Been off for a while, even visited quite expensive therapist in order to try my best to fix my shit. Was okayish for a few days and then everything came back. On the bright side - i got insane amount of benzos now. Right before visiting therapist cleared/deleted evrything/everyone everywhere, wrote suicide note etc, was ready to go pretty much, the only concern i had was time till i pass out. I've read link to JustOverIt post about benzos, but what if you'd take, lets say, 4mg with meto ang another 6mg while drinking sn? Would it be enough to pass out relatively quick? Or maybe i should try to do 10-15mg test run to see how fast will i pass out