Method New Method | The "Heath Ledger"

[singingcrow]

I would prefer this over SN

 

[purebliss]

I would prefer this over SN

Whole reason I made this method :>
Almost as reliable as SN with even less drawbacks.

The only big downside is that its legally not allowed.

So is the 5-drug mix tho...

 

[Mooncry]

Zofran (Ondansetron) is another antiemetic that is way way way better and more effective

Zofran is what I have and plan to use anyway, so good to know someone else recommends it lol.

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

Sounds like a way to catch it that is very peaceful, drugged up to the gills and not feeling anything.

Just a bit scared of course that there's no past experience about it to see if it's really reliable.

Btw if somehow someone find you before you ctb, if they use narcan on you, wouldn't all the pills destroy your liver rapidly ? Just wondering.

 

[purebliss]

Sounds like a way to catch it that is very peaceful, drugged up to the gills and not feeling anything.

Just a bit scared of course that there's no past experience about it to see if it's really reliable.

Btw if somehow someone find you before you ctb, if they use narcan on you, wouldn't all the pills destroy your liver rapidly ? Just wondering.

There is no real way to be able to be brought back

Even with a continuous supply of narcan you would still most likely die from it because of the enormous benzo mix and the already done damage from the opioids.

But you are right: Please make sure nobody finds you for an hour

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

I'll be saving this, thaaaaank you!

 

[purebliss]

I'll be saving this, thaaaaank you!

Always glad to help :>

And you guys will soon get two test subjects with whole different body composition


Soooooo you will soon know how well it works~
I am absolutely certain that this method is at least as reliable as SN, but as someone else already stated: so far no test experiences, except heath ledger himself who died with FAR less while being used to opioids :>

 

[Aflame5926]

so how would the setup look like with fasting and its weight something that can influence a lot about the amount needed?

is it like SN day 1 and day 2?

 

[purebliss]

so how would the setup look like with fasting and its weight something that can influence a lot about the amount needed?

is it like SN day 1 and day 2?

Nope
Thats another great thing about this method

Your weight will not impact this in any significant way as it is way too much for your system to hide in fat cells.
The benzos like to hide in fat, but even here it is way too much for your body to even start handling it.

Because we crushed the pills they immediately release all their content in one absolutely overwhelming hit.
There is also no need to fast 2 days either.
I do advise not eating for about 5-6 hours and nothing too crazy beforehand that lies heavy in your stomach. But all in all is this still WAY too much opioids and benzos for your system to get any benefits out of your just consumed food.

This method is pretty damn amazing in every aspect.
And I have to admit that I can't wait for the day I drink it.

I still want to feel some things but roughly in a month I will call it quits. This weekend I will do an Ali-flip :D (LSD + MDMA + 2C-B)

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Another thing I learned to help with your SI is doing a Kitty-flip beforehand

Your amygdala is being heavily suppressed and connected together with your prefrontal cortex through the MDMA.
And the Ketamine keeps a steady connection between those two while also numbing hyperactive neural responses.

Ironically enough: ket and mdma are usually used to TREAT depression and suicidal ideation.
PTSD for example can be cured this way by reliving the trauma while under the influence of MDMA. Removing any negative feelings you usually would feel and from then on forcing your amygdala to no longer feel strong emotions about it.
MDMA is a very interesting drug and so is ketamine.

But it also just as much flat out removes all fear of death.
I felt so at peace with myself that I could have done it that same night. That peace also lasts beyond the kitty flip . Its not as strong anymore, but I still don't feel this "stomach-going up fear excitement" I usually feel when thinking about CTB. (I hope people who fight with SI know what I am talking about)

I, gladly, did the Kitty flip with my two ex-ctb mates tho. Therefore, not wanting to inconvenience them, I stayed.
And now we hit some more drug combinations :>
I might try a Quantum Flip as well (LSD + MDMA + Ketamine + 2C-B)

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

Damn you have so much knowledge about substances, i'm jealous.

