREVER/NOT "EXIST" AT ALL/NOT "BE" ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING ANYONE ANYWHERE ETC IN GENERAL AT ALL????????!!!!!!!!!! WHY IS IT SO FUCKING HARD???????!!!!!!!!!!! WHY???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY AM 'I' FCKING OBLIGATED/FORCED TO///WHY THE DAMN FCK DO 'I' YES OR FCKING YES HAVE TO/HAVE TO WANT TO/HAVE TO WANT TO WANT TO 'EXIST'/'BE'/'BECOME' 'SOMETHING' IN GENERAL/'SOMEONE'/AN 'ENTITY'/AN 'SPECIES'/A 'BEING'/A 'LIFE FORM'/A 'CREATURE' or whatever the fucking damn fck all that is/means and however the fuck all that its 'called'/'written' lmfaooooo i dont give a damn fcking shit AND OR WHATEVER THE DAMN FCK IN GENERAL bUt 'sOmEtHiNg' iN gEnErAl """"uNlEsS i DoNt BeCaUsE oF "sUfFeRiNg"/"pAiN"/"dEpReSsIoN"/""'mEnTaL' oR 'pHySiCaL' 'iLlNeSsEs'|'dIsEaSeS'|'dIsOrDeRs'|'dIsAbIlItIeS' aNd Or WhAtEvEr ThE fUcK iN gEnErAl""/"bAd LiFe"/"nIhIlIsM"/"aNtInAtAlIsM"/"eFiLiSm" aNd Or BeCaUsE oF aNy/wHaTeVeR oThEr ReAsOn/cAuSe iN gEnErAl bUt BeCaUsE oF a ReAsOn yEs Or YeS""""???????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY THE FCKING DAMN FCK AM 'I' FCKING OBLIGATED AND FORCED TO///{*}WHY THE DAMN FUCK DO 'I' YES OR FCKING YES HAVE TO/HAVE TO WANT TO/HAVE TO WANT TO WANT TO 'WANT'/'NEED'/'CARE ABOUT'/HAVE 'iNtErEsT' AND OR 'cUrOsItY' aNd Or 'dEsIrE' aNd Or 'aTtRaCtiOn' and or any/whatever other fucking garbage bullshit crap shit like that|in general fOr|aBoUt|iN/'LIKE'*** [[[[[I NEITHER "LIKE"/"LOVE" NOR "DISLIKE"/"HATE" ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING/ANYONE ETC IN GENERAL AT ALL 'WHATEVER'/'HOWEVER'/'WHOEVER' THE DAMN FUCK IT IS/CAN BE NEITHER WHAT TYPE/WAY ETCETC THE FUCK IT IS/CAN BE NEITHER WHAT THE DAMN FUCK ITS FUCKING ABOUT/RELATED TO ETCETC NOR WHATEVER THE FCKING DAMN FUCK IN GENERAL AND A LOOOOOOOONG/HUUUUUUGE ETC. I SIMPLY JUST DONT FCKING GIVE A FCKING DAMN SHIT FOR FUCKS SAKE I SIMPLY JUST DONT FCKING CARE!!!!!! I LITERALLY JUST COULDNT FUCKING GIVE ANY FCKING DAMN LESS OF A FUCK ABOUT ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING FOR FUCKS SAKE, ITS NOT "DISLIKE" NOR "HATE", I SIMPLY FCKING LITERALLY SERIOUSLY BASICALLY TRULY INTENTIONALLY or whatever the fuck all those fcking 'words' fcking mean DONT GIVE A DAMN FCK ABOUT ANYTHING FFS ANYTHING. I DONT "lIkE"/"lOvE" NOR "dIsLiKe"/"hAtE" ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY BASICALLY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT FCKING DAMN ABSOLUTE TOTAL ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE. I LITERALLY JUST DONT FCKING CARE. ANYTHING IN GENERAL/EVERYTHING IN GENERAL WHATEVER/HOWEVER THE FUCK IT IS/CAN BE WHATEVER FCKING TYPE/WAY/KIND ETCETC AND OR WHATEVER TF IN GENERAL IT IS/CAN BE, NO FCKING 'MATTER' IF ITS ANY/WHATEVER """""pOsItIvE""""" OR ANY/WHATEVER """"""""nEgAtIvE"""""""" 'WAY'/'ADJECTIVE'/'THING'/TYPE OF 'THING'/'ACTIVITY'/TYPE OF 'ACTIVITY'/'PLACE'/TYPE OF 'PLACE'/TYPE OF 'PERSON'/TYPE OF X/TYPE OF BLAHBLAHETCETC WHATEVER THE FCKING GODDAMN DAMN FUCK IN FCKING GENERAL LMFAO I DONT GIVE A SHIT JESUS FCKING CHRIST FFS, NO FCKING 'MATTER' 'WHERE'/'WHAT' THE DAMN FCK ITS FCKING FROM/ABOUT/RELATED TO/IN/OF/ASSOCIATED WITH ETCETC NOR WHATEVER THE FCK IN GENERAL NOR ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL ETCETC AND A FCKING LOOOOONG ETC, HAS LITERALLY BASICALLY DEFINITELY TOTALLY ALWAYS BEEN, IS AND LITERALLY BASICALLY SERIOUSLY TOTALLY DEFINITELY TRULY or whatever the damn fck all those 'words' fcking mean lmfao ALWAYS WILL BE COMPLETELY TOTALLY ENTIRELY ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY 'INDIFFERENT' or whatever tf that 'word' means too lmao i just don't give a damn fuck. 'INDIFFERENT'. I LITERALLY JUST COULDN'T GIVE A GODDAMN FCK SHT ABOUT ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY ANYTHING AT FCKING ALL IN FCKING GENERAL FOR FUCKS FCKING SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ive NEVER at all have had, DONT have and literally absolutely NEVER will have any 'oPiNiOn' nor 'jUdGeMeNt' nor 'pOiNt Of ViEw' nor 'pErSpEcTiVe' nor 'dEfInItIon' nor 'cOnCePt' nor 'mEaNiNg' nor 'pOsItIoN' nor 'cRiTiC' nor 'iNcLiNaTiOn' nor 'pReFeReNcE' or whatever the fuck all those 'words' even fcking mean lmao, NOR literally/absolutely ANY other fcking goddamn damn garbage bullshit crap shit like that/in general. NEITHER """"GOOD""""/""""POSITIVE"""" or whatever the fuck that means NOR """""""BAD"""""""/""""""NEGATIVE"""""" or whatever tf that means too, about/for/'towards'/of/in etc ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY ANYTHING NOR ANYONE ETC IN GENERAL AT ALL. ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT FCKING DAMN ALL. 'ABSOLUTELY' 'LITERALLY' 'TOTALLY' 'COMPLETELY' 'PRACTICALLY' ANYTHING AT FCKING ALL IN FCKING GENERAL. JUST FUCKING LITERALLY ANYTHING AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE. THATS FCKING IT. whatever/however the fcking goddamn damn fck "it" fcking is/can be, neither what type/way etc the damn fck "it" fcking is/can be neither what the fuck its about/related to/from etcetc nor whatever the fck in general NOR BASICALLY ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL NOR WHATEVER TF IN GENERAL. I JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK!!!!!!!!! FOR FUCKS DAMN SAKE WHY TF DO I FCKING HAVE TO LMFAO. I LITERALLY JUST COULDNT ABSOLUTELY 'CARE' ANY FCKING LESS ABOUT ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT/HOW/WHAT TYPE|WAY|FORM ETCETCBLABLA AND OR WHATEVER TF IT FUCKING IS/CAN BE AND A LOOOOOONG ETC AND JUST FCKING SIMPLY DONT FCKING WANT TO FCKING 'cArE' AND I LITERALLY NEVER FUCKING WILL FOR FUCK'S SAKE. THATS FCKING LITERALLY BASICALLY SIMPLY IT. ITS. NOT. BECAUSE. OF. ANY. FCKING. GODDAMN. REASON. IN. GENERAL. AT. ALL. OF. ANY. TYPE. IN. GENERAL. AT. ALL. NOR. RELATED TO/ABOUT ETC ABSOLUTELY. ANYTHING. IN. GENERAL. AT. FUCKING. ALL NEITHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THATS FCKING IT FOR FUCKS SAKE]]]]] ***//'dO' aNd Or 'eXpErIeNcE' aNd Or 'kNoW'|'kNoW' 'aBoUt' aNd Or 'eNjOy' aNd Or 'lEaRn'|'lEaRn' 'aBoUt' aNd Or 'kNoW hOw tO dO' aNd Or 'dEsIrE' aNd Or 'wIsH' aNd Or 'aChIeVe'|'aCcOmPlIsH' aNd Or 'vAlUe' aNd Or 'aPpReCiAtE' aNd Or 'fEeL' aNd Or 'hAvE' aNd Or 'sEe' aNd Or 'eXplOrE' aNd Or 'dIsCoVeR' AND OR BLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETC ANY/WHATEVER OTHER 'ACTION'/TYPE OF 'ACTION'/'VERB'/TYPE OF 'VERB' ETCETCBLABLA AND OR WHATEVER THE FCK IN GENERAL 'tHiNgS'/'sOmEtHiNg' iN gEnErAl, """wHaTeVer It Is/aNyThInG yOu wAnT wHaTeVeR tYpE iT iS aNd wHaTeVeR tHe FuCk iTs AbOuT bUt SoMeThInG iN gEnErAl""" AND WHY THE FCKING DAMN FCK AM I FCKING OBLIGATED AND FORCED TO//WHY THE DAMN FUCK DO I FCKING YES OR FCKING YES FUCKING HAVE TO/HAVE TO WANT TO/HAVE TO WANT TO WANT TO 'LIVE'/'DO'/'EXPERIENCE'/'ENJOY'/'KNOW''ABOUT'/'LEARN' 'ABOUT'/'INHABIT'/'EXPLORE'/'DISCOVER'/'PARTICIPATE' IN/'BE PART' OF/'PERCEIVE'/'TAKE PART' IN AND OR BLAHBLAHETCETC WHATEVER TF IN GENERAL//WHATEVER/ANY OTHER 'VERB'/TYPE OF 'VERB'/'ACTION'/TYPE OF 'ACTION' ETCETC AND OR WHATEVER TF IN GENERAL ***'LIFE'/""""THIS LIFE""""|"LIFE 'ON' EARTH'"|"LIFE 'IN' 'THIS WORLD'"/'THE WORLD'/""""THIS WORLD"""""/'PLANET EARTH'/""""THIS PLANET""""/'EXISTENCE'/""""THIS EXISTENCE""""/'CONSCIOUSNESS'/""""THIS CONSCIOUSNESS""""/'REALITY'/""""THIS REALITY""""/'PERCEPTION'/""""THIS PERCEPTION""""/'GALAXY'/""""THIS GALAXY""""/'THE UNIVERSE'/""""THIS UNIVERSE"""" AND OR BLAHBLAHETCETC WHATEVER THE FCKING DAMN FUCK IN GENERAL {*} """"""""""""""uNlEsS i DoNt bEcAuSe Of "sUfFeRiNg"/"pAiN"/"dEpReSsIoN"/"mEnTaL iLlNeSsEs iN gEnErAl"/"aPaThY"/"aNxIeTy"/"bIpOlArItY"/"bAd LiFe"/"bAd FaMiLy"/"lOw sElFeSteEm"/"sElF hAtE"/"sElF lOaThInG"/"tRaUmA"/"aBuSe"/"fAmIlY"/"dIsApPoInTmEnT"/""""hOw 'lIfE'|'tHe wOrlD'|'pLaNeT eArTh'|'eXiStEnCe'|'hUmAnItY'|'sOcIetY' aNd Or WhAtEvEr ThE dAmN fUcK iN gEnErAl iS|iSnT|cAn Be""""/""""wHaT 'hApPeNs' In 'tHe WoRlD'|'pLaNeT eArTh'|'eXiStEnCe' iN gEnErAl|'lIfE' or 'how' 'people' call "it", """""tHiS lIFe""""" {as if 'there were'/'there are' other/more 'lives' 'somewhere else' in general in more/other 'worlds'/'planets'/'existences'/'realities'/'perceptions'/'pLaNeS'/'eNeRgIeS'/'consciousnesses'/'galaxies'/'universes' and or blahblahetcetc whatever/wherever the damn fuck in general lmfaooooooo