i got maybe 20 pills of trazadone leftover from my dogs neuter. each one is 50 mg, if my maths is right thats about 600mg of trazadone if i take it all at once. im just assuming that wont be enough so i talked to my med provider during my checkup and im going to be getting a 90 day supply of 300mg wellbutrin. the pharmacy has a chance of trying to cut it down to a 30 day supply cuz inssurance but my thought is either 30 or 90 days plus all the trazadone and some heavey drinking, might that be enough?
i had a plan to get a gun and make it easy but my family found out and kicked me out. apparently they dont understand that me being suicidal doesnt mean i wanna go ranbo or whatever and kill my whole family but sure go off, hit me and break my shit. im the problem child and thats all they ever see me as even if im completely reasonable or in the right. so getting a gun is sadly out of the equation cuz of their dumbasses. my dumbass crashed and totalled my truck or i was thinking of just doing the exhaust method cuz it was an old truck.
this is sadly going to be one of those situations where im being watched and ill only have a chance to do this semi late at night while everyone is asleep so i dont see very many options but the longer i wait the more hopeless i feel. the situation just keeps getting worse and im fucking tired of being powerless
sorry if this got a bit rambley
also edited it to give a flair idk if i picked the right one exactly i can change it
i had a plan to get a gun and make it easy but my family found out and kicked me out. apparently they dont understand that me being suicidal doesnt mean i wanna go ranbo or whatever and kill my whole family but sure go off, hit me and break my shit. im the problem child and thats all they ever see me as even if im completely reasonable or in the right. so getting a gun is sadly out of the equation cuz of their dumbasses. my dumbass crashed and totalled my truck or i was thinking of just doing the exhaust method cuz it was an old truck.
this is sadly going to be one of those situations where im being watched and ill only have a chance to do this semi late at night while everyone is asleep so i dont see very many options but the longer i wait the more hopeless i feel. the situation just keeps getting worse and im fucking tired of being powerless
sorry if this got a bit rambley
also edited it to give a flair idk if i picked the right one exactly i can change it
