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Exhausted546

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Dec 1, 2025
370
Just need to summon the courage to do it now. Since my partial hanging attempts didn't work, it's time to do full suspension hanging. I wonder if I can just tie one rope's end to the door knob, pass the rope over the door ,make a Slipknot take a chair to slip my head through the elevated noose ,kick the chair and just pass out in 10-20ish seconds

Or am I supposed to test my full suspension set up first
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,832
Make sure your thrashing unconscious body can't open the door. I tested a little on an unlocked door with handles, not knobs, and it was obvious I would open it and release the rope. I have some sturdier anchor points I can use, though.
 
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Exhausted546

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Dec 1, 2025
370
Make sure your thrashing unconscious body can't open the door. I tested a little on an unlocked door with handles, not knobs, and it was obvious I would open it and release the rope. I have some sturdier anchor points I can use, though.
I mean even if it open the door, you'd still be hanging wouldn't you?
 
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,832
I mean even if it open the door, you'd still be hanging wouldn't you?
Yeah maybe if you tied it to the other doorknob with no slack and didn't rely on the door to pinch it. Seems like it would slip off the edge though, that's like 2" from the knob. Also you'd have to be pretty small to do FSH this way unless it's a huge door
 
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Exhausted546

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Dec 1, 2025
370
Yeah maybe if you tied it to the other doorknob with no slack and didn't rely on the door to pinch it. Seems like it would slip off the edge though, that's like 2" from the knob. Also you'd have to be pretty small to do FSH this way unless it's a huge door
I'd slip off the edge? Wouldn't my weight prevent it from moving too much? I'll have to do a test run with my arm inside the noose I guess
 
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,832
I'd slip off the edge? Wouldn't my weight prevent it from moving too much? I'll have to do a test run with my arm inside the noose I guess
You're talking about hanging from an open door right next to edge (by the knob). Death spasms could easily move the rope that far
 
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Exhausted546

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Dec 1, 2025
370
You're talking about hanging from an open door right next to edge (by the knob). Death spasms could easily move the rope that far
Thank you, I hadn't thought of that cause I thought the spasms would need to move the rope by 15ish inches which I wasnt likely in my head but you never know
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
Midnightkitty

Midnightkitty

They/Them, genderfluid, always open to talk.
Nov 25, 2025
51
I feel a very similar way. I paid rent, handed out christmas gifts, celebrated, and now I can do what I need to.

I hope you find peace.
 
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