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deadzombie6

deadzombie6

Exhausted
Oct 15, 2024
74
I know it sounds stupid but I want to die without anyone knowing that I'm dead which is near to impossible . I live with my toxic family and they'll be very relieved if i die and I don't want to give them that satisfaction and thats the only reason I live but it's getting hard to just live out of spite . I don't want to live anymore i wish I could just disappear and die like i never existed and nobody should be informed of my death . The police might somehow find a way to identify me and give back my body to my family if i CTB in a hotel room , I'm too broke to change cities and CTB . I'm getting so exhausted living out of spite i just wish there was a way ):
 
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cme-dme

cme-dme

wants to sleep forever
Feb 1, 2025
564
If you somehow find a method that results in your body never being found I suppose that's an option. Just find some secluded location far away from any people. If you're missing for too long you'd probably just be presumed dead though.
 
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loneloser

loneloser

i wanna sleep 4ever <3
Jan 16, 2025
95
well one way ive thought of doing this is:
CTBing out in the wilderness. now by wilderness, i mean actual wilderness. not like some nearby forest or nature preserve. ive always dreamed of renting a boat out and just going to a secluded / uninhabited island and dying there. or you could CTB yourself out in the ocean on the boat, making sure your body falls into the depths.

but i'll never get the courage to do that, even with a similar situation that you have. good luck and i hope you find peace
 
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steppenwolf

steppenwolf

Not a student
Oct 25, 2023
209
I know it sounds stupid but I want to die without anyone knowing that I'm dead which is near to impossible . I live with my toxic family and they'll be very relieved if i die and I don't want to give them that satisfaction and thats the only reason I live but it's getting hard to just live out of spite . I don't want to live anymore i wish I could just disappear and die like i never existed and nobody should be informed of my death . The police might somehow find a way to identify me and give back my body to my family if i CTB in a hotel room , I'm too broke to change cities and CTB . I'm getting so exhausted living out of spite i just wish there was a way ):
Of course there is. Standard procedure is to travel to a remote coastal location, take off all of your clothes (clothing will delay scavenging sea creatures and slow down decomposition, increasing the chance of your body being discovered) and walk into the sea, and swim out as far as you can until you tire out. You will get swept out to sea, be unable to return to shore, and will drown with agonizing lung pain. After you drown, scavenging sea creatures like gulls, fish and crabs will immediately start picking at your corpse, and the saltwater will begin to swell, split and peel all of your skin off. Your exposed flesh will be rapidly consumed within a week, and even the tendons and cartilage will be eaten by shrimp, leaving just disconnected bones which will sink to the sea floor and then entirely dissolve in a few months, leaving behind no trace of you whatsoever. You will need to avoid being observed, and hide your clothes where they will not be found. Perhaps wear paper clothes.

Or you could try living without your toxic family, as I did without mine.
 
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ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
674
People ride Greyhound buses to remote towns, ditch all identifying materials, and check into a motel with cash and a fake ID. Then you can CTB there and the medical examiner will classify you as an unknown body. If it's a small town they wont have resources to do an extensive investigation so your identity should be safe.
 
Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,198
I live with my toxic family and they'll be very relieved if i die and I don't want to give them that satisfaction
Do you have the ability to leave and have a life without them?
 
yehxlder.666

yehxlder.666

Paranoid Android
Sep 22, 2024
50
I believe drowning somewhere really remote is a good option. Even if the body is found, it would take a LONG TIME and effort. Meanwhile, the person would just be considered missing until they find it. The more remote the location you can find, the lower the chances you'll be found.
 

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