If i had access to such a good variety, i'd definetely use them to wait till i get my ticket to ctb or even try your Heath Ledger method not gonna lie.

How do you reckon it would feel like ? Lights out all of a suddden ?

 

[purebliss]

Damn you have so much knowledge about substances, i'm jealous.

If i had access to such a good variety, i'd definetely use them to wait till i get my ticket to ctb or even try your Heath Ledger method not gonna lie.

How do you reckon it would feel like ? Lights out all of a suddden ?

I love researching a lot about things before I do them :>

You can easily get them on DH :P
Especially in Europe, India and the US.

Amazing. You will feel extremely drowsy, super sedated and not being able to form one clear thought because of the Midazolam you take beforehand.
You will not rven remember that you took the drink. Everything will suddenly become warm, cuddly and like you are being put in cotton, like you are hugged by god himself and then you just pass out. All that in the span of 5 Minutes.
There is a reason why opioids are being abused that hard :')

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

I love researching a lot about things before I do them :>

You can easily get them on DH :P
Especially in Europe, India and the US.

Amazing. You will feel extremely drowsy, super sedated and not being able to form one clear thought because of the Midazolam you take beforehand.
You will not rven remember that you took the drink. Everything will suddenly become warm, cuddly and like you are being put in cotton, like you are hugged by god himself and then you just pass out. All that in the span of 5 Minutes.
There is a reason why opioids are being abused that hard :')

I'm not familiar with DH but i might get into it while i wait for my ticket.

Might aswell try that instead of doing nothing and have Plan B.

But yeah sounds like a good way to ctb for sure...

 

[EmptyBottle]

DrugHub ^^

go to tor.taxi

to know how to setup the entire process with Bitcoin and XMR please visit buysn.net (The sn vendor there no longer exists. Neither does the coin exchange site they use for buying bitcoin. Just use the Phantom app found in the Playstore and Appstore)

One thing, Tor can be censored on some networks, and Tor use can be detected with certain firewalls.


Here's how I overcame the censorship:


Click Configure, then "Select a built in bridge"

I chose snowflake (you can try with snowflake/obfs4/meek, tho I picked it because a (legal in Australia) server I run has better uptime with snowflake)


Then click Connect.

(that's probably the only thing the buysn guide might've forgot)

 

[purebliss]

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Another interesting research.

Propranolol might significantly help with the consequences of adrenaline.
Purging common symptoms of amygdala hyperactivity like sweaty palms, shortness of breath and chest tightness. And of course, as any person here with SN knowledge knows, it prevents tachycardia (the racing of the heart)

So I absolutely recommend to take 100-200mg of Propranolol together with a Kitty-flip (MDMA first + Ketamine after 4-5 hours)

The propranolol should be consumed roughly 15-20 Minutes before taking the "Ledger drink", because it puts a heavy toll on your blood system and might lead to you passing out quickly before you can take the drink.

Under a normal Kitty-flip this behavior can not be observed.

Please do not combine all three drugs if you are NOT sure about dying. This alone might cause you to collapse and cause significant liver damage.

Be sure in what you do. This might ruin your life permanently!!!

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I also want to reiterate that ketamine and MDMA massively help to reduce any type of SI for any CTB method.

Further research into the topic showed me just what type of impact it has on your Amygdala's connection to the rest of the brain. Also, very much proven in a self-experiment. I was absolutely ready to take the "Ledger drink" if I wasn't flipping with 2 other people. My usual reaction of a "panic" reaction going from the stomach up to the brain completely stopped. I was unable to react with any significant negative emotions to the thought of my own mortality in any way.

