Idrktbh
Very enthusiastically keeps on failing
- Nov 30, 2025
- 2
The thing is that I don't even want anything to be public at all I just wish there were just one person I trust who would just watch and let me do what I'll do I'm so afraid of dying alone I'm so afraid of knowing I'm gonna die and It's just me, but I also wouldn't want to even be in the same building as anyone I don't trust. I want to die quietly in private and I know alone is the best option I've got but maybe it's just instincts or something I've always wanted to ctb with someone else but then it just turned into wanting someone to just watch even. None is likely though but I still need to do what I have to do:(
