hahaha so like
i have a friend who loves and cares for me
and a therapist who loves and cares for me
but i have
emotional baggage
so my response to people caring about me
is feeling guilty that i made them care about me
because in the past i've made it so hard for the people who cared about me
and so what i do when someone cares about me
is attempt ctb
and do sh
and its really fucking funny
watching every single cycle of this
they always say "now I know your plan. you can't get rid of me that easily. I have a LOT of energy for you."
i always win tho
i always win
hahaaa lol i'm okay!!!!!
i have a friend who loves and cares for me
and a therapist who loves and cares for me
but i have
emotional baggage so my response to people caring about me
is feeling guilty that i made them care about me
because in the past i've made it so hard for the people who cared about me
and so what i do when someone cares about me
is attempt ctb
and do sh
and its really fucking funny
watching every single cycle of this
they always say "now I know your plan. you can't get rid of me that easily. I have a LOT of energy for you."
i always win tho
i always win
hahaaa lol i'm okay!!!!!
