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JustAboutDone

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Bit I'll only have a few hrs its not enough time

Is that because of trying to find the right timings of being on your own?

There'll always be other opportunities - don't rush it if it doesn't feel right x
 
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Kingkelly

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Is that because of trying to find the right timings of being on your own?

There'll always be other opportunities - don't rush it if it doesn't feel right x
Yes. They left now and will be back a few hrs
 
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JustAboutDone

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Yes. They left now and will be back a few hrs

Just remember this is your time, it's got to be a time when you're 100% ready comfortable and peaceful with it. If anything doesn't feel right in your head or heart then the time isn't right. And know we are all here for you xx
 
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Lara Francis

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You are not GUARANTEED to vomit, however if you have not taken any anti-emetic then you'll most likely vomit.
Even then from what I have read of one genuine users experience you will still be affected by it.
Thanku Johnnythefox.
I have and will def take the metoclopramide i have.i dont understand why people would'nt. X
 
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Mich517

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Jan 9, 2019
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Well pal, there is serious doubt about whether Xerxes was all he claimed to be, now we've got you and others sprouting ah! But Xerxes said!
Xerxes os only one of them, I know there are more sources which I used.

but if you wanted to be successful at taking your own life using this method
why didnt you take the anti vomit pills?
20g should have put you down and then some.
Its no different than saying I got a fly in my mix so it was no good
IM not saying what you did was bad, Im saying now what people are saying about it is bad.
I was certain that DMSO is enough.
 
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Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
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know there are more sources which I used.
Do you care to QUOTE those sources?
AFAIK Xerxes was the one who instigated this method.
 
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JustAboutDone

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Do you care to QUOTE those sources?
AFAIK Xerxes was the one who instigated this method.

"Xerxes" perhaps worked with horses in some capacity and thought he'd have a "lol"
 
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Kingkelly

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Just remember this is your time, it's got to be a time when you're 100% ready comfortable and peaceful with it. If anything doesn't feel right in your head or heart then the time isn't right. And know we are all here for you xx
Ya ill have 8 hrs tomorrow
 
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Minudah

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Dec 3, 2018
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Thanku Johnnythefox.
I have and will def take the metoclopramide i have.i dont understand why people would'nt. X
I don't understand why anyone who could wouldn't either, but some of us aren't fortunate enough to be able to get meto. Some of us have been disabled with painful symptoms and have never been able to work, so don't have money for a debit card to buy things off of eBay but can buy a $20 bottle of DMSO from the store. It's also low-key if you already have chronic pain since that's what people use DMSO for.

No one is saying that anyone who can get meto shouldn't use it. The op shouldn't have done this method since if he could order DMSO then he could order meto. There aren't a lot of us who would see use in this method, most people have been able to work before so they can afford debit cards.
But for those of us who can't I've yet to see anyone recommend an alternative. I've asked over and over again here, I've also asked people on here if they'd want to jump some place many hours from me (I can't drive) and no one has taken me up on it. The doorknobs in my house are too weak to hold my weight, and I live in a city in the desert where there's nowhere private to avoid interruption nor any trees to hang from. I don't see any choices I have here besides 1. Slashing my carotid arteries, 2. Suffocation, and 3. SN with DMSO. I'd love other options but I don't see any. If anyone has any actual suggestions I'd be more than willing to hear them.

I did order "meto" from Bonanza.com since they took my Visa gift card, but I'm not expecting it to be real once it gets here. I looked and looked and Bonanza.com was all I could find that takes Visa gift cards and had anyone claiming to be selling meto. I'll use it instead if it's legit, but it's probably fake and I probably wasted my money because I really don't want to drink DMSO. If anyone has any suggestions I'm more than open to them, I switched to trying SN+DMSO after trying carotid compression and would gladly switch to a better method if I knew of one.

Not everyone is fortunate with lots of money and good health. If you can work and don't have any serious health issues you have no clue how lucky you are.
 
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JustAboutDone

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@Minudah i think you've posted that before? Other people might be in equally financial dire straits

No one is judging you ? Not sure what the issue is?
 
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Minudah

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Dec 3, 2018
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@Minudah i think you've posted that before?
Yes I have, and the lack of answer just shows what I'm saying. People want to bash on anyone using a method but they're not recommending alternatives. When you're not recommending any alternatives why do you think it is your place to bash on how other people choose to end our pain? Or should I just suffer in misery because I'm disabled and can't get better options?
 
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JustAboutDone

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@Minudah i think you've posted that before?
Yes I have, and the lack of answer just proves what I'm saying. When you're not recommending any alternatives why do you think it is your place to bash on how other people choose to end our pain? Or should I just suffer in misery because I'm disabled and can't get better options?

Erm I'm not entirely sure what you're referring to? Please explain to me when I have "bashed you"

I have not done anything except call into question, alongside many other people, the reliability of an ex- forum user.