MDMA drastically decreases reactivity inside the amygdala while also increasing the connection between the amygdala and the hippocampus which forces the amygdala to stop signaling fear and allowing your hippocampus to "witness" memories without any emotional charge. So you basically can stare at the "ledger drink" fully knowing that you will die drinking that and not feel anything. Maybe even an intense sense of euphoria due to the serotonin, dopamine and norepinephrine overdose in your brain. Usually due to the amygdala going absolutely crazy on the Hippocampus making it struggle to put anything into context, you would feel massive fear towards ending your own life.
Due to the increased functional connection they basically are "synchronized" now and the hippocampus makes sure that the amygdala does not trigger a physical panic response towards any outside event.

This combines well with the Ketamine that massively reduces neural reactivity across the entire connection between the amygdala and hippocampus which causes the amygdala to be highly isolated from the rest of the neural system.

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And yet another research that I will get myself into will be the effect of LSD and Psilocybin on fear response.
While clinical studies suggest that it got a lot of positive effects on the fear response there is too much variability between each trip. I took 300ug LSD roughly a month ago and while I did have a very insightful trip I would not dare say that my fear was reduced in any significant way. Then again, this is an anecdotal answer. This may vary widely from person to person and also significantly depends on the LSD dosage. 300ug is already quite a lot. 100ug might lead to different results.

I will attempt an Ali-flip this weekend (LSD + MDMA + 2C-B) and maybe a quantum flip (LSD + MDMA + Psilocybin + Ketamine) with additional 2C-B.

2C-B Is great to dampen the extreme come down from these drugs.

You will soon hear from me again :>

Thank you for reading. I am quite impressed with the results of my research and especially my self-experiment. I was not aware that it was possible to reduce SI to this extreme extent.
Have a wonderful rest of the day and I hope I was able to make you manage your SI now

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Disclaimer: Drugs are still drugs. Please do not treat them like candy. They have intense effects on your entire bodily system and especially affect your psychological system. You may come out worse than before!

All this research specifically focuses on drug usage for CTB purposes. In those scenarios bodily functioning does not matter anymore.
Doing this just for the "fun of it" will most definitely make your life worse than before

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

Damn this is not "Heath Ledger" territory anymore, it's the whole Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas experience !

 

[purebliss]

Damn this is not "Heath Ledger" territory anymore, it's the whole Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas experience !

That is the first time I ever heard of this title xD

But yep! Drugs are indeed miracle cures towards SI.
While they are usually absolutely trash in party setting use cases (especially with MDMA's intense depression and anxiety inducing after effects and Ketamine's bladder destroying properties with long-term use), for CTB purposes there is nothing better than this.
I am actually quite confused why drugs never came up before in managing SI. You are going to end your life anyway, why torture yourself more than needed? Have a party and go with a bang :D

ALTHOUGH:
In microdoses Ketamine and LSD might actually help to cure depression as proven by several clinical studies.
While MDMA in small doses can treat PTSD permanently.

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

That is the first time I ever heard of this title xD

But yep! Drugs are indeed miracle cures towards SI.
While they are usually absolutely trash in any other use case (especially with MDMA's intense depression and anxiety inducing after effects and Ketamine's bladder destroying properties with long-term use), for CTB purposes there is nothing better than this.
I am actually quite confused why drugs never came up before in managing SI. You are going to end your life anyway, why torture yourself more than needed? Have a party and go with a bang :D

ALTHOUGH:
In microdoses Ketamine and LSD might actually help to cure depression as proven by several clinical studies.
While MDMA in small doses can treat PTSD permanently.

I suppose anything that short-circuit certain process in the brain could be beneficial to influence this or that. But i guess the main thing about those is that they are recreative/illegal drugs, maybe it puts a stigma on them. Even though we are all here to acquire one way to ctb lega or not.

Well thanks to you and your lab assistants we have a bit more knowledge about all that if anyone wanted to try.

 

[purebliss]

I suppose anything that short-circuit certain process in the brain could be beneficial to influence this or that. But i guess the main thing about those is that they are recreative/illegal drugs, maybe it puts a stigma on them. Even though we are all here to acquire one way to ctb lega or not.

Well thanks to you and your lab assistants we have a bit more knowledge about all that if anyone wanted to try.