i fucking 'hope' or whatever tf that means NOT}|'pEoPlEs LiVeS' aNd Or WhAtEvEr|wHeReVeR tHe FuCk In GeNeRaL""""/"hOpEleSsnESs"/"lOnElInEsS"/"hOmElEsSnEsS"/"sAdNeSs"/"eMpTiNeSs"/"uNhApPiNeSs"/"uNsAtIsFaCtIoN"/"uNfUlFiLlMeNt"/"bOrEdOm"/""bEiNg A "fAiLuRe"|"pAtHeTiC"|"lOsEr"|"wOrThLeSs""" (as if i fcking gave a damn fuck shit if "iM" a ""fAiLuRe""/""pAtHeTiC"/"lOsEr"/"wOrThLeSs" or whatever the fuck all that """"nEgAtIvE"""" 'things'/type of 'things'/'ways'/'adjectives' {or however tf to call that lmao} mean lmfaoooo i couldnt give any damn less of a goddamn fuck shit aNd Or If "Im" any/whatever other """""nEgAtIvE""""" 'thing'/type of 'thing'/type of whatever tf like that/in general LMFAOOOOOOOOOO WHY THE DAMN FCK IT HAS TO """aFfEcT"""/"""wOrRy""" "mE" or whatever tf those YES OR FCKING YES LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)/"mEaAnInGlEsSnEsS"/"pOiNtLeSsNeSs"/"wOrThLeSsNeSs"/"mOnOtOnY"/"iNaBiLiTy To 'SoMeThInG'" {i dont have any "inabilities"/"disabilities" or whatever the fuck that means of literally absolutely any damn type about absolutely anything in general at all and I just couldnt give any less of a damn fuck shit crap lmfaoooo i just DONT fcking want to have NOR want to want to have, jesus fucking christ why the fuck do i fucking have to want to yes or fcking yes lmfao, ANY FUCKING "aBiLiTy"/"cApAcItY"/"cApAbIlItY"/"uTiLiTy" or whatever tf all that fcking ""pOsItIvE"" garbage bullshit crap shit meas OF ANY TYPE ETC ABOUT/FOR ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT FCKING ALL WHATEVER/HOWEVER IT IS/CAN BE ETCETC NOR LITERALLY BASICALLY ANY OTHER FCKING """"pOsItIvE"""" GARBAGE SHIT CRAP BULLSHIT FUCK LIKE THAT NOR IN GENERAL!!!!!!!! I SIMPLY JUST FCKING DONT NEVER AT ALL HAVE FCKING HAD NEVER AT ALL EVER FCKING DAMN WILL LMFAO WHY DO I FUCKING HAVE TO FOR FCKS SAKE WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!}/"aNhEdOnIa"/"aNgUiSh"/"aBaNdOnMEnT"/"fEaR"/"pOvErTy"/"dYsFuNcTiOn" {i 'fUnCtIoN'/Im 'fUnCtIoNaL' or whatever the fuck that """pOsItIvE""" garbage bullshit crap shit fcking means and i literally simply basically just couldnt give any less of a damn garbage fuck shit crap LMFAOOOOOO, ok i fucking guess i DONT fucking want to neither that crap NOR absolutely literally ANY other fcking """pOsItIvE""" bullshit garbage fuck crap shit like that/in general lmao why the fuck do i fucking have to yes or yes FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!}/"nEvEr 'GoOd EnOuGh'" {as if i gave a damn fuck if "iM" "gOoD eNoUgH" or whatever the fck that ""pOsItIvE"" garbage shit fucking means or not lmfaoooooooooooooooooo why the fck do i fcking have to want to yes or fcking yes lmfao}/"gUiLt"/"rEgReT"/"sHaMe"/"'hEaLtH' 'pRoBlEmS'|'iSsUeS'"/"bEiNg 'LoSt'"/"dEbT"/"lOsS"/"nIhIlIsM"/"aNtInAtAlIsM"/"eFiLiSm" eTcEtCeTcBlAhBlAh {or whatever the damn fuck all that fcking means/is lmfaooo i simply just dont give a single damn fuck shit for fucks sake } aNd Or BeCaUsE oF aNy/WhAtEvEr oThEr 'ReAsOn'/'rEaSoNs'/'cAuSeS' iN gEnErAl wHaTeVeR iT iS/wHaTeVeR tYpE iT iS wHaTeVeR tHe FuCk ItS aBoUt/rElAtEd To EtC bUt BeCaUsE oF a ReAsOn/cAuSe iN gEnErAl AnD wItH aN 'eXpLaNaTiOn' WhY yEs Or YeS""""""""""""""""?????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR FCKS SAKE WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY WHY THE FCK THERE HAS TO YES OR FCKING YES BE A FCKING REASON WHY FOR FUCKS SAKE????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY CANT I FCKING SIMPLY JUST FCKING DONT/DONT WANT TO WANT TO AND THATS IT WITHOUT ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY TOTALLY BASICALLY ANY GODDAMN FCKING REASON/CAUSE/EXPLANATION NOR LITERALLY ANY OTHER DAMN FCKING GARBAGE SHIT LIKE THAT IN GENERAL OF ANY TYPE?????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY THE FCK THAT """""iSnT pOsSiBlE"""""?????????????? JUST FCKING BECAUSE 'PEOPLE'/'HUMANS' FCKING 'SAY' SO AND FCKING FEEL LIKE IT AND HAVE INVENTED THAT ITS """""iMpOsSiBlE""""" aNd ThAt ThErE mUsT bE a ReAsOn/iT mUsT bE bEcAuSe Of A rEaSoN iN gEnErAl YeS oR yEs AND OTHER BULLSHIT SHIT GARBAGE CRAP LIKE THAT OR FUCKING WHAT????????

