leaving.

[ecmnesia]

i don't have the heart so say goodbye. to be honest, i just don't know what to say.

this is sudden, i know, but it was also doomed to come. i am ready. i intend today i will depart with stats dose around 17 p.m (+3 GMT).

thank you all for the love you've shared with me. i will never forget it. sorry for not having better words to say. my heart aches to say goodbye.

i will self-ban. hope things work out for me, but if not, i doubt i will have the guts to come back here anyway. i am sorry for not saying proper farewells and disappointing some of you. you were incredible with me and no words will be enough to describe the gratitude i feel, but i am exhausted, and drained.

i am not sure if I will be able to come back before my time, and if not... thank you all for your kindness.

i love you all. see you soon.

 

[lobster salad]

Goodbye. That was too soon, I hope you change your mind?

 

[yive]

good luck. i will remember you ;)
see you on the other side soon

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Will miss you so much. You always have such great posts and the world is going to loose a true gem. I am sorry it has come to this and all I can wish is you have a peaceful journey. Please save a seat for me and I hope we can chat on the bus.

Very sad day

 

[Okami]

I'm really sorry that life led you to this point. I never talked to you, but you seemed really kind to everyone. I sincerely hope that you rest well.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I'll miss your intelligent posts.

 

[darksideofthebright]

Oh @ecmnesia, my heart genuinely aches for you.

You have been so incredibly strong, and you've given your life your best shots, and your best is good enough! I can't even describe enough in words how much you deserve peace and happiness. Really wish I could give you a hug right now to tell you that you are loved and it's been a pleasure having you on SS.

I wish you a safe journey. And please remember, there is absolutely no shame in changing your mind. The bus is there for you, and you only. It cannot leave without you.

In the mean time, my PM is open if you want to talk about absolutely anything or just to get distracted.

 

[Isadeth]

I'm wishing you peace and comfort in whatever your heart needs during this time. Whether you go today or not, it was lovely interacting with you on posts.

 

[toseeyousmile]

I wish the best for you though it is a shame to see you go, best of luck with whatever path you choose!

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

i don't have the heart so say goodbye. to be honest, i just don't know what to say.

this is sudden, i know, but it was also doomed to come. i am ready. i intend today i will depart with stats dose around 17 p.m (+3 GMT).

thank you all for the love you've shared with me. i will never forget it. sorry for not having better words to say. my heart aches to say goodbye.

i will self-ban. hope things work out for me, but if not, i doubt i will have the guts to come back here anyway. i am sorry for not saying proper farewells and disappointing some of you. you were incredible with me and no words will be enough to describe the gratitude i feel, but i am exhausted, and drained.

i am not sure if I will be able to come back before my time, and if not... thank you all for your kindness.

i love you all. see you soon.

You can always return here and all of us will welcome you with open arms.

 

[Ghost2211]

I hope everything goes well for you. I'm sorry life came down to this. It was a pleasure to know you and read your posts. You will be missed.

 

[Symbiote]

I wish you safe travels and eternal peace, friend.

 

[waterstrider]

I loved reading your helpful posts.

You seem like a genuinely nice, thoughtful and intelligent person.

It's very sad to hear that you want to leave...hopefully you thought it through.

All I can wish you is a quick, (mostly) pleasant and painfree transition to the other side.

 

[Despondent]

Wishing you a peaceful journey and safe travels

 

[botanormal]

I am so sorry things have reached this point for you, you've been one of the sweetest members of this community, and you being here has been an absolute blessing. I hope your journey is a comfortable one, and you get your desired peace. You really deserve an escape from all of this. If you do change your mind, don't ever feel ashamed about returning, okay? You could never disappoint us, seriously. Whatever you decide is best for you, I'm wishing you the best of luck. I'm sending you the biggest hugs I can possibly muster right now, thank you for being you. Goodbye!