The only reason drugs like MDMA are illegal is really just because they are... made illegal.
That is literally all.

When taken in a therapeutic setting and with proper care patients testified that they even felt positive aftereffects.
A so-called "afterglow".

It is absolutely beyond me that High-risk no-return drugs like Alcohol and Tobacco are legal while those drugs that can actually permanently alter your brain structure for the better when taken in the proper set and setting are being put on lists.

There is obviously a reason for this: Lobbyism.
The alcohol and Tobacco lobby are absolutely aware that their drugs are quite frankly... absolutely trash with no benefits whatsoever.

On comparison charts between drugs alcohol was always rated the worst. It is a literal neurotoxic drug that adds nothing to your life and destroys your brain from the very first intake.

Right now we have a study going on in Berlin that tests 5-MeO-DMT on clinically depressed people with massive success so far.
Then we have studies that use MDMA to treat severe PTSD with also massive success so far.
Then we have LSD and Ketamine therapy here as well with... oh who could have guessed it... also massive success.

It is incredibly ridiculous that those drugs are illegal while the real danger with close to 400.000 Deaths per year runs rampant

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

Well alcohol is the "oldest drug", old habits are hard to kill, but i understand what you mean. Though who knows how medicine will implement some drugs that are illegal today that will become legal tomorrow. Would be cool to see it but i can't afford it...

 

[purebliss]

Well alcohol is the "oldest drug", old habits are hard to kill, but i understand what you mean. Though who knows how medicine will implement some drugs that are illegal today that will become legal tomorrow. Would be cool to see it but i can't afford it...

I mean... MDMA is remarkably cheap to produce
The same can be said towards Ketamine

we are talking 2 Euro per pill
And 15 Euro per gram of Ket

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

Oh i don't have your extensive knowledge about drugs but yeah i tried MDMA a few times and it was always great ahaha.

But yeah pills aren't expensive but technically some liquors aren't aswell, it's purely marketing.

Imagine when K and MDMA become mainstream, some dudes are gonna market the hell out of them to inflate the price ahaha

"In the deep underground levels of Berlin, the purest and most unstable elements are put together by german top biochemists to bring you the experience of multiple lifetimes in a handful of pills, the Ketabliss and MDpureMa are delivered to you at the most affordable prices ever"

I'll stop here, i'm derailing

 

[purebliss]

Oh i don't have your extensive knowledge about drugs but yeah i tried MDMA a few times and it was always great ahaha.

But yeah pills aren't expensive but technically some liquors aren't aswell, it's purely marketing.

Imagine when K and MDMA become mainstream, some dudes are gonna market the hell out of them to inflate the price ahaha

"In the deep underground levels of Berlin, the purest and most unstable elements are put together by german top biochemists to bring you the experience of multiple lifetimes in a handful of pills, the Ketabliss and MDpureMa are delivered to you at the most affordable prices ever"

I'll stop here, i'm derailing

I give you that: That was a very accurate description of capitalism xD
Hahahahaha

Well. The thing is that, so far, drugs have always been kept cheap if allowed by taxes. The only reason tobacco is as expensive as it is, is because of immense taxes. I absolutely encourage those taxes, though, as smokers cost the entire society a lot and there is absolutely no therapeutic value in tobacco actually harming even people standing close by or terrible parents hurting their children due to their cigarette abuse.

 

[purebliss]

Alright guys.

Tonight you may, or may not, witness the first exit via this Method ^^

Will keep you guys updated.
Taking the Meto stat dose now and play some games until I take the alprazolam.

My day has been not only absolutely insane, I am currently in an extreme manic episode.
I learned today that Bipolar individuals should in fact never consume MDMA ^^'
Feel free to search up what happens if you do...
I had intense shivering euphoric rushes closely followed by immediate intense depressive cry attacks that only last for a few Seconds.
This manic episode is so incredibly much that everything feels like a Hallucination now. When I touch the Wall, my Bed or even my own face it feels like it doesn't exist. I absolutely can not describe how I feel right now .
I am not even making much sense in my own brain in this moment.