(((((***LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOO as if 'there were'/'there are' 'lives' 'somewhere else' in 'other'/'more'/'different' 'worlds'/'planets'/'existences'/'consciousnesses'/'galaxies'/'universes'/'rEaLiTiEs' and or whatever/wherever the damn fuck in general lmfaoooo I FCKING HOPE NOT FFS I LITERALLY JUST DONT WANT ABSOLUTELY ANY 'LIFE'/TYPE OF 'LIFE' ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY ANYWHERE IN ABSOLUTE TOTAL GENERAL AT FCKING DAMN ALL HOWEVER TF "IT" IS/CAN BE ETCETCETC NOR ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY TOTALLY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL OF ANY OTHER TYPE/WAY/FORM/KIND/SHAPE/DIMENSION ETCETC NOR BASICALLY TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT FCKING DAMN TOTAL ABSOLUTE LITERAL ALL FFS. JUST SIMPLY FCKING ANYTHING AT ALL IN GENERAL FOR FUCKS SAKE. and as if 'there were'/'there are' more/other 'lives'/'worlds'/'planets'/'realities'/'perceptions'/'existences'/'consciousnesses'/'universes'/'galaxies'/'eNeRgIeS' blaaahblaaahetcetc and or whatever the fcking damn fck in fucking general of mOrE/oThEr/dIfFeReNt tYpEs/fOrMs/wAyS/kInDs/dImEnSiOnS/sHaPeS or whatever the fuck all that mean LMFAOOOOOOOO I SIMPLY JUST FCKING 'HOPE' or whatever the fuck "hOpE" means lol NOT!!!!!!!! I FCKING SIMPLY FCKING LITERALLY FCKING BASICALLY FCKING SERIOUSLUT FCKING ABSOLUTELY FCKING TRULY FCKING INTENTIONALLY FCKING HONESTLY FCKING SIMPLY BASICALLY LITERALLY JUST SIMPLY DONT FCKING 'WANT' ETC (NOR WANT TO WANT ETC!!!!!!!!!!I JUST FCKING DONT AND THATS FCKING SIMPLY LITERALLY IT AND ITS NOT BECAUSE OF ANY DAMN REASON/REASONS/CAUSE/CAUSES AT FCKING ALL IN GENERAL!!!!!!!!!!) ABSOLUTELY/LITERALLY/BASICALLY/TOTALLY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT ALL!!!!!!! A N Y T H I N G!!!!!!!!! WHATEVER/HOWEVER TF IT IS ETCETC FFS I SIMPLY FCKING DONT WANT TO WANT TO AND DONT HAVE ANY FCKING """"pRoBlEm"""" WITH THAT OR WHATEVER TF THAT MEANS LITERALLY NEVER HAVE HAD NEVER WILL, AND SIMPLY JUST DONT HAVE ANY ""NEED""/""NECESSITY""/""DESIRE""/""INTEREST""/""INTENTION"" or whatever tf all that crap means NOR ANY OTHER SHIT LIKE THAT TO WANT TO/WANT TO WANT TO AND THATS FCKING IT, ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY NEVER HAVE HAD AT ALL AND LITERALLY NEVER AT ALL EVER FCKING WILL. THATS. FCKING. IT. FOR. FUCKS. SAKE. WHY THE FCK DO I HAVE TO YES OR FCKING YES?????????? JESUS FCKING CHRIST WHY FFS WHY AM I FCKING FORCED/OBLIGATED LMFAO. AND SIMPLY JUST DONT FCKING WANT TO 'EXPERIENCE'/'EXPLORE'/'DISCOVER'/'KNOW' 'ABOUT'/'PARTICIPATE' IN/'BE PART' OF/'ENJOY'/'DO'/'LIVE'/'INHABIT'/'EXIST' AS/'EXIST' IN/'LIVE' IN/'PERCEIVE'/'LEARN' 'ABOUT' ETC NOR ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL//ANY OTHER 'VERB'/TYPE OF 'VERB' NOR WHATEVER TF IN GENERAL AT ALL ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY DEFINITELY ENTIRELY EXACTLY PRACTICALLY **ANY OTHER 'LIFE'/'WORLD'/'PLANET'/'EXISTENCE'/'CONSCIOUSNESS'/'eNeRgY'/'pErCePtIoN'/'rEaLitY'/'GALAXY'/'UNIVERSE' BLABLAETCETC [NOR ANY OTHER FCKING ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL OF ANY TYPE/FORM/WAY/KIND ETCETC IN GENERAL AT ALL, WHATEVER/HOWEVER TF IT IS/CAN BE ETCETC!!!!!!!!] IN FCKING GENERAL AT FCKING ALL HOWEVER TF IT IS/CAN BE WHATEVER FCKING TYPE/WAY/FORM/KIND/SORT/SHAPE/DIMENSION ETC NOR WHATEVER TF IN GENERAL FCKING IS/CAN BE!!!!! NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT/WHERE TF ITS 'FROM'/'IN'/'OF' ETC, NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT 'HAPPENS'/CAN 'HAPPEN' NEITHER HOW WHAT HAPPENS HAPPENS/IS, NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT FCKING 'THERE IS'/'THERE CAN BE' NEITHER HOW WHAT THERE IS/THERE CAN BE IS NEITHER WHAT TYPES OF 'THINGS' ETC AND OR WHATEVER TF THERE ARE/THERE CAN BE ETC LMFAO I JUST DONT GIVE A DAMN FUCK, NEITHER WHAT THE FCK WHATEVER TF IN GENERAL "ITS"/CAN BE "ABOUT", NEITHER HOW WHATEVER TF IN GENERAL "WORKS"/CAN "WORK" ETCETCBLAHBLAH NOR A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG ETC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SIMPLY JUST FCKING DONT FOR FUCKS SAKE I LITERALLY JUST. FUCKING. SIMPLY. FCKING. TRULY. FCKING. HONESTLY. or whatever the fuck that 'word' fcking means too lmfao. FCKING. INTENTIONALLY. FCKING. SERIOUSLY. FCKING. LITERALLY. FCKING. BASICALLY. FUCKING DONT. AND THATS IT. FOR FUCKS. SAKE. THERE. FCKING. ARENT. ANY. "REASONS"/"CAUSES" ETC. IN. GENERAL. AT. ALL. FOR. FUCKS. SAKE. ANY!!!!!!!! **NOR SIMPLY FCKING BASICALLY TOTALLY LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY COMPLETELY FUCKING ANYTHING/ANYWHERE ELSE IN ABSOLUTE TOTAL GENERAL AT FCKING ABSOLUTE TOTAL LITERAL ALL
