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Nowhere Anon

Seeking peace
Dec 19, 2024
4
30 F Brazil

I'm not entirely sure about trying to recover, but I might give it a chance and I think a recovery partner would be nice, I'm willing to help too in a dynamic of helping each other to get better.
 
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Blackswede

Member
Dec 18, 2024
25
22M - Sweden.

Im looking for someone to talk to, age and gender dosent really matter. I don't have a particular subject so we'll just see what happens. I'm a black guy, I like basketball and anime. I'm on Zoloft and I'm still adjusting, I'm having dark thoughts but I'm pushing though. If you're interested, pm me!
 
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NoFancyNames

Member
Oct 20, 2024
25
33 F - Somewhere in Europe

I'm looking for a recovery partner, I can support them back too if needed. I am trying my best to recover and am in active therapy, I've changed a lot in my life and on paper things are really good, but I am going through crisis, quite intense one and I'm struggling to find strength. I have some people in my life I can rely on to an extent but I have learned that I can't really tell them how I truly feel cause they freak out or get angry. And what I really am looking for is someone who I can speak to often, daily if possible, to rant and vent to so I can find the strength to keep going. Maybe it's a lot, but I can offer the same. Obviously no romantic interests etc. Just someone anonymous to talk to that doesn't freak out at the thoughts of CTB.
 
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nogods4me

Member
Nov 26, 2024
97
Middle aged male somewhere in North America.

I'm honestly just desperate to talk to someone and feel like I have a friend. Age/gender/race etc not relevant to me. Must be able to relate to marginalized and excluded failures. Must be able to criticize party lines of any variety. I hate lying and those who get others to lie.
 
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tiredash

Member
Dec 5, 2024
35
35M from Spain

Im not sure what can I offer... Im just tired of talking to people who dont understand this and say the typical stuff that I dont want to try to change and shit...
Im very lonely and never had any motivation to do anything...
 
Mixo

Mixo

Blue
Aug 2, 2020
775
Late 30s female
I've managed to achieve meaningful recovery after many years of suicidality due to chronic, debilitating health issues, family rejection, and other life problems that most people would not come back from. Hobbies include computers, technology, animals, meditation, cooking, music, personal finance/investing, reading, self-improvement.

I'm happy to be a sounding board for anyone very interested in trying to get on a better path, or for anyone who wants an accountability partner when they lose motivation or slide into cynicism too deeply. Not looking to meet up irl but online conversations are cool with me. Probably best if you're around my age and not actively suicidal (I'm probably not going to be terribly helpful if you're currently wanting to ctb).
 
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Lupisour

Member
Dec 26, 2024
6
Late 30s female
I've managed to achieve meaningful recovery after many years of suicidality due to chronic, debilitating health issues, family rejection, and other life problems that most people would not come back from. Hobbies include computers, technology, animals, meditation, cooking, music, personal finance/investing, reading, self-improvement.

I'm happy to be a sounding board for anyone very interested in trying to get on a better path, or for anyone who wants an accountability partner when they lose motivation or slide into cynicism too deeply. Not looking to meet up irl but online conversations are cool with me. Probably best if you're around my age and not actively suicidal (I'm probably not going to be terribly helpful if you're currently wanting to ctb).
Hello, I'm new here and thought of making a post here just as I saw yours, after thinking about it I think I may need some help, I don't think it's serious but maybe just some life advice would be nice? And maybe I'm stupid because I don't know how to contact anyone on here.
 
Edu Ardanuy

Edu Ardanuy

Member
Dec 3, 2024
50
30 F Brazil

I'm not entirely sure about trying to recover, but I might give it a chance and I think a recovery partner would be nice, I'm willing to help too in a dynamic of helping each other to get better.
tried to dm you but I couldn't, it seems its not available
 
pulse1

pulse1

Member
Dec 31, 2024
28
20 F europe

I suffer quite hard from feelings of loneliness in my depression/suicidality. I'd like to try being recovery partners so I can combat this better.
I'm currently a uni student so anyone else in uni with similar issues as me would be really nice, otherwise I'm open to anything to make this stop.
 
