I just read a recent rant about COVID, liberties, quality of life... I wanted to start a new thread but figured I wouldn't want to start a discussion... Not that it would gather much responses. Starting a new thread and posting in this one are different things.
Is it a coincidence that the words "thread" and "tread" have a similar structure? For this instance I'll pretend it's not. (Or it isn't? English *Hmph*) Again, I'll tread the pass well-traveled.
I really don't feel agitated about the current crisis, pandemic, mass rape, or whatever we call it. Maybe because my life is sustained at the expense of others and I don't even leave this apartment. What's the point anyway? Walk, they say, do things, see places. But it feels like a prison wherever I go. It's like doing cardio in your cell. Still incarcerated, and now more exhausted in addition. I actually find some satisfaction in all this mess. It's like you're being anally fucked, doggy style, and there are lots of people being fucked around, in the same manner. It just feels so nice not to feel alone in my shit. It's like an AA meeting, except people instead of sitting in chairs are being raped live. Nothing like a common misfortune to bring the sense of unity. Nature is like the huge bloating orb with zillions of dicks protruding from every side, and gravity is her mighty arms... Should I put a NSFW tag or something?
The government, the system, people in power, all this feels so out of my concern, big enemies in big institutions feel so far away when I have to fight my nature, my neighbors because I look different and they think that's good enough for a reason, school people because... fuck do I know why, I was too dumb at a time to be bothered to ask, gain group status, maybe, or find company for their misery. It's like government tells to to go fight for the country, defend the border... when your enemies are swarming your life already, serving with you in one army unit, live in one building, go to the same school, work in the same environment. It's actually hilarious to hear such demands. The audacity xD
I guess one could argue that it's government/system/power-people who make so much people so miserable they (we?) express anger onto each other because their own bullies are out of reach. And I'd probably agree, but go a bit further and blame the nature instead. But since we can't fight it, we might as well focus on other people, amirite?
Alright, an hour of ponderings has been wasted, but since my life is a waste of time, every hour of it (paradoxically) is worth passing.
The hour of cooking has come.
