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botanormal

botanormal

Mage
Nov 9, 2020
550
i am in a hotel. i will drink it now... wish me luck friends. i will miss you.

please please ban me if I do not reach out in 24 hours. i don't want any trouble for you.
I will miss you so so much, good luck ecmnesia! We're all here with you. :hug:
 
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ecmnesia

ecmnesia

the only thing humans are equal in is death
Aug 30, 2020
766
i drank it. it horrible. too salty. my throat burns
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
695
i drank it. it horrible. too salty. my throat burns
i'm sure you will find a better place there because you deserve it.
have a good trip
 
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ecmnesia

ecmnesia

the only thing humans are equal in is death
Aug 30, 2020
766
i feel nauseous. my head hurts. i will leave now friends. heart to fast. goodbye.
 
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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
740
safe travels, i'm so sorry :aw:
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,564
i feel nauseous. my head hurts. i will leave now friends. heart to fast. goodbye.
Farewell! I'm gonna be here by your side
 
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botanormal

botanormal

Mage
Nov 9, 2020
550
i feel nauseous. my head hurts. i will leave now friends. heart to fast. goodbye.
Goodbye, I hope you can find peace now. :heart:
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
i feel nauseous. my head hurts. i will leave now friends. heart to fast. goodbye.

It hurts so much to see you go. Rest in peace...

:heart: :heart:
 
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Metalhead

Metalhead

Born slippy
Sep 21, 2020
213
Goodbye and safe travels ❤️❤️❤️
 
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IrishButterfly

New Member
Nov 15, 2020
1
I never commented before but you were one of my favourite posters on this forum. I hope you find peace and I truly believe you will be welcomed in with open arms into sweet eternal bliss in the afterlife. Travel well my friend
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Safe travels friend :heart:
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Wow, I don't even have words. sending you love and best wishes.
 
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JustABunchOfAtoms

She/they
Jul 23, 2020
516
No way! I'm going to miss you so much.
 
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sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
Oh noo.... I hope everything works out for you... you can always come back :heart: ;-; Safe travels, I hope you'll find peace :heart::hug: I will miss you.... ;-;
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,564
:heart:
 
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Deleted member 14177

not home
Jan 20, 2020
345
Sweet dreams, sweet friend.
 
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virginiawoolf86

virginiawoolf86

Specialist
Jul 4, 2020
316
I'm so sorry that life has brought you to this point and I'm sorry to see you go. You are one of my favorite people on here. I hope that whatever happens, that you're in a good place. You'll be missed.
 
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darksideofthebright

darksideofthebright

Check in on your happy friend
Nov 10, 2020
251
You probably won't be able to see this ( I actually hope so, and I know that might sound really bad), but I really treasure having been able to meet you on SS. You're the first one I have interacted with that ctb, and even though my heart is aching, it's also wishing that you are now dreaming sweet dreams. :heart: Will miss you a lot.
 
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Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
1,029
i don't have the heart so say goodbye. to be honest, i just don't know what to say.

this is sudden, i know, but it was also doomed to come. i am ready. i intend today i will depart with stats dose around 17 p.m (+3 GMT).

thank you all for the love you've shared with me. i will never forget it. sorry for not having better words to say. my heart aches to say goodbye.

i will self-ban. hope things work out for me, but if not, i doubt i will have the guts to come back here anyway. i am sorry for not saying proper farewells and disappointing some of you. you were incredible with me and no words will be enough to describe the gratitude i feel, but i am exhausted, and drained.

i am not sure if I will be able to come back before my time, and if not... thank you all for your kindness.

i love you all. see you soon.
I'm sorry you're at this point my friend and the exhaustion has driven you to this end.
If this is your time or not, there is love for you.
I honestly and sincerely hope this shines on you no matter how this plays out and that where ever your journey takes you.
Love and respect friend

DBD
 
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Forgotten

Forgotten

Student
Aug 19, 2020
129
Goodbye ecmnesia, it's so sad it has come to this, from your recent posts I thought you had found motivation to keep going, but looks like you made your decision and in the end that's ok.

Hope you have a peaceful journey to the other side.
 
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Silvermorning

Silvermorning

The polar bears made me do it
Oct 10, 2020
212
I just arrived to late to bid her farewell :(
 
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OopsIdidntwanttodie

OopsIdidntwanttodie

Ctb by the 20th of December
Oct 11, 2020
137
I'm going to miss seeing you on here. I hope you're no longer in pain. My chest hurts so much ;-;;-;
 
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less than

less than

not important
Jul 25, 2019
194
:heart::aw: goodbye ecmnesia
 
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foxdie

Got my ticket
Aug 18, 2020
1,011
Wow I don't know what to say... I didn't get to say goodbye... I'm so sorry @ecmnesia you deserved so much better. Your light was a gift to this world. The world is truly a darker place today. This feels so surreal. I will miss you :aw:
 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,794
I am so sorry this happened. If it is not your time do not feel shame in coming back and chatting with us all, I found it so admirable that you still wanted to be a doctor and help others even though you were suffering so much in this life.
I will miss seeing you around and hearing your insights, I hope you are no longer hurting. :heart:
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
695
i'm sure that now everything is fine with you and you are in a better place, ecmnesia. you were a significant and active member of this forum and raised many interesting and topical issues during your stay here.

we, humans, are usually selfish, psychopathic, and don't care about others...
it's the way the world works, and this world is broken.

but nevertheless:
we all appreciate your input, and we will all miss you.
it is a huge loss for this indifferent, cruel and vile world, from which the best people are forced to leave.

rest in peace, ecmnesia :heart:
 
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BlackCatTalk

BlackCatTalk

StrayCat
Apr 28, 2019
198
I wish you peace, and Im going to light a candle for you tonight. Hugs.
 
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justsad&done

Visionary
Nov 11, 2020
2,804
so sorry to have missed you. and sorry for your pain. i sincerely hope wherever you are, you are at peace and comforted with sweet surroundings and endless love.
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,864
Goodbye, ecmnesia. You will be greatly missed.
 
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Frew

Member
Jan 7, 2020
62
This is terribly sad. I hope she is at peace now :heart:
 
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