DAMN FUCKING ALL IN FCKING GENERAL FOR FUCKS SAKEEEEEEEEEEEE. JUST BASICALLY SIMPLY LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LITERALLY WHATEVER/HOWEVER THE FCKING DAMN FCK "IT" IS/CAN BE, OF ANY TYPE/WAY/FORM/KIND/SORT/SHAPE/DIMENSION OR WHATEVER TF ALL THAT CRAP MEANS LMFAO NOR ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY TOTALLY BASICALLY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL!!!!!!!!! NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT/WHERE THE DAMN FCK "IT" IS/CAN BE FCKING FROM/ABOUT/RELATED TO/ASSOCIATED WITH/IN/OF ETCETC NOR BASICALLY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL FFS. ANYTHING!!!!!! NOR A LOOOOOOOOOONG ETC. I SIMPLY JUST FCKING DONT!!!!!!!!!! AND. THAT'S. FCKING. SIMPLY. LITERALLY. BASICALLY. IT!!!!!!!!!!! THERE ARENT ANY FCKING "rEaSoNs NOR cAuSeS NOR eXpLaNaTiOnS NOR ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING ELSE/NOR LITERALLY ANY OTHER FCKING DAMN GARBAGE BULLSHIT CRAP SHIT LIKE THAT/IN GENERAL AT ALL IN GENERAL OF ANY TYPE!!!!!!!!!!! I LITERALLY JUST FCKING DONT AND I JUST FCKING DONT/DONT WANT TO FCKING WANT TO AND THAT'S IT NO 'MATTER' WHAT ETC AND I FCKING SHOULDN'T BE OBLIGATED/FORCED TO JUST BECAUSE "I" HAVE NO 'CHOICE' BUT TOT "BE" "HERE"/JUST BECAUSE "I" HAD NO 'CHOICE' BUT TO "BE" "BORN" AND "I" "EXIST" AND "I" "AM" "SOMETHING"/"SOMEONE" AND WAS 'PUT' 'INSIDE' OF A "HUMAN BODY"/"BODY"/"BRAIN"/"MIND" AND WAS "BROUGHT" "HERE"/TO "THIS" AND JUST BECAUSE ANYONE/EVERYONE ELSE IN GENERAL WANTS TO ""uNlEsS tHeY dOnT wAnT tO bEcAuSe Of "sUfFeRiNg"/"pAiN"/"dEpReSsIoN"/"mEnTaL iLlNeSsEs iN gEnErAl"/"aPaThY"/"bAd LiFe"/"bAd FaMiLy"/"tRaUmA"/"nIhIlIsM"/"aNtInAtAlIsM"/"eFiLiSm"/"sElF hAtReD"/"aBuSe"/"lOnElInEsS"/"hOpEleSsnESs" aNd Or AnY/wHaTeVeR oThEr 'rEaSoN'/'rEaSoNs'/'cAuSe'/'cAuSeS' iN gEnErAl" FOR FUCKS SAKEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SIMPLY JUST FUCKING DONT AND DONT WANT TO WANT TO AT DAMN FCKING ALL, LITERALLY BASICALLY ABSOLUTELY NEVER AT ALL HAVE HAD [[AND ITS NOT BECAUSE OF ANY GODDAMN FCKING REASON NEITHER FFS!!!!!!!!!!! WHY THE GODDAMN CRAP FUCK THERE FCKING YES OR FCKING YES HAS TO FCKING BE A FCKING REASON WHY JESUS FCKING CHRIST WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY IS 'WANTING'/'CARING' ABOUT/BEING 'INTERESTED' IN/WANTING TO 'DO' AND OR 'EXPERIENCE' AND OR 'LIKE' AND OR 'WISH' AND OR 'NEED' AND OR 'HAVE' AND OR 'BE' AND OR 'KNOW' AND OR 'ENJOY' AND OR 'LEARN' AND OR 'EXPLORE' AND OR BLAHBLAHETCETC ANY WHATEVER OTHER 'ACTION'/'VERB' ETC IN GENERAL//WANTING TO 'EXPERIENCE'/'LIVE'/'DO'/'KNOW' ABOUT'/'LEARN' ABOUT'/'PARTICIPATE' IN/'BE PART' OF/'SEE'/'eXpLoRe'/'dIsCoVeR' AND OR BLAHBLAHETCETC WHATEVER TF/ANY WHATEVER OTHER 'VERB'/'ACTION' ETC AND OR BLAHBLAHETCETC WHATEVER TF IN GENERAL 'SOMETHING' iN gEnErAl/'tHiNgS' iN gEnErAl ""uNlEsS yOu DoNt BeCaUsE oF a rEaSoN"" A FUCKING GODDAMN DAMN FCKING OBLIGATION???????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR FUCKS SAKE FCKING WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JESUS FCKING CHRIST WHY THE FCKING DAMN FCK CANT I FCKING SIMPLY FCKING SERIOUSLY TRULY ACTUALLY HONESTLY SINCERLY BASICALLY LITERALLY INTENTIONALLY ABSOLUTELY JUST DONT/NOT FUCKING 'WANT'/'NEED'/'LIKE' {NOR 'DISLIKE'/'HATE'!!!!!!!!!!! I NEITHER 'LIKE' NOR 'DISLIKE'/'HATE' ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY ANYTHING NOR ANYONE ETC IN FCKING GENERAL AT FCKING ALL FFS I LITERALLY JUST DONT FCKING GIVE A GODDAMN SHIT JESUS FCKING CHRIST I FCKING SIMPLY JUST DONT 'CARE'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!}/'CARE ABOUT'/HAVE ANY FCKING DAMN 'iNtErEsT' NOR 'cUrIoSiTy' NOR 'aTtRaCtIoN' NOR 'dEsIrE' NOR BASICALLY LITERALLY TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY ANY OTHER FCKING BULLSHIT GARBAGE FCK SHIT LIKE THAT NOR IN GENERAL AT ALL IN GENERAL FOR ABOUT IN/WANT TO NEITHER 'DO' NOR 'EXPERIENCE' NOR 'EXPLORE' NOR 'KNOW' NOR 'LEARN' NOR 'ENJOY' NOR 'THINK' NOR 'SAY' NOR 'LISTEN TO' NOR 'SPEAK'/'TALK ABOUT' NOR 'DISCOVER' NOR 'aChIeVe'/'aCcOmPlISh' NOR 'LIKE' NOR 'BE' NOR 'HAVE' NOR 'DESIRE' NOR 'WISH' NOR 'FEEL' NOR 'SEE' NOR 'aPpReCiAtE' NOR 'vAlUe' NOR 'aDmIrE' NOR BLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETC ABSOLUTELY ANY OTHER 'ACTION'/TYPE OF 'ACTION'/'VERB'/TYPE OF 'VERB' ETC IN GENERAL NOR WHATEVER TF ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL NOR ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING ELSE IN FCKING GENERAL ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING IN FCKING GENERAL AT FCKING DAMN GODDAMN ALL OF LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ANY DAMN TYPE/WAY/KIND/SORT/FORM OR WHATEVER TF ALL THAT CRAP MEANS LMFAO NOR ETCETC IN GENERAL AT ALL, WHATEVER/HOWEVER THE DAMN FCK "IT" IS/CAN BE ETCETC NEITHER WHAT/WHERE THE FCKING FUCK "IT" IS/CAN BE FCKING ABOUT/RELATED TO/FROM/IN/OF/ASSOCIATED WITH ETCETC NOR WHATEVER TF IN GENERAL FFS NOR ABSOLUTELY BASICALLY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL NOR A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG ETC FOR FUCKS SAKE AND THATS FCKING BASICALLY SIMPLY LITERALLY IT WITHOUT ANY DAMN FCKING REASON AT ALL??????