Lupisour

Lupisour

Member
Dec 26, 2024
6
26 M from Asia

I've attempted a few years ago and was on a somewhat good recovery path, got a full-time job, started working out, started going out a lot more, got a girlfriend.

All this until the covid pandemic happened and I lost my job and my girlfriend cheated on me, I still work out and do part-time work but I feel like I'm just surviving at this point. I've grown more reclusive ever since and my anxiety is at an all time high to a point that I can't handle interviews. I feel this downward spiral mentally, like everything is very slowly crumbling away and everyone is leaving me behind and I'm helpless to do anything.

It hasn't come to a serious point like a few years back where I viewed everything in a negative light and was bitter as all hell, and I want to have hope, I'm just not sure how. I guess I'm finding someone that I can be honest to and they with me, with no judgements but still voicing our opinions. I'm not looking for someone to give me hope, just company to maybe ease our burdens together.

My hobbies include Games, Exercising, Reading, Writing, and Horror. I used to be very into Anime too but nowadays I just watch what's popular. We can just talk about anything (if you want to vent too it's fine, I'd like to think I'm more of a listener). Or play games (Overwatch, League of Legends, etc. though I'm not very good at them) Or just watch a movie or TV Series together, I'm down for anything.
 
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Red_sleep

Red_sleep

Member
Jul 29, 2023
31
22 M - Scandinavia

I suffer from multiple chronically health issues, so a full recovery is probably never a possibility for me. However, my goal is just wanting feel 'less horrible' in my overall state of being. I will try my best to change my lifestyle, habits, overall mindset and try to better my chronic physical/mental problems to the extent that is possible.

Isolation and loneliness is also something I deal with, so would be nice to have someone where we can support each other, and talk about our current progress or problems we face. But we can talk about anything really. Feel free to message me!
 
franzhype

franzhype

tired
Aug 30, 2024
23
25 M - Argentina, Buenos Aires.

Interests: Video games, reading/writing, violin/guitar, anime, kittys, long Discord calls, and watching funny or paranormal videos/TikToks together, studying computer engineering.

So… my girlfriend recently left me. She was my favorite person, my closest friend, and the partner I thought I would spend my whole life with. She truly was everything I ever wanted. All my time revolved around her, talking to her, waiting for her, and doing things inspired by her, like playing video games together, making playlists, or writing. Now, I'm completely devastated and trying to find something to fill that empty space...

I'd love to make new friends to play games and chat with because I feel really lonely most of the time, and I am... I don't mind your gender, age, or anything else, I just value connection. I feel more confident speaking Spanish, but I understand English perfectly fine. I enjoy sharing photos of my daily life, having Discord calls until we fall asleep, and I would love spending time together while we try to get better and recover.

Feel free to DM me if you're looking for someone to talk with 24/7, I mostly use Discord, if you prefer talking on there.. I'm pretty much always online.💜
 
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tiredash

Member
Dec 5, 2024
35
35 M from Spain

My main point is that I do not enjoy anything in life. Everything costs effort and pain. I always been alone, but I always needed a woman to give meaning to my life and to give it meaning... So I would have strength to deal with the pain of existing... The loneliness of not having anybody has always caused me huge pain...

About me... I do not like to socialize, or having friends, or going out, or traveling. I have depression and autism. Im always in front of my computer unless I have to do errands, although most of the time I am bored. I play or watch videos and stuff, but mostly single player.

Sorry to repost, thought to be more honest...
 
fallingleaves

fallingleaves

"I wish you happiness in the life you have chosen"
Nov 21, 2024
59
31 - Pretty cool - complex trauma - financial problems - relationship problems - please help I don't know how to stay brave all the time
 

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