Welp... Too late now anyways. I needed a kick to do this anyways. I should have been dead by 2020.
So in the next few hours maybe you guys witness the first exit via this method :>
Therefore I will also use this as a "goodbye thread.

I can not guarantee that my writing style will be coherent after consuming the immense amount of Xanax pills with Ketamine and Midazolam but I will give my best.

Will now do everything to suppress that last bit of amygdala activity and then hopefully call it quits :> stay tuned for updates and images!
Love you all here <3

 

[anxiousdweller]

Alright guys.

Tonight you may, or may not, witness the first exit via this Method ^^

Will keep you guys updated.
Taking the Meto stat dose now and play some games until I take the alprazolam.

My day has been not only absolutely insane, I am currently in an extreme manic episode.
I learned today that Bipolar individuals should in fact never consume MDMA ^^'
Feel free to search up what happens if you do...
I had intense shivering euphoric rushes closely followed by immediate intense depressive cry attacks that only last for a few Seconds.
This manic episode is so incredibly much that everything feels like a Hallucination now. When I touch the Wall, my Bed or even my own face it feels like it doesn't exist. I absolutely can not describe how I feel right now .
I am not even making much sense in my own brain in this moment.

Welp... Too late now anyways. I needed a kick to do this anyways. I should have been dead by 2020.
So in the next few hours maybe you guys witness the first exit via this method :>
Therefore I will also use this as a "goodbye thread.

I can not guarantee that my writing style will be coherent after consuming the immense amount of Xanax pills with Ketamine and Midazolam but I will give my best.

Will now do everything to suppress that last bit of amygdala activity and then hopefully call it quits :> stay tuned for updates and images!
Love you all here <3

Wishing you a safe journey and hope you can find your peace! Also appreciate you for researching and coming up with this new method it is very impressive.

 

[purebliss]

Wishing you a safe journey and hope you can find your peace! Also appreciate you for researching and coming up with this new method it is very impressive.

Thank you very much <3

I hope it works this time!
Last time I got interrupted, and I was also not quite content with SN I have to admit.
I hope Heath Ledger won't kill me again on the other side for making this method based on his death xD
Loved his performance as the Joker!

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There is so much stuff :')
Sucks a lot that I did not get to try all the stuff. But oh well

If you guys have any questions left just ask em now :>

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Also. Considering that this is now my goodbye thread as well feel free to check out my other Posts as well :>

Especially my little diary series where I got more and more into my psychosis. You can regrettably feel how much my mental sanity deteriorated with every new post haaaaah...
But still.

Part 1 - Life Story | Onion Link
Part 2 - Planning | Onion Link
Part 3 - Closure + DSL | Onion Link
Part 4 - Cover Blown | Onion Link <- Emotionally charged article. No longer reflects my current opinions and was written under massive sadness
Part 4:Amendment - Missing them | Onion Link <- Emotionally charged article. No longer reflects my current opinions and was written under massive sadness
Part 5 - Hypothesis | Onion Link
Part 6 - Curiosity | Onion Link
Part 7 - Shattered Hope | Onion Link
Part 8|Final Part - Happy Ending(?) + LSD Trip | Onion Link


Also, my first attempt here that I had to cancel because I had a worried friend show up at my door step.
Fate has her weird moments, eh?
I just hope the 200mg of Ket and 5 2mg Xanax bars with 2x15mg of Midazolam is enough to send me so deep down the disassociation that I can no longer feel my amygdala at all

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

I never comment on those kind of threads because i reallty don't know what to say...

I like reading your "experiments" on drugs posts cuz it reminds me when i was in high school talking with a friend in class all day wondering and planning what kind of effects we could pull out from association of substances...

And with that pic you linked i can see you havr a very broad range of stuff to get high on ahaha...funny that you have salvia too...