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SIMPLY JUST DONT FCKING 'WANT' NOR WANT TO 'WANT' ETC AND NEVER AT ALL EVER WILL AND NEVER AT FCKING DAMN ALL EVER FCKING WILL HAVE ANY DAMN FCKING "NEED" NOR "DESIRE" NOR "INTEREST" NOR "INTENTION" NOR ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY ANY OTHER FCKING GARBAGE BULLSHIT CRAP SHIT LIKE THAT IN GENERAL TO WANT TO/WANT TO WANT TO NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT ETC AND THATS FCKING IT JESUS FCKING CHRIST THATS FCKING BASICALLY LITERALLY IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LITERALLY JUST DONT 'WANT' ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING NEVER AT ALL HAVE FCKING HAD LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY BASICALLY NEVER AT DAMN FCKING ALL EVER WILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THATS. BASICALLY. LITERALLY. SIMPLY. IT. FOR. FUCKS. SAKE. ITS. NOT. BECAUSE. OF. ANY. DAMN. REASON. AT. ALL. I FCKING SIMPLY LITERALLY INTENTIONALLY SERIOUSLY TRULY BASICALLY JUST FCKING DONT AND DONT WANT TO FCKING WANT TO AND THATS FCKING IT FOR FUCKS SAKE THATS FCKING IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I FCKING SHOULDNT BE FCKING OBLIGATED/FORCED TO WANT TO/WANT TO WANT TO JUST BECAUSE 'HUMANS'/'PEOPLE' FCKING FEEL FCKING LIKE IT AND WANT ME TO YES OR FCKING YES NOR JUST BECAUSE eVeRyOnE/aNyOnE eLsE iN gEnErAl/aLl 'pEoPlE' iN gEnErAl wAnTs To {ok i fucking 'guess' lmfao as if i gave a damn fuck } NOR JUST BECAUSE "I" HAD NO DAMN FCKING CHOICE BUT TO 'BE' "BORN" AND "EXIST"/"BE"/"BECOME" 'SOMETHING'/'SOMEONE'/AN 'ENTITY'/AN 'SPECIES'/A 'BEING' IN GENERAL OR WHATEVER TF ALL THAT IS/MEAN LMFAO AND 'BE' "BROUGHT" "HERE" FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SHOULD HAVE THE ABSOLUTE TOTAL RIGHT TO FINALLY 'LEAVE'/'GET RID' OF/'GET THE FUCK OUT OF'/'DITCH' THE 'MEAT SHELL'/'FLESH' AND FINALLY DIE/NOT EXIST AT ALL/NOT 'BE' ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING NOR ANYONE NOR ANY FCKING DAMN 'WAY' ETC NOR ANYWHERE ETCETC IN FCKING GENERAL AT ABSOLUTE TOTAL LITERAL ALL/DISAPPEAR ENTIRELY COMPLETELY ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY LITERALLY BASICALLY ETERNALLY FOREVER WHENEVER/ANYTIME 'I' WANT AND IF I SIMPLY JUST WANT TO WITHOUT THE FUCKING "rEqUiReMeNt"/"nEeD" TO HAVE A FCKING "rEaSoN wHy"/"cAuSe"/"eXpLaNaTiOn" NOR ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY ANY OTHER FCKING GODDAMN DAMN GARBAGE BULLSHIT SHIT CRAP FUCK LIKE THAT IN GENERAL AND NO FCKING 'MATTER' THE FCKING "AgE" "I" FCKING "AM" FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY THE FCK IS "THIS" A FCKING OBLIGATION FFS WHY WHY THE FCK THERE FCKING HAS TO BE A FCKING REASON WHY TO SIMPLY JUST NOT FCKING 'WANT'/'DESIRE'/GIVE A GODDAMN FCKING SHIT ABOUT ETC ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY ANYTHING IN FCKING GENERAL AT FCKING DAMN ALL NO FCKING DAMN FCKING 'MATTER' NEITHER WHAT NOR HOW THE DAMN FCK "IT" FCKING IS/CAN BE ETCETCETC???????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR FUCKS SAKE WHY AM I FCKING OBLIGATED/FORCED????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY CANT I FCKING LITERALLY BASICALLY SIMPLY JUST NOT/DONT FCKING 'WANT' ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING AT ALL IN GENERAL BECAUSE I SIMPLY JUST FUCKING DONT NOR FUCKING WANT TO WANT TO AT DAMN FCKING ALL AND WITHOUT ANY FCKING GODDAMN REASON AT ALL AND THATS FCKING IT!!!!!!!!!!! FOR FUCKS SAKE WHY??????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]] AND THATS FCKING LITERALLY BASICALLY IT AND ITS NOT BECAUSE OF ABSOLUTELY ANY GODDAMN FCKING "rEaSoN"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SIMPLY JUST FCKING LITERALLY BASICALLY ABSOLUTELY INTENTIONALLY TRULY ACTUALLY HONESTLY SERIOUSLY JUST FCKING SIMPLY FUCKING DONT FCKING WANT TO NOR WANT TO FCKING WANT TO NOR FCKING WANT/GIVE A SHIT ABOUT/HAVE ANY DAMN 'INTEREST' ETC FOR ABOUT IN ETCETCETC//NOR WANT TO 'EXPERIENCE'/'KNOW' 'ABOUT'/'LIVE'/'DO'/'PARTICIPATE' IN ETCETC ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING IN FCKING GODDAMN FCKING GENERAL AT FCKING DAMN ALL OF ANY TYPE/WAY/FORM ETCETC NOR ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL NOR WHATEVER THE DAMN FCK IN GENERAL, WHATEVER/HOWEVER TF 'IT' IS/CAN BE ETCETC AND A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG ETC FFS I SIMPLY JUST DONT!!!!!!!! NEVER AT ALL HAVE HAD AND NEVER AT ALL EVER WILL!!!!!!!!!! THATS BASICALLY LITERALLY SIMPLY IT. JEEEEEESUS FCKING CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!)))))