It's not my job to "recommend alternatives" for you? The pph is available to all forum users
 
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Vaughn

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Feb 21, 2019
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Yes I have, and the lack of answer just shows what I'm saying. People want to bash on anyone using a method but they're not recommending alternatives. When you're not recommending any alternatives why do you think it is your place to bash on how other people choose to end our pain? Or should I just suffer in misery because I'm disabled and can't get better options?
Kind
 
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Lara Francis

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I don't understand why anyone who could wouldn't either, but some of us aren't fortunate enough to be able to get meto. Some of us have been disabled with painful symptoms and have never been able to work, so don't have money for a debit card to buy things off of eBay but can buy a $20 bottle of DMSO from the store. It's also low-key if you already have chronic pain since that's what people use DMSO for.

No one is saying that anyone who can get meto shouldn't use it. The op shouldn't have done this method since if he could order DMSO then he could order meto. There aren't a lot of us who would see use in this method, most people have been able to work before so they can afford debit cards.
But for those of us who can't I've yet to see anyone recommend an alternative. I've asked over and over again here, I've also asked people on here if they'd want to jump some place many hours from me (I can't drive) and no one has taken me up on it. The doorknobs in my house are too weak to hold my weight, and I live in a city in the desert where there's nowhere private to avoid interruption nor any trees to hang from. I don't see any choices I have here besides 1. Slashing my carotid arteries, 2. Suffocation, and 3. SN with DMSO. I'd love other options but I don't see any. If anyone has any actual suggestions I'd be more than willing to hear them.

I did order "meto" from Bonanza.com since they took my Visa gift card, but I'm not expecting it to be real once it gets here. I looked and looked and Bonanza.com was all I could find that takes Visa gift cards and had anyone claiming to be selling meto. I'll use it instead if it's legit, but it's probably fake and I probably wasted my money because I really don't want to drink DMSO. If anyone has any suggestions I'm more than open to them, I switched to trying SN+DMSO after trying carotid compression and would gladly switch to a better method if I knew of one.

Not everyone is fortunate with lots of money and good health. If you can work and don't have any serious health issues you have no clue how lucky you are.
I am sorry to hear of your health issues and suffering.
I think those of us that live in the uk are fortunate to be able to go to the doctors and make up a story about feeling sick to get the metoclopramide (as i did) but i do apprieate that its not as easy for others.
I dont work either,which makes the sn method attractive due to its cost.
I wish everyone a peaceful exist but that means following protocol to avoid possible failure or prolonged death.
 
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Ln42

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@Minudah

PayPal accept visa gift cards and you can use PayPal on eBay. Just a thought.
 
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Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
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Those sources are on this site. Why should I mention all of them in this thread?
They're not worth a crap if they are only on this site mate.
You're also the guy claiming sources, so let's all see the reliable evidence!
 
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est0091

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I am sorry to hear of your health issues and suffering.
I think those of us that live in the uk are fortunate to be able to go to the doctors and make up a story about feeling sick to get the metoclopramide (as i did) but i do apprieate that its not as easy for others.
I dont work either,which makes the sn method attractive due to its cost.
I wish everyone a peaceful exist but that means following protocol to avoid possible failure or prolonged death.
What was your 'story' to get the meto? Would really help a lot of others out...
 
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Minudah

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Dec 3, 2018
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@Minudah

PayPal accept visa gift cards and you can use PayPal on eBay. Just a thought.
Did they change it? Last I heard they didn't. Also I tried looking for meto on eBay on Friday but couldn't find it. If anyone a link to a US seller try the PayPal card mention. Thanks, I'll give a try that through if can find an eBay meto US link
 
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Ln42

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I'm in the UK so we don't have visa gift cards but I know my American friend uses eBay this way. It may be worth looking into.
 
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Lara Francis

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Sorry if i offended u minudah x
 
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Ln42

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What was your 'story' to get the meto? Would really help a lot of others out...

Yes, i would like to know too. My dr gave me cyclizine when I attempted to get metoclopramide!
 
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Minudah

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Dec 3, 2018
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Sorry if i offended u minudah x
Oh it wasn't you. It's just wanted to say after this whole thread and other threads. I just don't know how communicate and don't know how respond. So it's a mess. I don't know how talk right
 
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Nitromask

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I'm in the UK so we don't have visa gift cards but I know my American friend uses eBay this way. It may be worth looking into.
Of course you can get prepaid Visa cards in the UK
 
WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
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I just bought meto on Friday from a Greek seller on Ebay ($36.00, free shipping). I used PayPal and I'm in the US.

It hasn't come yet, so we'll see.
 
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Lara Francis

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Jun 30, 2018
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What was your 'story' to get the meto? Would really help a lot of others out...
I went for a regular check up for my diabetes but said that i had been feeling sick for a few days.
He was going to dispense other anti emetic but i requested metoclopramide as i have had it before for a genuine nausea and said it had worked well.
So he dispensed it ! He was a rather new gp to the surgery so didnt seem to think twice about it !
I know its wrong to lie but i wanted it.
Where there is a will,there is a way.
 
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