Help is running away the same as suicide?

[manasa]

i have already tried overdosing myself but i have failed and i am traumatised by it

i am a final year cs engineering student in bengaluru,India and all i have done in the past three years is to rot in my room and waste time watching shit on my mobile

now i am a 100% sure i will not be placed or get a job and continue to be a load on my parents.but this is not the reason for me thoughts of suicide the real reason is i am all alone in this, feeling very lonely with no friends. i am unable to process the things going on with me

i am unable to commit to end myself so is running away from everything after the things my parents have sacrificed to get me here same as suicide

 

[Forever Sleep]

To them, it might feel like it but for you- it would be the start of a new life- for better or worse.

 

[dearlydeparted44]

No.