FOR FUCKS DAMN FCKING SAKE WHAT IF/WHY THE DAMN FUCK CANT I JUST FUCKING SIMPLY FCKING BASICALLY FCKING SERIOUSLY FCKING LITERALLY FCKING TRULY FCKING ACTUALLY FCKING INTENTIONALLY FCKING SIMPLY JUST FCKING DONT FCKING WANT TO NOR WANT TO WANT TO AND THATS FCKING IT AND JUST FCKING LITERALLY FCKING SIMPLY FCKING BASICALLY JUST DONT/NOT FCKING 'WANT'/GIVE A GODDAMN FUCK ABOUT ETCETC ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY SERIOUSLY TOTALLY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT ALL AND THATS FCKING IT WITHOUT ANY FCKING GODDAMN FCKING REASON NOR FCKING CAUSE NOR FCKINF EXPLANATION NOR ANY OTHER FCKING GARBAGE BULLSHIT TRASH CRAP SHIT LIKE THAT/IN GENERAL AT FCKING ALL IN FCKING GENERAL OF ANY TYPE """"""uNlEsS I sAy I dOnT bEcAuSe Of A rEaSoN"""""""?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY THE FCK THAT """"iSnT"""" POSSIBLE??????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY THE FUCK IT CANT BE THAT I FCKING SIMPLY LITERALLY BASICALLY JUST FCKING DONT AND THATS FCKING GODDAMN FCKING IT WITHOUT ABSOLUTELY ANY GODDAMN DAMN FCKING "rEaSoNs"/"cAuSeS"/"eXpLaNaTiOn S" NOR LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ANY OTHER FCKING CRAP SHIT LIKE THAT/IN GENERAL!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR FUCKS FCKING DAMN SAKE WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY. WHY THE FCK THERE HAS TO BE A "REASON WHY"/"CAUSE"/"EXPLANATION"????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST BECAUSE 'PEOPLE'/'HUMANS' FCKING SAY SO AND FCKING FEEL FCKING LIKE IT OR FCKING WHAT?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY AM "I" FCKING OBLIGATED/FORCED TO FFS WHY??????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "I" DIDNT 'ASK' TO 'EXIST' IN GENERAL AT ALL 'BE'/'EXPERIENCE' ETC/'BE' 'BROUGHT' TO/FOR ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING/ANYWHERE IN GENERAL AT ALL OF ANY TYPE/WAY/KIND/FORM ETC NOR ABSOLUTELY ANY FCKING ANYTHING AT ALL IN GENERAL, NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT/HOW ETC THE DAMN FUCK "IT" FCKING IS/CAN BE ETCETC NEITHER IF "ITS"/CAN BE ANY/WHATEVER """""""pOsItIvE""""""" OR ANY/WHATEVER """""""""""""nEgAtIvE""""""""""""""" 'WAY'/'ADJECTIVE'/THING' IN GENERAL/TYPE OF 'THING' IN GENERAL/'PLACE' IN GENERAL/TYPE OF 'PLACE' IN GENERAL/TYPE OF 'X'/TYPE OF BLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETC WHATEVER THE DAMN FCK IN GENERAL WHATEVER TF IT IS ETCETCBLAHBLAH LMFAOOOO I SIMPLY JUST DONT GIVE A DAMN FUCK FFS, NEITHER WHAT/WHERE THE DAMN FCK "IT" IS/CAN BE FCKING "FROM"/"ABOUT"/"IN"/"RELATED TO"/"OF"/"ASSOCIATED WITH" NOR BLAHBLAHETCETEC WHATEVER THE DAMN FCK NOR BASICALLY TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL NOR A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG ETC, SIMPLY FUCKING ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING FOR FCKS SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO BECAUSE OF THAT 'I' MUST HAVE THE ABSOLUTE TOTAL RIGHT {or whatever the fuck "rIgHt" means lmfao the only type/kind of 'right' ill ever/always want/want to want is TO DIE/FINALLY NOT "EXIST" AT ALL/DEATH/ETERNAL ABSOLUTE TOTAL PLAIN PURE ENDLESS LITERAL NOTHINGNESS/NONEXISTENCE!!!!!!!!!!! i couldnt give any less of a damn fcking shit about literally all the 'rest' of 'rIgHtS' lmfaoooooooooooooo} TO/TO WANT TO AND WANT TO WANT TO SIMPLY JUST DIE/JUST NOT EXIST AT ALL/NOT "BE" ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY TOTALLY BASICALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING ANYONE ANY DAMN FCKING 'WAY' ETC ANYWHERE ETCETC IN ABSOLUTE GENERAL AT FCKING DAMN ABSOLUTE TOTAL LITERAL ALL/DISAPPEAR ENTIRELY COMPLETELY TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY BASICALLY LITERALLY ETERNALLY FOREVER ANYTIME/WHENEVER I FCKING WANT TO AND IF I SIMPLY WANT TO WITHOUT FCKING HAVING THERE TO FCKING BE ANY FCKING GODDAMN DAMN FCKING 'REASONS'/'CAUSES' IN FCKING GENERAL AT ALL OF ANY TYPE ETC IN GENERAL AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*OK "I" WAS "BORN", "I" "EXIST" AND "IM" "HERE"/IN "EXISTENCE" IN GENERAL OR WHATEVER TF ALL "THIS" IS THAT I JUST DONT GIVE A DAMN FCK NOR HAVE ANY [NOR WANT TO 'HAVE' IT NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT/HOW ETCETC THE DAMN FCK "IT" IS/CAN BE NEITHER WHAT TYPE ETC "IT" IS/CAN BE ETC NOR BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL//AND A LOOOOOOOONG ETC LMAO I JUST FCKING DONT FFS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY THE FCK DO I FCKING HAVE TO YES OR YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!] 