26 M from Asia
I've attempted a few years ago and was on a somewhat good recovery path, got a full-time job, started working out, started going out a lot more, got a girlfriend.
All this until the covid pandemic happened and I lost my job and my girlfriend cheated on me, I still work out and do part-time work but I feel like I'm just surviving at this point. I've grown more reclusive ever since and my anxiety is at an all time high to a point that I can't handle interviews. I feel this downward spiral mentally, like everything is very slowly crumbling away and everyone is leaving me behind and I'm helpless to do anything.
It hasn't come to a serious point like a few years back where I viewed everything in a negative light and was bitter as all hell, and I want to have hope, I'm just not sure how. I guess I'm finding someone that I can be honest to and they with me, with no judgements but still voicing our opinions. I'm not looking for someone to give me hope, just company to maybe ease our burdens together.
My hobbies include Games, Exercising, Reading, Writing, and Horror. I used to be very into Anime too but nowadays I just watch what's popular. We can just talk about anything (if you want to vent too it's fine, I'd like to think I'm more of a listener). Or play games (Overwatch, League of Legends, etc. though I'm not very good at them) Or just watch a movie or TV Series together, I'm down for anything.