Note your level of mental distress now

[Defenestration]

Note your level of mental distress each day.

now: 8/10

You can explain or just give /10

 

[Exhausted546]

2/10

I'm not mentally distressed,I'm just tired and not willing to put the effort to better my situation, I'll die in the upcoming week. Hopefully tomorrow

 

[Defenestration]

2/10

Je ne suis pas en détresse psychologique, je suis juste fatigué et je n'ai pas la force de faire l'effort d'améliorer ma situation. Je vais mourir la semaine prochaine. J'espère demain.

Woow very brave

 

[kunikuzushi]

8/10

I hate this moment of existence and can barely handle the pain. But I've felt worse.

 

[Defenestration]

8/10

I hate this moment of existence and can barely handle the pain. But I've felt worse.

The same ,worse but mental dolor

 

[itsgone2]

10/10

Not trying to be dramatic. Very serious. It's crippling. My life has stopped

 

[Defenestration]

10/10

Not trying to be dramatic. Very serious. It's crippling. My life has stopped

Ooooh

I am borderline ans bipolar
emotions can change very quickly...
Things hurt more than for a healthy person

 

[thefarter]

8/10 probs. I keep pathologising my behaviour. Makes me sad. I think i deserve to die. Or I don't deserve to be alive, rather. i know everything will be much better once i am finally buried. And idk if people will necessarily be happy, because I don't think they care that much. But they will probably just say 'oh we saw that coming haha what a loser' and then just forget about me probably. Which is kinda th goal actuallly. I just want to be forgotten. I don't want to overthink every single interaction i have with someone. All I do is feel crap about my past. And since i got doxxed , I just wanna die. I just want so badly to be buried in the ground and i want my body to decay and my flesh to rot off my bones and the maggots to eat my organs. I wanna die so bad it is the only way everything will be ok lowkey. Anyway I went too far sorry. Im just bleh. I

 

[tzon]

5 / 10 maybe, so not too bad right now. Maybe because I'm getting tired. It's soon time for some sleep.

 

[Reishi]

10/10 I'm at the point where I'll do just about anything to kill myself

 

[Defenestration]

10/10 J'en suis au point où je ferais n'importe quoi pour me suicider

Good luck @Blueberry Panic

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

5/10

I am not very distressed but I am just wanting to die, I am overly sensitive to even the littlest offensive things and just generally feel like life is pointless. And I am just waiting for the perfect time to ctb so no one can save me before I die.

 

[tzon]

I am overly sensitive to even the littlest offensive things

This is me too, definitely.

 

[Defenestration]

Sinon

5/10

Je ne suis pas vraiment angoissée, mais je veux juste mourir. Je suis hypersensible à la moindre offense et j'ai l'impression que la vie n'a aucun sens. J'attends le moment idéal pour mettre fin à mes jours, pour que personne ne puisse me sauver avant ma mort.

Moi aussi, sans aucun doute.

Me too and i am borderline...so* 100

 

[Arb]

9/10 realising it doesn't matter what the truth of what happened to me and my friends are, the guy who committed those acts of predation is popular and is always gonna have defenders

 

[inkmage333]

7/10, I feel empty which in itself is adding to the distress

 

[Hollowman]

0/10 I've let my shit go on for way too long. I've become completely emotionally numb. Must be a defense mechanism. My life's really bad rn I should be freaking out.

 

[Lady_V]

1.5/10. Just vibing with true crime and lil smoked weenies.

 

[darksouls]

10/10
I suffer from CPTSD

 

[SchizoGymnast]

2/10

I'm making party plans and my indecisiveness and my anxiety are sucking the fun out of it.

 

[socksnsandles]

2/10

 

[maylurker]

6/10

 

[venerated-vader]

5/10

NPD-related bullshit

 

[sanctionedusage]

3/10
hungry

 

[HalfLife]

10/10
I suffer from CPTSD

That's a hard one to work with, I'm so sorry you have to deal with such troubles.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always 10, every second is torturous to be conscious and I just always suffer so much as a result of the dreadful, painful and deeply undesirable abomination of existence that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, existence to me will always be the most terrible mistake that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I just always suffer so much from being enslaved in this horrific, evil world where wanting permanent peace is a crime, to so tragically impose this existence and deny the option to painlessly cease existing even know this torturous, futile existence was never worth it to me in the first place will always be criminal to me. I just always suffer as a result of existing and I'll suffer until I'm at true eternal peace with all gone and forgotten, all I want is to be permanently unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering, I find it terrifying how a human can suffer in this horrific reality for decades longer tortured by this existence just to face the agony of old age, it's just all so terrible, to exist means to suffer and the suffering this existence causes is endless, for me only non-existence is positive, in this existence so evil that causes all this torture, harm and suffering I only see beauty in non-existence where finally I can be at peace.

 

[Forever Sleep]

3/10.

I'm relatively numb and lazy right now. Just the usual: lack of work worries, guilt about being lazy and not doing my chores, annoyance about being alive and frustration at having to wait to kill myself. The usual background noise.

 

[Defenestration]

N0w 7/10

 

[Defenestration]

Now 1/10

 

[Exhausted546]

At 4/10, about to attempt in 2ish hours, was gonna attempt even if I was at 1/10, does that make me unusual?