'INTEREST' NOR ANY 'DESIRE' NOR ANY 'CURIOSITY' NOR ANY 'ATTRACTION' OR WHATEVER TF ALL THAT MEANS LMFAO NOR BASICALLY ANY OTHER FCKING CRAP SHIT LIKE THAT IN GENERAL 'FOR'/'ABOUT' ETCETEC AND JUST FCKING SIMPLY LITERALLY TRULY BASICALLY INTENTIONALLY SERIOUSLY ABSOLUTELY or whatever tf all those 'words' mean lol DONT WANT TO 'EXPERIENCE'/'DO'/'LIVE'/'ENJOY'/'SEE'/'APPRECIATE'/'KNOW' ABOUT/'LEARN' ABOUT/'PARTICIPATE' IN/'BE PART' OF/'BELONG TO'/'BELONG IN'/'INHABIT'/'LIVE' IN/'EXIST' IN ETCETCBLAHBLAH NOR WHATEVER THE DAMN FCK IN GENERAL {{NOR ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY PRACTICALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING/ANYWHERE ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL WHATEVER/HOWEVER TF "IT" IS/CAN BE NEITHER WHAT TYPE/FORM/WAY/DIMENSION/'pLaNe'/KIND/SORT ETC IN GENERAL NOR WHATEVER TF IN GENERAL "IT" IS/CAN BE ETCETCETCETC AND A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG ETC, NOT 'ONLY' "THIS"/"HERE" HOWEVER TF "IT" IS, 'HOW' "IT" 'WORKS'/CAN 'WORK' NEITHER 'WHAT' "ITS"/CAN BE 'ABOUT' ETCTECTETC}} NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT/HOW ETC THE DAMN FCK "IT" FCKING IS/CAN BE NEITHER WHAT TYPE/FORM/KIND/SORT/WAY ETCETC "IT" FCKING IS/CAN BE, NEITHER WHAT 'HAPPENS'/CAN 'HAPPEN', NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT 'THINGS'/'PLACES' ETC AND OR WHATEVER TF IN GENERAL//TYPES OF 'THINGS'/'PLACES' AND OR BLAHBLAHETCETC WHATEVER THE DAMN FCK IN GENERAL 'THERE ARE'/'THERE CAN BE' ETCETCETC AND A LOOOOOOOOOONG ETC LMFAO, *IT WAS 'INEVITABLE' AND HAD NO 'CHOICE', BUT WHAT IF I FCKING SIMPLY JUST DONT FCKING WANT TO NOR WANT TO WANT TO NOR HAVE ANY FCKING 'DESIRE'/'INTEREST'/'NEED'/'NECESSITY'/'INTENTION' NOR LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ANY OTHER CRAP SHIT LIKE THAT TO WANT TO/WANT TO WANT TO AND LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY BASICALLY TOTALLY NEVER AT FCKING ALL EVER FCKING WILL NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT ETC AND I LITERALLY JUST DONT/DONT FCKING WANT TO FKCING WANT TO 'WANT' ETC ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY ANYTHING AT FCKING DAMN ALL IN GENERAL OF ANY DAMN TYPE/WAY/FORM ETC HOWEVER/WHATEVER ETC THE DAMN FCK "IT" FCKING IS/CAN BE ETCETC????????????? WHY AM I FCKING OBLIGATED/FORCED TO WANT TO/WANT TO WANT TO YES OR FCKING YES???????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY CANT I FCKING SIMPLY JUST FCKING DONT AND THATS FUCKING LITERALLY BASICALLY SIMPLY IT WITHOUT ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY ANY FCKING GODDAMN FCKING 'REASONS'/'CAUSES' NOR ANY OTHER GARBAGE BULLSHIT CRAP FUCK SHIT LIKE THAT IN GENERAL AT ALL OF ANY DAMN TYPE FOR FUCKS SAKE?????????????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF I FCKINF SIMPLY BASICALLY LITERALLY TRULY SERIOULSY INTENTIONALLY HONESTLY ABSOLUTELY JUST FCKING DONT/DONT WANT TO FCKING WANT TO NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT ETC WHATEVER/HOWEVER TF IT IS ETCETC, I SIMPLY JUST FUCKING DONT/DONT WANT TO FCKING WANT TO AND THATS FKCING IT (AND WITHOUT ANY FCKING GODDAMN REASON AT FCKING ALL IN GENERAL) AND I SIMPLY JUST FCKING LITERALLY FCKING SIMPLY FCKING BASICALLY FCKING SERIOUSLY FCKING DONT FCKING WANT/DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT/DONT HAVE ABSOLUTELY ANY FCKING GODDAMN FCKING 'INTEREST' NOR 'DESIRE' NOR 'ATTRACTION' NOR 'CURIOSITY' ETCETC JOR ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY ANY OTHER FCKING DAMN GARBAGE BULLSHIT CRAP SHIT LIKE THAT| IN GENERAL FOR/ABOUT/IN ETCETCETCETCETC [[[AND JUST SIMPLY DONT FCKING WANT TO FCKING WANT TO!!!!!!]]](LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY BASICALLY TOTALLY NEVER AT ALL HAVE HAD AND I LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY NEVER AT FCKING ALL EVER FCKING WILL) ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING IN FCKING GENERAL AT FCKING ALL WHATEVER/HOWEVER THE FUCK "IT" IS/CAN BE ETC, NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT TYPE/WAY/KIND/SORT/FORM ETCETCETCBLAHBLAHBLAH NOR WHATEVER THE DAMN FCK IN GENERAL NOR LITERALLY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL, NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT/WHERE THE FCKING DAMN FCK ITS FCKING FROM/ABOUT/IN/OF/RELATED TO/ASSOCIATED WITH ETCETCETCBLAHBLAHBLAH NOR WHATEVER THE FCK IN GENERAL NOR ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AND A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG ETC, FCKING SIMPLY BASICALLY ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THATS FUCKING BASICALLY LITERALLY SIMPLY FCKING IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WITHOUT ANY FCKING REASONS/CAUSES/EXPLANATIONS NOR ABSOLUTELY ANY OTHER FCKING GODDAMN GARBAGE BULLSHIT TRASH CRAP SHIT LIKE THAT NOR IN GENERAL AT ALL IN GENERAL OF ANY TYPE ETC ABOUT/RELATED TO ETC ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING!!!!!!!!! ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I FCKING SHOULDNT BE FCKING FORCED/OBLIGATED TO!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY THE DAMN FCK DO I FCKING HAVE TO/HAVE TO WANT TO/HAVE TO WANT TO WANT TO YES OR FCKING YES FOR FUCK'S SAKE WHY?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST BECAUSE "I" HAD NO DAMN FCKING CHOICE BUT TO 'EXIST'//'BE'/'BECOME' 'SOMETHING'/'SOMEONE', BE FORCED INTO A 'HUMAN BODY'/'BODY'/'BRAIN'/'MIND' OR WHATEVER TF ALL THAT CRAP IS/MEANS AND 'COME'/'BE' "BROUGHT" "HERE" AND JUST BECAUSE 'PEOPLE'/'HUMANS' FCKING SAY SO AND FCKING FEEL FCKING LIKE IT OR FCKING WHAT?????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[gus.nixon]

If you are still here: I can so much identify with your quote. Thanks for sharing.

It seems very difficult to order it in Europe. I am trying to order mine from the US. I can let you know if my attempt is successful.

I live in the U.S. I got my antiemetics from that place you mentioned