Discussion Shinjū/Suicide Pacts

[hikikomorizombie]

do u think if u had another person to kys with, it'd make it significantly easier for u to do it??

i've always wanted another person to commit w; to have some1 that understands to some degree, to have that last talk & connection before death. but now idk. maybe ending ur life with a stranger isn't as reassuring/comforting as i'd always dreamed it'd be.

 

[Slow_Farewell]

The theory is interesting. Kinda like having a gym buddy or travel buddy.
I guess I haven't considered it to be honest because it's an added responsibility that i'm not confident I can deliver on.

 

[MeaningDork]

I've spent my life alone. I don't want to die alone too.

 

[hikikomorizombie]

I guess I haven't considered it to be honest because it's an added responsibility that i'm not confident I can deliver on.

hmmm. so u don't think having a suicide buddy would make u more inclined to do it?? since u view it as an added responsibility.

I've spent my life alone. I don't want to die alone too.

yeah that's pretty much my line of thinking too. + it'd make the whole thing much less terrifying.

 

[Slow_Farewell]

hmmm. so u don't think having a suicide buddy would make u more inclined to do it?? since u view it as an added responsibility.

yeah that's pretty much my line of thinking too. + it'd make the whole thing much less terrifying.

Lol. Good grief, no. Sorry if it came across that way.
Having a suicide buddy doesn't affect my inclination to do it one way or another.
What I meant was that I would be too focused in doing my own thing that I wouldn't be sensitive to the needs of my buddy. Like i might end up being insensitive to my buddy's mood.

 

[FuneralCry]

No I'd wish to die alone, far away from other people.

 

[slightoverlooked]

ik this is hypocritical but i just dont want someone else to die...i would feel like its my fault that we pushed each other to do it. bc when all u do is talk to someone with a hopeless viewpoint they might not even see the light in their life. what if I'm that person that subconsciously makes them ctb. maybe this is stupid and I'm hypocritical for even being on this platform but yeah idk. I'm here to eventually find a method to ctb and to hold out till i finish uni.