 

[Panna]

i don't have the heart so say goodbye. to be honest, i just don't know what to say.

this is sudden, i know, but it was also doomed to come. i am ready. i intend today i will depart with stats dose around 17 p.m (+3 GMT).

thank you all for the love you've shared with me. i will never forget it. sorry for not having better words to say. my heart aches to say goodbye.

i will self-ban. hope things work out for me, but if not, i doubt i will have the guts to come back here anyway. i am sorry for not saying proper farewells and disappointing some of you. you were incredible with me and no words will be enough to describe the gratitude i feel, but i am exhausted, and drained.

i am not sure if I will be able to come back before my time, and if not... thank you all for your kindness.

i love you all. see you soon.

Good luck, I enjoyed seeing your posts around the site. If it doesn't work out, come back, I know that you said you don't have the guts, but there's lots of people here who would be happy to see you. I don't think anyone here would judge you and act high and mighty.

 

[I screwed up]

Sorry to see u go buddy ... Rip my friend

 

[Kramer]

i don't have the heart so say goodbye. to be honest, i just don't know what to say.

this is sudden, i know, but it was also doomed to come. i am ready. i intend today i will depart with stats dose around 17 p.m (+3 GMT).

thank you all for the love you've shared with me. i will never forget it. sorry for not having better words to say. my heart aches to say goodbye.

i will self-ban. hope things work out for me, but if not, i doubt i will have the guts to come back here anyway. i am sorry for not saying proper farewells and disappointing some of you. you were incredible with me and no words will be enough to describe the gratitude i feel, but i am exhausted, and drained.

i am not sure if I will be able to come back before my time, and if not... thank you all for your kindness.

i love you all. see you soon.

What happened to becoming a doctor?

 

[Sakura94]

Please stay

 

[Konjac]

I'm so sorry things have come to this... I just hope you're not rushing into things, but I trust your judgement. Please remember that you're always welcome back, and that there's no shame in changing your mind. I hope things go as peacefully and smoothly as possible, safe travels friend. You'll be missed dearly.

 

[InterstateFlowers]

Ecmnesia I'm sorry that life has hurt you this way, I wish everything goes safely and smoothly and no matter what you're always welcome here, even if you don't have the confidence back I'm willing to tell you know that it's going to be okay and whatever choice you make is valid. I've always enjoyed seeing your name and profile picture around and I'm heartbroken to see you go. We love you

 

[Deleted member 23586]

Baby...... This hurts. I have to admit it. I'm gonna miss you so much. Even though we didn't talk much. I ways appreciated you so much. So so so so much love. I'm so sorry hun. I just want to give you one last hug before you leave us. *big megaton hug full of love and candy*

Bai Bai sweet baby

 

[OopsIdidntwanttodie]

Your heart is so beautiful. I'm sorry you couldn't find it in yourself to stay any longer. Our conversations were very comforting and I hope you never have to feel pain ever again. Rest well sweet angel

 

[TripleA]

Wish you eternal peace

 

[WornOutLife]

Ohh my dear @ecmnesia,
We'll really miss you. I know how hard it's to finally get the guts to CTB.
Wish you the best and I'm sure you'll be in a better place and if not, at least you'll be at peace into the nothingness.

Lots of hugs for you.

 

[less than]

It's so sad to see that you want to go now. And it's too soon. I will miss your posts. If you change your mind you are always welcome here.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Whatever you decide to do, I support you. I am glad to have known you. I understand your pain and frustrations more than that of many members. I wish I could fix things for you, for everyone, but since I can't, I send you my compassion and the most warm hugs to comfort and support you in whatever you do.

 

[TheEndisNear121200]

I'm so shocked I can't even write anything meaningful. This was too sudden and almost feels like an impulsive act. I really hope you think this through and about the things you're going to leave behind.
You have a heart of gold and I'm so grateful that I've got the chance to talk to someone as compassionate and intelligent as you are.
you have touched my heart with your kindness and I really hope you don't give up your chance at becoming a doctor because the world will be losing so much if you do

 

[Caspers]

Will miss you mate, I hope things go well for you

 

[Shotgunjohn]

i hope you finally find peace. i will miss seeing your posts here