leaving.

[Sakura94]

Hope everything went as you wanted

 

[Deleted member 23009]

Safe travels, I hope everything went well and you find your peace

 

[AutoTap]

I will miss you. Was nice seeing you in the community and posting. I hope we do see you again if you decide to not go through with it.

If you do go through with it I wish you peace and the best.

 

[PeacefulDarkness]

Rest in peace @ecmnesia. See you on the other side.

 

[beetlejuiceahh]

I am going to miss reading your posts and comments, it's weird how I felt like I was starting to know you as I memorized your name and added it to the ones I seek out most on threads. I hope you find eternal peace and calm<3

 

[demuic]

Oh no, I missed this thread. I hope you've found peace, I will sincerely miss seeing you post on here.

 

[Gaybonez]

I hope you have found peace.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

Wishing you a peaceful journey and hope you find peace

 

[TotallyIsolated]

I hope OP found some comfort here.

 

[NodusTollens]

No matter what happens, you will be missed. I wish you peace.

 

[Deleted member 13412]

i hope ur not suffering anymore <3 we alredy miss u

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Don't know how I missed this. I'm so sorry dear @ecmnesia

 

[NightmareTour]

I hope that whatever happens, you find some kind of peace. It's been nice seeing your posts around, you've been really helpful and insightful. Good luck with whatever is ahead.

 

[laeloth]

Good trip. Rest well

 

[All washed up]

Oh and now Ecmnesia has had her name crossed out makes it seem more final.
Such a shame she seemed such a bright young mind, full of ideas and adventurous thoughts and hope.
Her constant changing her mind over whether or not to ctb always asking questions some very naive about simply staying in a hotel.
The reality of being on SS really hitting home at the moment :(

 

[Kat!]

I was crying over this post all night. I just met you, and you were such a sweet person to all of us, and me as well.
My heart hurts so much knowing you are gone.

 

[SuicidalCompassion]

I registered yesterday so I could say goodbye to you, didn't know though that accounts have to be activated manually by administration :( I know I'm late, and was wondering if there is even a point in writing this now... Well, I just wanted to say that it damn hurts. I loved reading your posts, I could relate with so many of them. Even your avatar was resonating with me, as I just finished monster lately. When you said a couple of days ago that you decided not to CBT, give life another go and try to become a doctor, I was happy. And I was jealous. And I was really fucking rooting for you. Then this thread appeared.... Eh, I don't even know if I'm even more jealous now or not. What I do know is that I'm sad as hell.

You will be missed very, very much. I'm glad you don't have to suffer anymore. And I'm selfish in my sadness that I won't have a chance to talk with you. I hope that whatever is out there, whether some sort of afterlife, or simply a nothingness, you found your peace. Because you damn deserve it.

This world is worse without you, but it didn't deserve you anyway

 

[W’ren]

I know we didn't interact much but i greatly respected your opinions and insight on posts in this forum.
Please know you can come back- anytime.
Safe travels.

 

[muffin222]

RIP Your compassion and insight stood out to me whenever I read your posts. Wherever you are now, I wish you peace, and I hope you found what you were looking for without having to suffer too much in your final moments

 

[KleinerWolf]

Sorry it came to this.
Rest easy,
Love you too.

 

[Gaybonez]

Oh and now Ecmnesia has had her name crossed out makes it seem more final.
Such a shame she seemed such a bright young mind, full of ideas and adventurous thoughts and hope.
Her constant changing her mind over whether or not to ctb always asking questions some very naive about simply staying in a hotel.
The reality of being on SS really hitting home at the moment :(

I regret not joining a bit sooner. I've been better for a while now and was lurking for a few weeks reading her posts. I recognize that everyone has the right to their own bodies and things like her suicide are no different from a breakup, but it still affects me. I think she honestly could have resolved her problems and been successful in some form. And happy. Happy too. I used to think like her so much actually. I just never actually got the information until after I actually OD'd one time on an opiod. I'm happy she is no longer suffering, but I saw way too much of myself in her to sit comfortably. I really didn't like the hesitation she showed. I recognize and accept her personal right, but I'm just sad that she didn't stick it out for a bit longer.

 

[All washed up]

I was crying over this post all night. I just met you, and you were such a sweet person to all of us, and me as well.
My heart hurts so much knowing you are gone.

I regret not joining a bit sooner. I've been better for a while now and was lurking for a few weeks reading her posts. I recognize that everyone has the right to their own bodies and things like her suicide are no different from a breakup, but it still affects me. I think she honestly could have resolved her problems and been successful in some form. And happy. Happy too. I used to think like her so much actually. I just never actually got the information until after I actually OD'd one time on an opiod. I'm happy she is no longer suffering, but I saw way too much of myself in her to sit comfortably. I really didn't like the hesitation she showed. I recognize and accept her personal right, but I'm just sad that she didn't stick it out for a bit longer.

Yes I agree with all this. She did a long post about 2 weeks ago about ctb in a hotel when she was clearly unsure.
There were a lot of good luck posts and hotel advice posts.
I PM her as didn't want to risk being called out for being prolife.
We then had quite a lot of exchanges over the last couple of weeks she really seemed to be on the road to recovery.
Sadly she's gone now.
I'm just wondering things like how long it took to find her etc.:(

 

[MeriDeath]

RIP my friend, fly high as you can ,

 

[kitigene]

I miss you. You were a friend more than any close person that I live with. I apologize for all my mistakes when I was talking to you. Wish you're in a better place. I just noticed your death 2 weeks later. I wanted to say sorry but I guess I'm late for it. God bless your soul. You'll live forever in my memories