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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
35,287
I wish you peace if this is what you want. May you find freedom from the suffering this life has given you.
 
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qwertylmno

qwertylmno

nine millimeter on the side swing it if you like
Jun 10, 2021
65
where are you at mentally now?
 
Eire1992

Eire1992

Conducting an experiment on how it feels to die
Jun 7, 2021
57
Fuck. My cover is blown. Fuck. Someone questioned my alibi and spoke to a friend I claimed I was going away to see long before I thought they would. We're moving things up. Nexium and Domperidone and Paracetamol are in. 15 mins and I'm moving to the SN.
 
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Rae82

Student
Jun 4, 2021
119
Fuck. My cover is blown. Fuck. Someone questioned my alibi and spoke to a friend I claimed I was going away to see long before I thought they would. We're moving things up. Nexium and Domperidone and Paracetamol are in. 15 mins and I'm moving to the SN.
Remember that you can always wait for another chance if you don't want to be rushed.
 
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qwertylmno

qwertylmno

nine millimeter on the side swing it if you like
Jun 10, 2021
65
Remember that you can always wait for another chance if you don't want to be rushed.
agreed. if you want peace, it seems like the situation is compromising that.
 
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Rayzieka

Rayzieka

Not Really Here
Apr 28, 2021
636
Please don't rush if you don't have too, and if you believe you'll be found please don't continue as you may end up somewhere unpleasant. <3
 
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Eire1992

Eire1992

Conducting an experiment on how it feels to die
Jun 7, 2021
57
I won't be found by morning, I'm 200 miles away and nobody knows where I'm staying. No we go early. Plan is the same. I've mixed 3 drinks and all the meds are in. Drinking the SN now.
 
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xostaticxo

xostaticxo

Let's See X
Jan 16, 2020
34
Man, please think it through first. It doesn't sound, from your post that your thinking it through. There are people you can go to.
 
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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
736
good luck my fwen i hope you find peace that you deserve <3
 
Eire1992

Eire1992

Conducting an experiment on how it feels to die
Jun 7, 2021
57
It's done. Guys i;m going to sign off this now. Id hoped to do updates but I can''t risk that all this will be found. I love you all. I wanted this. I wanted this. Goodbye
 
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xostaticxo

xostaticxo

Let's See X
Jan 16, 2020
34
I won't be found by morning, I'm 200 miles away and nobody knows where I'm staying. No we go early. Plan is the same. I've mixed 3 drinks and all the meds are in. Drinking the SN now.
Man, please see my last message.
 
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FallenRose

Member
May 18, 2019
14
Good luck on your journey, I hope you find peace when it's over
 
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qwertylmno

qwertylmno

nine millimeter on the side swing it if you like
Jun 10, 2021
65
if you're still online, i'd like to share a poem with you by bunmi laditan

If you're done
for real this time
finally finished
can't do it anymore
I won't ask you to stay forever
I won't beg you to cancel your plans
I only ask
in humility and understanding
that you wait
hold on
not forever
just a little longer
 
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BornBrief

BornBrief

Student
Dec 21, 2020
143
:( I hope you're at peace
 
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qwertylmno

qwertylmno

nine millimeter on the side swing it if you like
Jun 10, 2021
65
Man, please see my last message.
last post, 14 minutes ago. last seen 14 minutes ago. wherever they are, i only wish peace and serenity.
 
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hʚll

hʚll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
i'm sorry you had to rush things sigh
may you reach peace soon<3
 
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xostaticxo

xostaticxo

Let's See X
Jan 16, 2020
34
last post, 14 minutes ago. last seen 14 minutes ago. wherever they are, i only wish peace and serenity.

It really doesn't sound like he was in the right frame of thinking, I just hope somehow he is stopped.
 
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Panna

Panna

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2020
1,006
The piece of trash that had to "save" him. He wanted this, made his peace, and how does it end? Forced to rush everything and act like a "mad man" just for his happiness because to die is "immoral". I'd love to give the guilty party a piece of my mind.
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
I'm so sorry you're leaving us…. You're very brave and courageous.
Godspeed, my friend!!
:hug: :'(:heart:
 
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Stroopwafel.

Stroopwafel.

Meow
Jan 14, 2020
109
I hope you found the peace you were looking for. I'm sorry life treated you this way.
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
I know you did what you wanted, what most of us want, but I hate losing people here so much….
I'm really really sorry you had to go….
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,087
"This is one for the good days
And I have it all here
In red, blue, green
In red, blue, green"





He's finally free now...
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,623
I hope he's free and in peace.... But can we be so sure that he's Gone ? Maybe he got found somehow or freaked the fuck out and called for 911 or w/e.

Idk just saying. Hope he's Okay with whatever may have happened.
Godspeed
 
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qwertylmno

qwertylmno

nine millimeter on the side swing it if you like
Jun 10, 2021
65
I hope he's free and in peace.... But can we be so sure that he's Gone ? Maybe he got found somehow or freaked the fuck out and called for 911 or w/e.

Idk just saying. Hope he's Okay with whatever may have happened.
Godspeed
if he is alive, hopefully he will come back here once he's ready and see all of our replies, and smile to himself
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,623
Amen to that,. We can Always hope... I guess time will tell the rest of the story.
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,087
I hope he's free and in peace.... But can we be so sure that he's Gone ? Maybe he got found somehow or freaked the fuck out and called for 911 or w/e.
Idk just saying. Hope he's Okay with whatever may have happened.
I won't be found by morning, I'm 200 miles away and nobody knows where I'm staying. No we go early. Plan is the same. I've mixed 3 drinks and all the meds are in. Drinking the SN now.

It's done. Guys i;m going to sign off this now. Id hoped to do updates but I can''t risk that all this will be found. I love you all. I wanted this. I wanted this. Goodbye
 
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WFJ74

Student
Aug 18, 2020
150
I'm a little concerned about the Nexium usage but I hope you find peace.
 
Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,623
Yeaa Ok,. I'm not going to get into stupid shit with you about this.

Just saying none of us can be 100% Certain unless we hear / read of some news somehow which usually doesn't happen I don't believe.
 
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LastLoveLetter

LastLoveLetter

Persephone
Mar 28, 2021
657
Rest In Peace. I am sorry you had to rush, scrambling to die on the last day of your life. It's a day you should have been able to experience at your own pace, and the timing of your passing should have been on your terms, instead of racing against the clock in case you were stopped. You deserved peace and to take your time. It saddens me that you lacked freedom in life, imprisoned by your mind and by the memories it held. Only to have to relinquish your freedom once again, panicking and rushing towards your death due to the actions someone else. I hope you are free from your pain now.

On The Nature of Daylight was such a beautiful choice to have at the beginning and end of your playlist. The same song is on my final playlist too - few tracks have touched me the way this one has. I am sorry you presumably did not get the opportunity to hear it one final time, as you wished.

I am listening to this song tonight, and I am thinking of you.

 
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