Discussion DDMAPH | 5-Drug Cocktail | Cost Breakdown & Accessability

[purebliss]

So hey there everyone!

Because I was bored ;) I thought I research how much the 5 Drug Cocktail would cost and how difficult it is to obtain every required medicine.
It is ranked almost the same as Nembutal on the PPeH so it obviously came to my attention before already. But I abandoned that very quickly for it's riskiness, insanity and just straight up ridiculous price.

Here is a breakdown. This thread assumes you have read the PPeH.
I will refer to the latest March 2026 edition of the PPeH.

I will view this as a person from Europe. So I only selected Vendor that are from Europe. Things may be cheaper or more expensive in other areas.

Drug Name	Required for protocol	Where to source	Dosage per pill	Units you are forced to buy	Total Price
Digoxin	100 mg	The website stated in the PPeH	250 mcg	250mcg * 360 Pills 250mcg * 60 Pills	185$
Diazepam	1g	DrugHub	10 mg	10 Blisters each containing 15 pills	98 Euro ~114,89$
Morphine	15g	DrugHub	100 mg	120 Pills	430 Euro ~504,09$
Amitriptyline	8g	The website stated in the PPeH	25 mg	25mg × 360 Pills	226.62$
PHenobarbital	5g	DrugHub	100 mg	3 Blisters each containing 100mg x20 Pills	300 Euro ~351,69$
Metoclopramid	20mg	The website stated in the PPeH (easy to get in your country through a brick and mortar pharmacy as well. Lie to any online doctor about having a genetic history of puking. The PPeH outlines what exactly to say. Worked flawlessly for me in Germany via DocMorris)	10mg	1 Blister containing 60 pills	32.04$
Ondansetron	8mg	DrugHub (probably also rather easy to get the official way(?) No data on this)	8mg	8mg x 15	210 Euro (what the fuck) ~246,18$ (massively cheaper from India. But guaranteed to get seized)

So with all the drugs combined we are at 1660.51$.
Fantastic, right? Absolutely sane and rational.

Now that is just the money aspect.

Let's calculate time and risk into this.
Almost all of those drugs will give you a hell of a lot of trouble with your local law enforcement. Especially morphine in those quantities is guaranteed to bring you a fantastic date at your local court with a less than favorable outcome. And it will go through customs. That much I can guarantee. Because Phenobarbital can only be sourced from a vendor in greece or India. So if you do not happen to live there... good luck. Pheno alone would probably grant them a search warrant and then you are royally fucked ^^
Police is not your friend and never will be

Waiting for all of those things to arrive you are surely another 3-4 weeks farther as well.
It is absolutely ridiculous. It is more likely that you find a reputable Nembutal vendor in that time frame or just book a straight flight to Peru with any of the peruvian SaSu Members here

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Purity of the drugs should not be an issue, though. They are usually sold in their original blisters. So they should work.

So yeah all in all I would consider this quite the impossible method. Not a non-method, no, it will probably work. But the entire bullshit around it is that much more insane than with SN.

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You take this risk on your own!

Back to wage slaving you guys go ^^

 

[NihilDoll]

"Welcome to late-stage terminal capitalism, where dying is unaffordable"

 

[purebliss]

"Welcome to late-stage terminal capitalism, where dying is unaffordable"

Hell yes! We can't let you escape this hell now, can we?
John Shareholder would be very sad my guy! You have to provide value, alright???
Also breed my brother! Breed and force more people into this hell ^~^

 

[NihilDoll]

Hell yes! We can't let you escape this hell now, can we?
John Shareholder would be very sad my guy! You have to provide value, alright???
Also breed my brother! Breed and force more people into this hell ^~^

Breeding?! In this economy?!

 

[purebliss]

"Welcome to late-stage terminal capitalism, where dying is unaffordable"

To make it even more ridiculous

here is an economic breakdown how much you cost poor old billionares and shareholders when you suicide :(

https://www.ajpmonline.org/article/S0749-3797(24)00081-3/fulltext

You can't do that to them, yes?

Breeding?! In this economy?!

Well yes, duh?
Brother you shall breed like a rabbit. Your kids yearn for the mines!

 

[NihilDoll]

To make it even more ridiculous

here is an economic breakdown how much you cost poor old billionares and shareholders when you suicide :(

https://www.ajpmonline.org/article/S0749-3797(24)00081-3/fulltext

You can't do that to them, yes?

Well yes, duh?
Brother you shall breed like a rabbit. Your kids yearn for the mines!

I thought encouragement was against the forum etiquette :P

But in all seriousness...
Am i the only one disgusted to the core by the fact that there is such a thing as an "economic evaluation of the cost of suicide"?

 

[purebliss]

I thought encouragement was against the forum etiquette :P

But in all seriousness...
Am i the only one disgusted to the core by the fact that there is such a thing as an "economic evaluation of the cost of suicide"?

I don't think you are. I am disgusted by the entire system as a whole.
I am still completely convinced that this is all a simulation to check how much suffering a human can take before they take their life.

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[NihilDoll]

I am still completely convinced that this is all a simulation to check how much suffering a human can take before they take their life.

I've been saying this for years actually.
The whole system is just comically evil and, if you look at it, almost entirely set up to be as hostile towards younger generations specifically as possible.
Most often without any rhyme or reason, too.

There's just no way this isn't just some Truman Show-esque social experiment shit...