Are you gonna follow your "Heath Ledger" protocol strictly or you gonna try stuff that are on table ?

What games are you playing ?

 

[purebliss]

I never comment on those kind of threads because i reallty don't know what to say...

I like reading your "experiments" on drugs posts cuz it reminds me when i was in high school talking with a friend in class all day wondering and planning what kind of effects we could pull out from association of substances...

And with that pic you linked i can see you havr a very broad range of stuff to get high on ahaha...funny that you have salvia too...

Are you gonna follow your "Heath Ledger" protocol strictly or you gonna try stuff that are on table ?

What games are you playing ?

Except Ketamine I try to be as strict as I can be with the protocol :>
I want other people to be able to follow this and get similar results.
There is not much merit to research and outline a method just to do something entirely different xD

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How the pills look like :>

 

[Le temps perdu]

Thank you for sharing your research, I feel like this method should be much better than SN :)
I know almost nothing about drugs haha, I want to understand what you think about the method of street fentanyl overdose, like in terms of accessibility or reliability.

 

[purebliss]

Some biological facts real quick before I send it off.

I am 26 years old
105 Kg with a muslce-fat body type
183 cm
Half Turkish | Half Italian

This is how I look like: (Picture date is Mid-March 2026)
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I made sure that nothing comes up if anyone reverse searches my picture via several reverse image search engines. Only saw some pictures of models (which is pretty damn flattering, I won't lie- >_<) and some people that looked very similar to me.

Also, obviously removed all EXIF Data from this picture.
This is purely to showcase what type of body I am.
I am basically the negative example when it comes to substances. Because of my large muscle and fat deposits drugs, especially Benzo's, hide deep in them.
So if it works for me, it will most surely work for you :>
I also didn't fast today eating a rather large meal roughly 5-6 hours ago

Little trivia fun fact: Did you know that when you are obese and smoked weed that even if you stop for years you may test positive for weed again after working out? That is because the fatty reserves dissolve and release the weed or other fat-deposit-liking medication into your blood stream ^^'

Thank you for sharing your research, I feel like this method should be much better than SN :)
I know almost nothing about drugs haha, I want to understand what you think about the method of street fentanyl overdose, like in terms of accessibility or reliability.

Most definitely works as well.
1G of fent, no matter if street fent or not, should end you :>
That stuff is HIGHLY potent

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Got somebody to look up my Name after tomorrow to see if I manage to exit from this hellscape <3
So you will most definitely know if there has been a death report

Otherwise: If I do not come online anymore for over a month you Know what happened as well ^^

 

[xXiloveyouXx]

Some biological facts real quick before I send it off.

I am 26 years old
105 Kg with a muslce-fat body type
183 cm
Half Turkish | Half Italian

This is how I look like: (Picture date is Mid-March 2026)
[Removed]
I made sure that nothing comes up if anyone reverse searches my picture via several reverse image search engines. Only saw some pictures of models (which is pretty damn flattering, I won't lie- >_<) and some people that looked very similar to me.

Also, obviously removed all EXIF Data from this picture.
This is purely to showcase what type of body I am.
I am basically the negative example when it comes to substances. Because of my large muscle and fat deposits drugs, especially Benzo's, hide deep in them.
So if it works for me, it will most surely work for you :>
I also didn't fast today eating a rather large meal roughly 5-6 hours ago

Little trivia fun fact: Did you know that when you are obese and smoked weed that even if you stop for years you may test positive for weed again after working out? That is because the fatty reserves dissolve and release the weed or other fat-deposit-liking medication into your blood stream ^^'

Most definitely works as well.
1G of fent, no matter if street fent or not, should end you :>
That stuff is HIGHLY potent

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Got somebody to look up my Name after tomorrow to see if I manage to exit from this hellscape <3
So you will most definitely know if there has been a death report

Otherwise: If I do not come online anymore for over a month you Know what happened as well ^^

i hope it was peaceful for you