 

[purebliss]

I've been saying this for years actually.
The whole system is just comically evil and, if you look at it, almost entirely set up to be as hostile towards younger generations specifically as possible.
Most often without any rhyme or reason, too.

There's just no way this isn't just some Truman Show-esque social experiment shit...

This ^^^

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[AnonymousCat1]

Damn. Well done research, OP. Very interesting!

 

[purebliss]

Damn. Well done research, OP. Very interesting!

Thank you <3
It is sad that my "conclusion" is basically that this method is not do-able

But at least it is a conclusion

 

[NihilDoll]

This ^^^

This can not be real at all. Which helps me a lot in coping with my situation I have to admit. Like.
It is not bad enough that the system itself is absolutely ridiculous but then they added ADHD + BPD + Clinical Depression and most likely Borderline on top of it?
What the fuck am I supposed to be? Some new hybrid test to see how a completely deranged guy can survive in this comicbook dystopian nightmare world?
Naaah man I won't play their sick jokes anymore. I am not that much mentally deranged that I seriously consider doing this for any time longer than I now have to.
Only reason I won't do it tomorrow is because my Midazolam is in the package station... And I have to get that on Monday and also test how potent it is

For me, it's my own health situation.
I have MS... or rather, *technically* i have MS.
All my myriad of doctors agree, i have all the symptoms, i have all the pain, the fatigue, the motor function and sensory issues, one optic nerve is gone and the plethora of mental illnesses that come from it.
But... no one may so so "officially". Why?
You see, to get a diagnosis, i need to have inflammations in my brain. That is the *only* thing i don't have... so NO ONE, no the physicians, the neurologists, the optometrists, the psychologists, none of them may give me a diagnosis (Which, btw, i could need to, you know, have any chance on the job market) because none of them are allowed to by the system set in place, as: No origin = No diagnosis.

It's a complete clown show. Enough doctors to full a small stadium are in agreement that shit's real, but all of them have to pretend it isn't.

I've long given up on believing any of this is actually real, and it's just a big, elaborate red room show for Billionaires who get their pickle tickles by others misery.

 

[purebliss]

For me, it's my own health situation.
I have MS... or rather, *technically* i have MS.
All my myriad of doctors agree, i have all the symptoms, i have all the pain, the fatigue, the motor function and sensory issues, one optic nerve is gone and the plethora of mental illnesses that come from it.
But... no one may so so "officially". Why?
You see, to get a diagnosis, i need to have inflammations in my brain. That is the *only* thing i don't have... so NO ONE, no the physicians, the neurologists, the optometrists, the psychologists, none of them may give me a diagnosis (Which, btw, i could need to, you know, have any chance on the job market) because none of them are allowed to by the system set in place, as: No origin = No diagnosis.

It's a complete clown show. Enough doctors to full a small stadium are in agreement that shit's real, but all of them have to pretend it isn't.

I've long given up on believing any of this is actually real, and it's just a big, elaborate red room show for Billionaires who get their pickle tickles by others misery.

??? What the fuck
I have never heard of this type of insanity before

You literally have physical dysfunctions and multiple doctors were on your case and everything but "you are not sick enough for them".

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So you can't get a job, can't properly study nothing and won't even get any type of disability payment because you are not sick enough for your insurance to do anything at all?

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[NihilDoll]

??? What the fuck
I have never heard of this type of insanity before

You literally have physical dysfunctions and multiple doctors were on your case and everything but "you are not sick enough for them".
I tell you man. This is 100% some type of permanent live stream. No way is this real in any way.

So you can't get a job, can't properly study nothing and won't even get any type of disability payment because you are not sick enough for your insurance to do anything at all?

Well as mentioned before, this is definitely some type of test to see how much the human mind can endure before it resolves itself to suicide ^^

Yup, i've been stuck in limbo for about a decade now. Can't move on, just running from doctor to doctor, restarting the procedure over and over again in the *hopes* of someone finding anything they can actually say, but it's always the same conclusion.
So yeah, for a good decade, i've been hoping to become more disabled... and i probably don't need to tell you what that does to your mind

Well, i wouldn't be here if that department would be OK :D

But yeah, it's all an elaborate hoax. And i refuse to change my mind about it.

 

[purebliss]

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Updated the cost breakdown.

Forgot the Metoclopramid and Ondansetron

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Yup, i've been stuck in limbo for about a decade now. Can't move on, just running from doctor to doctor, restarting the procedure over and over again in the *hopes* of someone finding anything they can actually say, but it's always the same conclusion.
So yeah, for a good decade, i've been hoping to become more disabled... and i probably don't need to tell you what that does to your mind

Well, i wouldn't be here if that department would be OK :D

But yeah, it's all an elaborate hoax. And i refuse to change my mind about it.

Oh I already went insane when I had to go from doctor to doctor to find out about my stomach issues (which are still not diagnosed mind you. They assume its a psychological thing. Which makes sense as it massively got better when I moved out of my parents home)
I can't even imagine what kind of suffering you have to go through.

True enough :P That's why we all end up here after all

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[Aflame5926]

i love the addon of Ondansetron 100% seized xD

 

[purebliss]

i love the addon of Ondansetron 100% seized xD

With absolute guarantee

There are German folks here that ordered Meto from India and it immediately got seized
So yes. Ondansentron is absolutely with 100% certainty not gonna get to your doorstep.

And you can pay a funny fine on top of it :>